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played by kaiju · Jul 11, 2026
A series of not quite related dabbles

and other thoughts

Note: To be updated/completed as needed. Most of these are completely seperate scenes/concepts I am working on.

A house is not necessarily always a home




Kiran often found himself in awe of the places that his chosen maternal figures called their homes. He knew that neither of them bothered at all with money, doors opened and agreements were made. He often wondered if he'd ever get the chance to be so confident, so powerful that all he had to was breathe and people would automatically fulfil his desires.




“Which house do you like best?” 




It was a simple question and Kiran had expected that both his aunt and his mum would be able to answer without a second thought. Both of them were sitting on the far end of the long dining table, it was practically see-through, he was not yet tall enough to be able to sit without need of a cushion. Kiran hoped to the void he would grow to be tall like his aunt. He shuddered at the thought of being as small as his biological mother. 




“We have several homes.” Stasia answered first.




“I know, but which one do you like best?” 




“You’ve been to most of them. Or at least seen the outside of them.” 




“I know but they all feel like holiday homes.” 




He wasn’t trying to sound petulant or insensitive. His mum could be pretty prickly when it came to money and her possessions. Whilst he waited for them to respond, he continued to play with the lukewarm tomato soup. He’d long finished his grill cheese sandwich and didn’t want to ask for another. Kiran really did have to start learning to not just eat one thing over another, especially if what is laid out for him is meant to be eaten together. He lifted his spoon. 




“I suppose it comes down to which life we lived and what house they loved.” 




“That’s not a straight answer.” 




Why were they dodging the question? Wasn’t this supposed to be easy? A straightforward answer was what he wanted. He could barely smell whatever it was his aunt and his mum were dining on. He had wanted soup and a grilled cheese sandwich and they had opted for something a little more refined.




“I do love our house in Amsterdam.” 




“It’s very quaint.” 




“The one that’s full of tulips?” 




“Yes, though I suppose it’s really only habitable when Tulips are available. Otherwise it’s just an empty shell.” 




“How about the one in Toronto?” 




“Too cold and windy. Precisely the same reason why we don’t stay often in Chicago.” 




Back and forth they spoke, listing cities and countries that Kiran could dimly remember visiting. Another spoonful and he wondered if he could just move onto his mains. His aunt and his mum already had, but he shouldn’t waste food. 




“My most fond memory I think was that apartment the night we first met.” 




“In Rio? That’s hardly a place either of us can call a place to stay.” 




“It was where we spent our first night together.  It’ll always have a special place in my heart. It’s where I knew most certainly that you owned my heart.” 




“Have I been there?” He butted in. 




“No, I don’t think we ever took you.” 




“Just like the one in New York. It’s just a space for us.” 




“You mean the bar? The one that your past life owned?” 




“Yes, exactly that one.” 




“I want to go to work with you.” 




It came out more like a demand than a request, Kiran hoped that his aunt wouldn’t mind. Stasia glanced up from where they sat, reading an email on their phone and responding with very few taps. 




“You’ve seen me at work before.” 




“Not when you’re making clothes.” 




“No.” 




His aunt whose voice was usually light, fun and sometimes a little bit stressed out was now cold and stern. This voice only came out when he’d done something dangerous; usually situations where he could have died but didn’t - only because DeVian had caught onto what he was doing before he could do it. Kiran swallowed down the need to apologise and tried again. 




“I want to see you work. I want to see what you can do.” 




He now eyed his aunt’s bracelets, the light of the room was bouncing off of them and he concentrated on them. It was easier than being glared down at. Easier knowing that if he persisted long enough that his aunt would bend and he would get his way. That’s how their relationship worked. 




“As I said. Absolutely not.” 




“But… I’ve seen mum work.” 




Stasia let out a hiss, that hit a nerve. Kiran returned his gaze to his aunt whose eyes were now narrowed almost into thin slits. 




“I know you wear the bracelets to keep us safe. So you don’t hurt us. But what if I want to know? To hurt?” 




It was like watching someone have a mental conversation with another person but that other person was halfway across the globe. Kiran had gotten better at noticing when his aunt and his mum would communicate silently through their bond. Eyes glossed over and lips pursed.




“Please. I promise I won’t interfere.” 




“Your mother told you enough. You don’t need to experience it.” 




“You don’t even let her in.” 




Kiran really should not have said that, he bulked and gagged as a thunderous expression of anger crossed his aunt’s face. Maybe he should apologise and never bring up the topic again. Yet some part of him just desperately wanted to know which rumours were true. 




“Your mother knows precisely why. You should too.” 




“Do you not trust us to cope?” 




How and why he chose to preface the question like that. He cursed himself for saying it the way he had. Stasia stood up, bracelets still adorned and began to take steps in the opposite direction. He had to stop her. 




“Mum says you could never hurt her. Why are you so scared.” 




A bitter laugh was all he got. His aunt left. Not another word nor a glance back or a reminder for him to stay out of trouble. He was left alone. Later, he would ask his mum about it. She was looking through her options for another evening corporate event. Her wedding band adorned on her finger, she was barefoot and her hair and makeup were already finished. All DeVian needed was the right kind of outfit. 




“I think I made aunty mad.” 




“You violated your aunt’s only rule. Asking them what you did.” 




“I only wanted to know. You always say that it’s better to know than to not know.” 




“And I told you all you needed to know. We also swore we would not speak on the topic afterwards.” 




“What if aunty becomes my enemy one day. I can’t fight someone I don’t know how to beat.” 




“Not likely that’ll ever happen.” 




“But it could. You said it yourself. No one outside of your house can be trusted.”




“That’s not what I meant.” 




“Doesn’t it bother you?” 




“Of course it does. Yet I also know that were I to ask. Stasia would impale themselves upon their own blade. I know too much and they know it. It’s for the best.” 




“But you love each other, your soulmates. Shouldn’t that be an exception.” 




“Not when you’re a stationed and active Aikekunai.” 




Knowing he wasn’t going to get his answers here either, Kiran decided that this was a situation that called for one individual, an individual he knew could grind down his mother’s nerves just for existing and to who his aunt called their best friend and fellow survivor of the past. Yet like all things, getting to Nuvat was harder than Kiran would have thought. For one thing it seemed the sun claimant was actively avoiding being easy to find. Was it because she knew that her life was on the line or perhaps his aunt had told her to stay out of it. Not like it really mattered. He wanted answers. He was going to get them and no one was going to stop him. 


Jade hall




Camera flashes, DeVian blinked away the influx and ignored the shouts for her to look a certain way. She stared straightforward, only occasionally shifting her stance. Before moving on to another part of the carpet, the shade of it reminded her of the egg shaped ruby that Stasia had used as the centrepiece for a crown that DeVian had worn several halloweens ago. Now, that particular piece was being held on display/loan inside the halls dedicated to the Aikekunai inside CMUR. Not that anyone knew that Stasia was behind it. 




No one knew who owned ABON. Outside of DeVian, Verin and Gabi. This was on purpose. It ensured that Stasia remained anonymous.  Though it didn’t stop the occasional collaboration with another fashion house of the same caliber or Stasia deigning to create a single set for a client willing to pay huge amounts knowing that what they received would be a mystery - all of their answers during the one and only session used to gain information told Stasia all they needed to know. 




Out in public, those who had been welcomed into the many and varied offices of Stasia, had been met by a shrew and snarky receptionist before being confronted by the milky eyes of needle and thread. They were about as close to a public face as ABON’s clients were ever going to get. 




For instance, when a certain mortal publication had asked Verin for an interview. Verin had wanted to hold the interview and subsequent photo shoot inside Stasia and DeVian’s desert home in the middle of the Sahara. Aptly called the ‘Jade Hall’. For it looked like a giant had melded the sand into a modern art piece. Two storeys, huge bay windows, minimal furniture, even fancier paintings. It was the sun room that Verin loved best. Apart from the fact it was covered in ceiling to floor in the most opulent and pure jade. All sourced from the realm of water - not that the humans knew that. In fact, Verin had asked Stasia to create an ensemble for the shoot. 




Only for DeVian to show Verin up by appearing inside the room in a business interview. It was quite the contrast. A infinitely sharp cut power suit in what the interviewer described as an indescribable shade of black and red. It was made of both satin and silk, adorn with minuscule jewels of unknown origin. All of it screamed power and status. The shoes, one of a kind pumps, the heel paper thin yet indestructible and gave off the illusion that DeVian was walking on air. Accessories that looked more like weapons (and for readers. The appearance of DeVian’s engagement ring) had everyone and anyone who was in the business world foaming at the mouth for a mere slither; no a mere hint of ABON. No one would succeed. Thus, Verin’s plans were ruined. She couldn’t fib that the house was hers. 




Verin had been very upset, she had gone straight to her older sibling and demanded an explanation - that and a backup plan.




“You know. The Jade Hall was one of our first joint purchases as a couple this life. We commissioned it. I’m also pretty sure DeVian then had the architect and everyone involved killed so no one could dare to try and pull off the same feat. Besides, DeVian planned to appear there. Started planning it at least three years ago.”




“Well. Where should I have my interview then?”




“You can use the lodge in the Swiss Alps. It’s very cozy. We recently had a room refurbished.  We’re tossing between calling it the Lapis Endeavour or Azure Crown.” 




Verin had gone to inspect this lodge. The room that had been refurbished was the living room. Her assistant had fainted at the sight. It was like being reborn as a molecule of the colour blue. Verin had quickly booked the interview there and then and Stasia had delivered in creating an opulent gown of white-silver. Boots  fur lined rather than heels. Accessories resembling snow flakes and other hints of an icy wonderland. Verin looked and felt like she had come straight out of Narnia - that or a Russian fairytale. 




Course, news of Kiran’s adoption into DeVian’s family came with its own set of issues. Primarily the mortals wanted to know since when did she have a nephew and why he was under her custody rather than whoever his biological parents were. With all of the prestige that came naturally for the Laws; DeVian held the hounds off by simply adding it to her ever growing list of topics that if asked about could render any publication or individual to their doom. 




That didn’t stop the tabloids from sending their vultures to stalk Kiran. It was a little jarring knowing that all of the glossy magazines had photos of Kiran holding DeVian’s hand whilst being walked into the first school of many he would be attending (he changed schools often to keep the press at bay and because no school seemed to possess the ability to keep up with his razor sharp intellect. Something that most theorised came from DeVian.) 




Stasia had an easier time picking Kiran up, granted Stasia didn’t obey traffic laws and the helmet they chose to wear completely hid their identity. The leather they chose to wear also hid any indication of their gender. Kiran always loved when Stasia picked him up. Being able to feel the wind disappear before him as his aunt pulled off hairpin drifts and other close calls. 




Stasia and the press would have continued to have a mutable relationship of respect. Had they not sent humans on poor examples of automobiles after them on their pick up duty. Especially because the news picked up on it. DeVian had been furious when she had seen that the most pressing news bit of the hour was her partner, her nephew and what had to be at least eighty different vehicles chasing them down a highway. Stasia’s skills as a rider meant that they were ducking in, out and weaving past indignant mortal drivers. Kiran tucked in front, his own little helmet on and gripping onto his aunt for dear life. 




“What the actual fuck!”




“Shall I notify Stasia that you’ll be meeting them at the airport?”




“At this rate, they’ll both arrive in France from how fast Stasia is.” 




“You don’t think that they’ll attempt to cross the channel… right?”




“We’ll pick them up just as they do. It’s the only way they’ll lose the idiots.” 




DeVian, having down two bottles of wine just as the rear door seat was almost ripped off its hinges. Kiran, helmet and all was thrown in. He landed with little ceremony as the door was slammed shut and Stasia sped off once more. DeVian had to calm her heart rate as Kiran removed his helmet and with an expression of utter glee on his face asked:




“Can aunty and I do that again! We went at 300km/h. At one point!”




“Absolutely not. Your aunt is a maniac on the roads.”




“But it’s so cool! Not like anyone knows its aunty.”




“No. Rit or Bruno will pick you up from now on” 




“That’s no fun.”




“I don’t want you to die. Should Stasia ever miscalculate the turns.”


A Pair of Lovers
For what more could people want, but to see such a beautiful couple dancing. DeVian hadn’t ever spent almost an entire night, hell into the early morning…dancing. Yet with this Blonde individual she had. Why they had to be told to leave because they had stayed well past closing time just dancing. This blonde had matched every move, noticed every change of pace. DeVian was almost jealous with rage at the thought that this Blonde individual would dare to dance with anyone; in this way like they had with her. 




She couldn’t exactly surmise what gender this Blonde individual was. Not that it mattered, the only thing that gave this potential person away was when they offered to take her home, the bike they had was new, fast and very expensive. Forget breathing, this blonde rode like the streets were empty, death-defying drifts and going at speeds that at one point felt surely if not impossibly illegal. Yet they hadn’t crashed despite the risk of it all. This Blonde had to be a claimant, but from which house? Why couldn’t she tell?




Again it didn’t matter when the blonde peppered kisses all over her skin. Igniting some part of her that she thought no one, no not even her considered legal husband. Didn’t matter when she had, had impossible as it might sound, exactly eight consecutive orgasms. Hell DeVian probably blacked out but was in too much a euphoric state to care that this Blonde had given more than she could imagine, never taking or asking for anything in return. 




It had been a surprise to wake up to an empty bed. A surprise to find no note, no explanation and little to no sign that she had ever had company to begin with. What transpired next was an obsessive hunt to find the Blonde who had without so much as spoken most of the night; to steal her heart like some thief. 




It took almost a year before the rumours of the mystery blonde echoed through the teeming streets of Buenos Ares. Why DeVian nearly gave up hope. No one in the house of death, or any of their allies had been able to tell her anything about her mystery Blonde. 




It was nearly midnight when sitting in her car, her breath caught at the sight of the Blonde. Shorter hair than before and dressed immaculately. Helmet - the same one from a year ago in hand and a cigarette at their lips. She must have nearly torn the door to her own car off as she rudely and rather recklessly bolted through traffic - the honking and cursing could be ignored. 




“Stop!” She shouted as the blonde got on their bike. 




At first she worried they couldn’t hear her and she’d have to resort to using her halberd to stop them. But they turned to face her and she gasped. Though she remembered every contour and detail about this Blonde, seeing them again this time felt like she was seeing them all again for the first time. Just like the night they’d met. 




“Hey stranger.” 




DeVian had been rendered speechless. A melodic laugh accompanied the silence before the Blonde got off their bike, when all rational logic returned to her she found herself scowling. 




“Why did you leave without saying anything?”




“You were asleep.” 




“That’s no excuse. You could have woken me.”




“Wake up the heiress of death? I would think Novevu would prefer that I didn’t.”




“So you are a claimant! How come I can’t tell which house you’re in?”




“That’s on purpose. Don’t worry Princess. Your secrets are your own.” 




Why was this… why were they mocking her? She moved closer, with the sudden urge to slap their beautiful face when she watched in sudden realisation that their eyes weren’t theirs. Someone else entirely was looking back at her. 




“I’m not just some claimant. I am an Aikekunai. Surely you know what that is. Seeing as you are one yourself.” 




“Stop mocking me.” Her lips curled into a snarl.




It hadn’t been her voice that had left her mouth, but rather one of her older more violent and way less reasonable lives. Qrow was by all means prepared to decimate this city and destroy this beautiful person without a second thought. Several expressions crossed this nameless blonde before a choke squeak that didn’t really sound like words but were words came out. 




“Q-qrow?” 


Grocery List

Stasia did not eat breakfast. Had not eaten breakfast since their time in the program. Breakfast foods nauseated them, in fact they avoided any food that resembled anything close to ‘breakfast’; thus their diet was quite limited. After all, almost everyone breaks their fast somehow with the same types of food. Even if they’re on the opposite side of the globe from each other - there was always a version of breakfast somewhere. 




Godfrey on the other hand, loved breakfast. It was the easiest meal for his stomach to accept. But he also hated eating alone, sure he couldn’t eat as much as his other lives; but there was just some kind of secret sweet pleasure of cracking the top off a soft-boiled egg, the yolk runny went so well with toast that was soaked through with bacon fat. Something exquisite about cutting oranges in half for juice. 




Lucas thought breakfast was overrated. Granted he didn’t actually eat unless he was with Amarjeet - were she to ever discover his habit of missing meals; why there was every chance that she’d flail him before forcing him to eat an empire’s entire food supply. Therefore it was not surprising that because he ran on an empty stomach most of the time, he was almost a skeleton - well the kind of skeleton with muscles too defined they look a bit like stretched thin leather. 




Eric was very specific about his breakfasts, it was not a single meal kind of affair; no there was the small bite sized bagels with cream cheese and smoked salmon. There was the slightly larger bowl of chopped fruit doused in honey - it didn’t matter what kind of fruit. It just had to be doused in honey. He’d take a break; go kill someone or something and then come back to a hearty plate of animal pieces. Everyone who had sat with him, had noted that it didn’t  matter how much meat he piled onto this plate, no one else could have stomached the amount he had without seriously considering psychiatric aid or at least assistance from a dietician to make better choices. 


Blood Fabrics
“Godfrey, come along now. I don’t want you getting lost in a place like this.” 




“Where is this place?” 




The small frail boy tried his best to match the pace of the far taller, older metal ancient but even with all of the effort he could muster he was still falling behind. Nammay was already agitated that Godfrey had been insistent in bringing his elephant soft-toy ‘Crow’ with him. They were both late for the scheduled arrival and meeting in the Void. 




“I almost thought you’d turn tail and would miss our meeting.” 




“I apologise.” 




Noticing that Crow had somehow gotten some dust on him, Godfrey brushed it off his elephant and so in doing so had not noticed that his ancient had stopped; as a result he walked straight into his ancient’s legs and also collided with the briefcase that Nammay had helped him pack; it was full of his clothes and his other personal belongings. Rather than his ancient who caught him, another person did, he was pale of skin, and he smelt like nothing Godfrey had ever experienced before. Dressed in a velvet cloak, in evolving shades of black that Godfrey had to wonder how how effect was made. Finally, Nammay’s throat clearing forced him to stutter out an apology. 




“Sorry…” he wasn’t sure who this man was. 




“Novevu.” He offered.




“Sorry Novevu…” 




He gripped onto Crow even tighter and looked at his ancient for reassurance but Nammay could no longer look at the weakened aikekunai child and refused to admit that it was probably his fault that this third attempt was flawed and was likely to die well before he even reached adulthood. 




|| Three Weeks Later || 




The routine that Godfrey had now that he had gotten used to being the roommate of a boy named Qrow – he thought it was funny that the boy shared the same name as his elephant, just with one variation in letter; though he kept his thoughts to himself and tried his best to stay out of Qrow’s way. One of the things that he had noticed was that the death claimant child seemed to constantly ruin his clothes and was always in need of replacements, it made Godfrey feel bad.




So he waited till Qrow was asleep, and their candles which usually melted down to nothing by the time they woke up flickered in the dark room, Godfrey climbed backwards off the bed and picked up the candle handle, careful to be as quiet as he possibly could, he placed a finger to his lips to indicate to Crow that he was going to be fine but that things had to remain silent; Qrow in the meanwhile was fast asleep, one of his hands gripping a rather deadly looking sword – why he felt the need to sleep with a sword, Godfrey thought it was entirely illogical. He shuffled towards the wardrobe that Qrow had stated was his and knowing that it would creak, pretended to let out a cough as he opened the door. Qrow who was used to hearing Godfrey cough in his sleep didn’t wake whatsoever and instead flipped so that he was now on his stomach and gripping onto an axe rather than a sword. 




By candlelight, he took out each item of damaged clothing that had fallen from where they should be neatly placed and sat down on the cold stone floor, plucking a strand of hair from his hand, he waited with bated breath as the strand of hair became an almost translucent needle. Looking back over his shoulder to make sure that Qrow was definitely still asleep, he started to sew. Now, of course many would call his bluff the fact that he had not used as thread; however Godfrey didn’t need thread in order to be able to repair and sew clothes, after all he had his blood. He’d realised this particular gift after he had accidentally torn a hole inside one of his own shirts and worried that Nammay at the time would punish him severely; tried to repair it with all manner of things, in his frustration he had pulled on his hair and as the strands of hair fell, they became needles of various lengths and sizes. 




The blood discovery soon came right after, he realised that his blood made anything he repaired or made with his hair needles indestructible to everything from elemental attacks to simple wear and tear. Course he tried to tell Nammay this, but the metal ancient was only really ever interested in the combat and intel capabilities of Godfrey rather than if he was worth anything else. When he did eventually realise, he had forbade Godfrey from using this talent for anything and so it went to waste. However, now that he was basically living permanently in the Void as a guest, he felt that it was only fair that he made some kind of contribution; even if no one knew or thanked him for it. 


Sense




The monotone ping of the monitor was accompanied by the raise and fall of a chest. There was no gasp or air, just the lifting and falling. Skin so pale and milky white, hair almost as colourless. Straight like needles and tucked behind their ears. The gown being worn was not one DeVian ever thought to see on her wife. Even the tattoos which were inked in the blackest shades seemed to be suddenly white. 




By the table, amongst the medical equipment was a metal stool with all of the effects Stasia had on them until being rendered unconscious. Their pristine scissors of different sizes, sharpness, design and uses. All of their rings, metal piercings - all of them replaced by soft silver on the Aikekunai’s body. Meant as a safety precaution. Their bracelets. Their anklet. The whole of Stasia having been stripped bare. 




Another thing that was different about the Swedish-Japanese national was the devastatingly deep scar that ran diagonal across their once unmarked face. Not even the finest of sutures, the many salves, ointments and other concoctions both mortal and ancient had made a dent. 




“Lucky to still be alive. To have sight.”




Was how the mortals had put it. The wraith that coarse through DeVian Desdon’s veins would have brought even Phita to her knees. Were she a witness. What infuriated her even more was the fact that an almost undetectable barrier, elemental in nature had been erected. She didn’t know who had put it up, but it meant that she couldn’t touch Stasia. Couldn’t run her hands through the snow-white locks, couldn’t kiss the skin left undamaged. DeVian clenched her fists, gritted her jaw and stared helplessly. 




The door to the private room opened, hell the entire floor was empty and all of the staff had been ordered to dedicate every hour into helping Stasia recover. DeVian had bought the hospital and the staff to ensure their focus. Ritunen, clutching a plastic take-away bag stepped in and towards the woman who owned his heart. 




“I brought food. Bruno was worried.”




“Not hungry.”




“You need to keep your strength up.”




“Strength? What good is that!” 




The last were spoken by another, Qrow was murderous and it was keeping DeVian and every ounce of elemental control to keep Qrow from decimating and erasing the mortal realm from existence. Ritunen bristled, the void was as close to the surface as when Amarjeet first received Lucas severed hands. 




“Then don’t eat, but I brought food anyway. Any news on if Stasia will wake?”




“They told me it’s up to Stasia now. Brain activity is fine. Everything is fine but they won’t wake up. It’s like they are a statue.”




“What other injuries?”




“Apart from the one on their face? A few. All from that bitch.”




DeVian never referred to Levei by name. After all the last time she did, Zyphinex had gotten a blow or two in and then went off to poison and murder Marjorie. DeVian would not make that mistake again, especially where Stasia was concerned.




“Kiran keeps asking for you.”




“Tell him. I’m busy.”




“He misses you. Just as much as he misses them.”




Standing abruptly, DeVian placed her hand on the barrier and shoved. It would not give. Until now not even Ritunen had noticed it. He stepped towards it and found that it melted away. DeVian cursed. 




“How strange. This seems to have been erected by my father.”




“Novevu did this?”




“Not actively. I think removing all of Stasia’s um blockers and what have you, initiated some kind of barrier. Probably to prevent you from rushing at them and having your entire mind destroyed.”




“Well fuck that.”




There was very little that would stop DeVian from getting to Stasia, and some small particularly sinister part of her agreed. It was hard sometimes to distinguish whether the desire to destroy and devour everything was the void trying to play puppeteer or if it was actually her. Sure, she factored in her past lives and their desires; more or less they mirrored hers - Qrow was usually the outlier, he wanted more violence, blood everywhere and was obsessed with hunting certain individuals. 


Cigar Smoke
“Lucas!”




Another person recognised him, groaning inwardly he stilled himself and plastered a smile on his face. 




This time though rather than a hideous old man, the person who was trying to remain at the speed of human locomotion was a friend. Emma was one of the few humans clued into the truth about the claimant world and Ancients. She had during the war been a spy for the French Resistance and they had both suffered a stint in a German prison camp. However unlike Lucas who could not die by normal means, Emma was half Jewish - though you couldn’t tell from her porcelain skin  or fine needle thin blonde hair. It was her eyes which were brown and the shape of her ears that gave her away - well at least that’s what the manic German soldiers said. 




It had been such a shame when they had taken her dominant arm from her. Now all that was left was a hanging sleeve where her arm should be. Her left arm remained, though she was missing her ring finger - that she had done to herself in order to protect her full-Jewish husband, all that effort however was in vain.




Her husband, Hugh had been killed as one of the final prisoners before the guns fell silent and the war was declared over. Now she was a war heroine and had been offered by ancients like Destodai and Phita to become someone-something else. Alas, Emma refused blatantly, saying it was not worth the transformation because it would take away the scars, the stories, sacrifices and insults that the war had left. 




“By Novea, you are a sight for sore eyes.”




Emma’s toothy grin immediately settled his nerves as she came to a stop in front of him. He wrapped an arm gently around her, careful to avoid touching where her arm should have been. 




“What are you doing here?” 




“I’m leaving. I’m not coming back. I’ve been offered a role as a diplomat. They also want me to go back to Geneva and be a witness.” 




“Ahh. I see. Congratulations.”




“Coming from you that sounds so hollow.”




“You know I don’t mean it.” He snickered.




“I know. Off to see Amarjeet?” 




“Perhaps.”




Emma gave him a look that suggested she saw straight through his non-answer. Moving back to a respectful distance just as the horns of the large vessel rang out. 




“Will you miss Europe?”




“No. Never. Asides Geneva. I’m happy to be rid of it. Hugh had always told me how much he wanted to see America.”




“Mmm. What class are you in?”




“Second. Almost cost me every penny.”




He frowned. Looking over his shoulder for the nearest ship attendant. This one was standing with a tray of champagne looking utterly bored.




“You can have my room.”




“No. No. I can’t. I shouldn’t impose.”




“Em. You more than most deserve to be happy.”




“There you are again. I told you to stop with the sympathy.”




“It’s not sympathy. If not for you, the world of mortals would not be here as it is now. You are the reason mortals will learn about the atrocities that harmed your people.” 




Now completely in front of the attendant holding champagne. Lucas gave him a firm smile.




“Excuse me. To whom do I speak on the occasion I’d like to change my class and thus my room?”




“Uh…” 




The man was caught off guard by the question before swallowing down his shock and lifting one of his hands away from the tray.




“If you head in this direction. You will come across a lift that should lead you to the cabin. You will need to speak to the operation manager.”




“Thank you.”




Skimming his fingers briefly into his coat pocket, he fisted a fifty-dollar bill and handed it to the now jaw-dropped speechless employee.




“For your swift answer. Perhaps even you could follow me. I’ll answer for anyone who wonders why you are not at your post.”




“Y-yes Sir!” 




“Oh. Leave the tray here. It’s far too early for champagne. Even the Nazis had some idea at what a foul waste of champagne is during the day.”




With that Lucas gestured for Emma and the now freed of champagne attendant and began on the route described.




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Originally posted by: Spira
kaiju
played by kaiju · Jul 11, 2026
At What Cost?
Part 1

Look at everything I’ve gained. So few things, but so much meaning. 

“Da... Da...” 

All this time; all these lives, and here I find myself feeling something so foreign. 

“He can hear you, my tiny angel... Just give him a moment to answer... 

Do I deserve this? Will it last? If it does last, then for how long? Perhaps this is what they call fear. How odd. 

“Da... look... Da...” 

How cute. Could I ask for more than this? Do I deserve this? So many lives; all the foundation for this... am I deserving? 

“Dear... can you hear...” 

“What makes you believe you deserve this?” 

I don’t... but they deserve this. Simply for existing, they deserve even more than I can offer. 

“Pathetic. You have both a title and duty to uphold. Yet you would trade it all for this?” 

I’d give everything for this... 

“Failure... blight... I am at least glad to learn what you are willing to give... and what will be taken.” 

DA!” the high-pitched screech-like cry forced his attention downward. 

There, right on his lap sat a less than pleased four-year-old. Her eyes like the spring sky; nearly beginning to fill with tears and causing her pale cheeks to redden. She wore a little dress with special spaces upon its back where two plumes of messy feathers were folded into tiny black wings. Her hair was like a tangle of blonde strings until his hands combed through them and removed them from her face. After that, he then wiped her eyes and cheeks – as if to banish the idea of allowing any tears to stain them. At first, she struggled against it; then she pouted, and eventually settled on remaining pouty. 

“Sorry about that Wolf Pup. I was thinkin’.” 

“You have not spaced out like that in quite a while,” the woman’s voice played in his ear like a lyre before. “Are you alright, dear?” 

“It’s all fine, love.” 

“That is not what I was wanting to hear,” she snapped as her fingers turned his head to face her. “I’m asking are you okay, Gahbreal?” 

He did not know the reason, but the woman commanded a dominance over him he simply could not overcome. Perhaps it was simply the sway a wife has over her husband, but he found himself staring into her eyes for a moment. Teal orbs sprinkled with vibrant reds and oranges at times; the same blonde hair as the girl in his lap, but these were cut short just above the eyes so that they might not block her vision. Even so, it did not keep him from lifting his hand to her peach cheek and shifting the hair which hung there behind her ear. He did not smile, but he did not frown either. 

“I’m fine, Cyva. Just takin’ it all in.” 

“Is it still that hard to believe? You’re the one who wanted to make me Mrs. Chisuke after all,” she chirped as her hand rested on the child’s head. 

“It’s not that. The sacrifices are weighty; not something I can just ignore. There will be a price... I just don’t know what it’ll be.” 

“Then we’ll figure it out once we get there.” 

“You’re too damn calm about this. I’d almost say you’re enjoying yourself.” 

“And you’re too damn uptight about it. Ain’t nothin’ gonna change so soon, so just worry about the present.” A moment passed as she watched him glare in her direction. Her play on his accent clearly irritated him. 

“Honestly, you really enjoy making a fool out of me.” 

“What can I say? It’s funny,” she started before wrapping her arms around his neck from behind. “You may be an aikekunai, but before that you are my husband now; even before that you are her father.” 

He looked down at the stirring ball of chaos on his lap for a moment; the girl’s little fists slamming against his chest as if to force her way through to the other side. She wasn’t strong enough to make a difference, but not weak enough to not wear him down after the second hour of pummeling. He placed his hands beneath her arms and lifted her to his face height. Her tiny wings fluttered furiously until she felt her feet placed on his thighs, then she looked him in the face as if getting ready to continue fighting the enemy ahead of her. 

“Alright, time for bed. You decide Wolf Pup; a story or a game?” 

“Storwy!” she blurted out without a second thought. 

“It’s... it’s story, Gabi.” 

“Storwy!” she called out again with even more confidence than before. 

“Even the Wolfling gave me less trouble than this. If Katze weren’t so busy, I’d ask them to give you some literary help.” 

“You act as if they’d listen,” Cyva started as she circled the couch and sat at his side. Gabi almost immediately sprawled out over both their laps. “Calm yourself, Gahbriogyva. It is time to count the sheeps.” 

“It’s just sheep, dear.” Gahbreal attempted to correct her and yet she simply stared him in the eyes. 

“It is time to count the sheeps.” 

Perhaps this is my punishment... 

“You two are just as stubborn as one another. Perhaps it’s best that she takes after you. It’ll keep things nice and simple.” 

“Don’t say that. You and I both know she’s taking after you where it counts. That was apparent when she was born with her two beautiful wings,” Cyva spoke as she poked the child on the belly. “She is always following behind you whenever you’re around. That girl is your shadow, and you are her inspiration.” 

He looked at her for a moment, taking the words into consideration before his eyes drifted to the child. He hadn’t even noticed it before, but it was almost as if she were always looking in his direction instinctively. Even now, with such a normal setting, her eyes were locked onto him as if searching for answers only he could give. Inquisitive eyes, hopeful eyes; the entirety of her world on the opposite end of her gaze... he smiled... his hand resting upon her head which caused her to both smile and laugh in a voice he could never get tired of. 

He couldn’t remember any moments like this. Not from any of his pasts, what little he did gain from those, and not from the memories he had of his own childhood. When was the last time his mother or father touched his head? Had they ever even done it before? Perhaps that was why he felt such a strong urge to pamper the girl and make sure she knew he was here; make sure she knew that he cared. If he could avoid it at all costs, he would make sure she did not grow to be like him. The life he desired for her would be a pleasant and peaceful one; even if it went against everything he is. That was a sacrifice worth making. 

“Alright, what story do you wanna hear this time?” he asked, and the girl sat up immediately. 

“New storwy!” 

“A new story? Would you like mommy to tell you one of her stories then?” Cyva asked. 

“No!” 

“You’re a piece of shit,” Cyva hissed at Gahbreal who chuckled. 

“Hey, I didn’t do anything,” he stated before turning his attention back to the girl. “Then what kind of story do you want? I am the best storyteller after all.” 

“Uncie Neer told me you go on adbentures! Tell me about an adbentures!” 

“Adventures?” 

“The passed adbentures!” 

“You mean past adven-” 

Perhaps it was the mentioning of the past, or simply my understanding of what her request truly meant, but I could feel my mind tremble. The stern mentality I had built up for generation after generation rattling under the pressure. It wasn’t because I was weak or losing myself, or at least not entirely. It was because this was a decision which would shape her. A decision which would either craft the peaceful life I wanted for her or the trials of which she would undoubtedly be swept into. Raising a claimant is not the same as raising a human, and for an aikekunai it is even more difficult. Especially when they aspire to be like their parents in any way. It’s for that reason I began to see it all so vividly. Perhaps it was a spur of the moment, or rather it was the dreaded desire of my past lives to fill her mind with the depiction of the Wolf I am meant to be; but I was forced to face them all again... My adventures. 

I remember falling from a great height; looking at my body, wondering how so many bones had been broken, and why I had perished from something which was once so simple to survive. Looking at the Little One in my grasp and thinking it was fine so long as she survived. Thinking about how I wouldn’t allow that death to change me. 

I remember sustaining more injuries than I could handle at the time. Feeling weak, feeling powerless; looking at a worried Cyva who did not have the lack of will to give up. If she wouldn’t, then neither could I! Raising my axe! Raging like the wild animal I am! Through my very eyes I remember fighting by her side and slaying our attackers without mercy. 

I see... Amarjeet... her eyes filled with an incomparable rage, but behind them I could see a smoldering grief. I look to my sides, Shinzo and Haden, both prepared to charge forward with their lives as the cost! My axe, my companion, refusing to let my grip lighten as I press forward to the assault. The unforgettable sound of flesh tearing and bones breaking; flames burning and ice chipping. I wondered at that moment why I was so weak, why I couldn’t handle it alone, why I needed help? Then, after that struggle, everything else becomes a fading blur. 

I rush forward, no words leaving my lips as my eyes take note of every enemy. A wave of one hand as a wave of darkness swelters across my foes; a swipe of the other and heads roll. I look at my body, its strength breaking down as I remove arrows and toss them to the ground. My left arm covered in darkness which is the only thing keeping it together and moving, while my right refuses to let go of my companion. Every pulse coursing through it continues to guide me forward. I wonder why I’m out here alone, then I remember who I am and press forward. I don’t stop, even when everything turns red, and I can no longer feel my body. I keep going until there is nothing. No thought. No sound. Nothing... Just a single worry... a single apprentice. 

I look down on the trash beneath me, wondering why she had to be so stupid. Was it all worth it? Throwing away everything she had just for this? Or perhaps there’s something more to it... but it doesn’t matter. I can see the sun setting in the distance, and with it my wings force me to the ground as fast as they can. The earth can barely keep itself together beneath our feet, our weapons ringing with the melody of war; no one can stand between us now! Not even an ancient would dare to inject themself in my battle! I will prove myself! Everyone will know that I refused madness... but, can I really win this? With the thought I feel my mind ache, my jaw stiffens, and my eyes burn. I can see all her weapons in the air around me, an endless supply, but I no longer care! I charge in with more courage than any of my lives could ever proclaim! My companion in hand, the key to cleaving the very universe in two if it must be; I can feel the rush of overwhelming power in that moment... but it was too late. My body, wings and all, could only manage to be pierced by spears, halberds and swords of all kinds... I failed. 

Madness... it’s all I know; all I can see. I feel it coursing through my veins, hear it whispering in my mind, staring at me from around every corner. I’ve been utilizing my family to do my work where I cannot reach; outside of this home I cannot leave. The darkness, the madness; I can feel it scratching at me, calling out to me. I can hear my closest companion – the only one who truly matters – its voice the only thing which beckons me in that black landscape, but it is so muffled. How long must this suffering continue? The suffering! The Madness! I fall on my back, my mouth prying itself open as I cry out in a tongue only my ancient may hear and even so, it does nothing. I can just barely see her in the colorless black, then my eyes turn to my only companion. I see my reflection, the red eyes staring back at me, and I can see the shadows clinging to me and tugging on my soul! I remember the feeling as if attempting to tear from my body with my very soul, darkness pouring out from me like a tide of condensed atrocities in the form of pandemonium, then nothing more... 

All murderers must be slain; all criminals must face execution. My Ruinous Edge is the tool for bringing all who would defy order to their knees. I will slay hundreds, thousands, millions if I must; no number is too great. I raise my axe to the sky with a single scarred and bleeding arm, the other cast away long ago. My every step blurs the barriers between right and wrong, my soul ringing with the death knell for all who would be lost. The swine fall before my companion, fold before my axe... the cowards. I do not stop even when they surrender. Their loved ones, their homes, their very lives; none of them are safe from my duty! If they wanted peace, then they should have left me in peace. But now I will tear their entirety asunder, even as I watch my body fall apart. Even as I take my last breath, it is as I take the lives of at least ten others. 

I can’t remember the cause, but that doesn’t matter anymore. I was already teetering on the edge of forgetfulness. To Lilith’s Hell with all the games and holding back! I am meant to be the strongest! I am meant to be the executioner! That is why the Ruinous Edge has remained at my side; why it fuels me to go forward into the clutches of madness, and by the ancients I will take every last one of my enemies with me! As I look around at the armies standing before me all I see is weakness. None of them are worth the earth they tread beneath their feet, but they would choose to approach me? How foolish! They will bathe in madness, wallow in madness, succumb to madness and die in madness! However, there’s no need to cast aside your fears in death, for I will soon follow! That same madness will take us all to the same place! To the same pit in the depths of the Void! 

...The sudden silence like a still river seconds before the damn breaks and water rushes through... 

Look at them all... insects beneath my feet... whatever possessed them to come here and defy their ancients will be the same thing which costs them everything. The Ruinous Edge almost looks hesitant, afraid; I squeeze it enough to make the metal itself scream, to remind it of who we are and what we are... then I step forward. My ancient watching me as I face an entire army on my own. Claimants lost to their own foolish desires. Imbeciles, all of them. Even among the aikekunai I will never allow anyone to look down on me, so this fodder will be cast aside like dust in a storm. I will swing my axe one way and watch as the earth upheaves itself and destroys them all; I will stamp my foot to the ground and watch as darkness bursts forth and devours them in pools of my concentrated madness. I will have them all understand the will of my name, the power of the Wolf, the true order of the Black Knight! And as they gaze upon me, clad in darkness, they will make sure every claimant remembers my name for all time, they will remember Gahbreal Dimea... they will remember the Executioner. 

“Gahbreal?” Cyva’s voice caught his attention. 

His eyes looked as if they could peel the very skin from her mind if they so desired; his hands shaking as if incapable of remaining still. It wasn’t until her own hand rested on his that he even calmed down in the slightest. A part of him wished to retreat, but he wouldn’t allow himself. This was it, after all... the cost of this peace. 

“Sorry.” 

“Gahbreal. Are you sure you are, okay? Should we call on Xainayne?” 

“No,” his voice snapped immediately along with his expression. Both were calmed in seconds. “There’s no need. Besides, I have a story to tell my Wolf Pup.” 

He looked at the little claimant, completely oblivious to everything around her as she now seemed to fight her own dress; biting at the collar like a rabid dog. He placed his hand on her forehead, his red eyes flickering as he watched their reflection within her own blue orbs. He paused for a moment, looking at her as she excitedly awaited whatever he had to say. Then, without a second thought, he spoke... 

“Try as you might, you won’t last forever... my failure of a future.” 

“How about I tell you about the time your uncle convinced me to sneak into Florita’s realm so he could steal flowers for Chaemai?” 
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Originally posted by: Dobu
kaiju
played by kaiju · Jul 11, 2026

Selenite & Obsidian



Gabi had come home to find that her room had been tampered with. Not in any sinister fashion, just that what was once her private space now seemed to a bed meant for two people maybe three at the very least. She had turned right around and half flew-stomped her way towards the kitchen where her mother and father were chatting over plates of French pastries. 


“WHY IS THERE ANOTHER BED  IN MY ROOM!” 


She hadn’t quite meant to scream-shout so loud as to shatter the fine porcelain cup her mother was holding, the scolding hot tea splashed onto Cova’s shirt and her arms were covered in the hot liquid. Some of it even managed to hit her father in the face, he had the reflexes to keep the pastries - fresh from a bakery down the street dry and out of the tea’s way. Cyva took one, two, three, no at least ten deep breaths before reaching for a napkin and drying herself. Gabi stood there, still unanswered with her hands on her hips and her wings beating rather erratically. 


“Have you forgotten what the term ‘inside voice’ means and when/where to use it?” 


“Is that how you wanna start? There’s a massive bed in my room that doesn’t belong to me. Who the hell moved in and why do they have to share a room with me?” 


“You’re not going to apologise for ruining what was, a perfect cup of tea or for shattering a cup with your voice.” 


“Well maybe if it were made better it wouldn’t have broke. Now answer my question.” 


It was at that moment, that Gabi realised it wasn’t just her father or her mother who was in the kitchen space. But rather a black-haired doll of a girl and another who was half her father’s height. 


Gabi blinked. The doll blinked. The tall one seemed to completely ignore Gabi and reach to pour themselves another cup of tea.


“Who the, what the. Where the.” 


Gabi couldn’t string together an intelligent sentence for the life of her as her father seemed to brace himself. 


“I had hoped this would happen later. That you wouldn’t go straight to your room. Nevertheless.” He took one look at his daughter and then at the yin-yang pair. 


“Why does she have wings? How come I don’t have wings?” 


The doll asked, scrunching her face up in annoyance that she herself had been blessed with no height, the appearance of a china doll and no spare appendages. 


“Not like it’d help you.” Gabi sneered. 


“Girls.” Cyva sighed.


“Gabi, do you remember when I said you had… siblings?” 


“No, don’t have any. I’m the only child.” 


Was her father out of his mind? 


“You do, these are your siblings… they’re not biologically related but they are nevertheless a part of the family.” 


“Bullshit.” 


“Gabi!” Cyva hissed.


“She’s got your temper.” 


It was the first time the tall-blonde hair one spoke, and in fact the tone sent a shiver down Gabi’s spine. It sounded like a slightly more feminine rendition of her uncle. This tall one had to have something to do with Uncle Eric.


“Why do you sound like my uncle?” 


Cyva was still furious that her daughter’s recklessness had ruin whatever careful plans Gahbreal, had. Had. 


“Your Uncle?”


“Yes, Uncle Eric. You sound like a girl version of him.” 


This caused the tall one to snort, rather unladylike. Gabi watched as they placed their own cup and saucer down before doing something very similar to what her uncle did when faced with a question. With eyes as fierce as any eagle. Gabi watched the movement of the tall one’s right hand through their hair. She must have imagined it because the tall one’s eyes changed to suit the exact same shade as her uncle’s. 


“That’s because this new body. Is my current life. I am glad your senses haven’t dulled.” 


Her uncle. Her favourite person in the whole world. Was at least in this life, somehow in someway… supposed to be her sister? Had the world been thrown upside down or turned inside out? Gabi couldn’t begin to figure out how to respond or react to this elevation. The short one said something and that caused Gabi even more annoyance.


“You might know us better by our nicknames. I’m Stasia, or Katze. That’s my sister, Verin. Wolfling.” 


“You’ve got to be fucking kidding.” 

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Originally posted by: Spira
kaiju
played by kaiju · Jul 11, 2026
At What Cost?
Part 2

It was simple, quiet; almost as if the world itself had slowed down to a soft rhythmic hum. Gahbreal’s eyes shifted from the warm fire across the room to his wife who sang along to the melody of saxophone and bass violin, her tempo carried perfectly with the beat of the drums. Cyva’s voice was something most people either heard when being teased by her or simply as she showered those she cares for with praises. However, it was only her husband and daughter who were ever blessed with harmonic melodies. Gahbreal would truly call it angelic, and Gabi would no doubt say the same. It was the reason she went on to sing for a career after all. 

His vision moved to rest on the glass of whiskey in his left hand as it rose to his lips. The sensation of warmth which filled his chest served as a constant calm. No matter how many lives passed him by it never failed to fill the same. Getting drunk simply wasn’t a possibility anymore after so much time, but it always lightened his mood. Once it was emptied the glass would rest again; his eyes now moving to the girl sleeping at his side. No matter how much time passed, even when she was upset – and Gabi was always upset – she found her way to him when it was time to relax. Her head resting on his lap with her calm breathes filling the air. A part of him looked at her face and saw his mother in every feature. 

That woman seems to follow me everywhere I go. I wouldn’t be surprised if she were watching me right now, but I don’t want to check. I feel as if she’d be shocked if I told her to come in and sit down. She still thinks I hold some grudge against her, and a part of her would be right, but I can’t hold onto resentment forever. I made the choice to forgive because that’s the bare minimum I’d need to raise a child. Does she believe I’m incapable of forgiving her? Every feature you have is the same as her, Pup. Even the blue that we both share belongs to her. If your hair were black instead of your mother’s blonde, you’d be exact copies. Perhaps it would be best if I approached her instead. 

“You seem to be in good spirits,” Cyva whispered as she sat on his opposite side from Gabi. 

“I was just thinking.” 

“Thinking?” she chuckled. “Should I be worried? You even dropped the accent.” 

“Sometimes it’s best to hide away disguises. Be here. Be present.” 

“And here I thought I was better with words. Well, you are certainly present and I'll prove it.” 

He turned to look at the woman who seemed entirely desperate. She wanted something, and as always it was plastered all over her face. He leaned his face towards her own and the two shared a kiss; one he felt was lasting far longer than normal. He focused, his eyes spotting the fiery shade of her cheeks. In his opinion, Chaos claimants were worse than Fire claimants when it came to the insatiable nature of their lusts. One had self-control, the other had absolutely none. It was clear in her actions as well; her fingers fluttering on his cheeks as she attempted to pull him along to her rhythm. 

“Eww...” 

Both of their eyes shifted to Gabi who had already begun to rub her eyes. She looked, for a lack of kinder words, disgusted. Cyva only chuckled and finally chose to release her husband. Gahbreal simply blinked at his daughter before smiling. 

“How was your rest Gabi?” Cyva asked in a casual voice. 

“It was fine until you two started slapping tongues right next to me.” She lifted herself up and stretched before saying, “have either of you heard from Verin or Stasia?” 

“Odd,” Cyva began quickly as her eyes shifted from Gahbreal to Gabi. “I’ve never known you to care that much for them.” 

“Well yeah, I don’t care...” 

“I don’t understand how you can always be so mean to those two. They have only attempted to be nice-” 

“But I’m worried...” Cyva paused as she watched her daughter’s expression change. “Normally I’d at least hear something, but they haven’t said anything.” 

It was entirely unprecedented. “Worried” was not the type of word Gabi used for anyone, and she certainly never looked the part. What could she say? What could she do to erase it from her daughter’s features? Cyva had no idea. All she could do was look at the girl who had now sat up entirely; her knees lifted against her chest, her arms wrapped around her legs and hair draped over her shoulders. She looked sad, sounded sad, and it was not something she could handle. However, despite her beliefs, she could only watch as Gahbreal’s hand fell on the top of her head. Gabi didn’t look in his direction, only tucking her face further between her knees. 

“Don’t worry, Wolf Pup. They’re fine. Just give them some time. I’m sure they’ll come calling for you when they have the time,” he said in a calm voice. 

“So, they’re busy...” 

“Don’t take it that way. We’re all claimants. When something comes up... sometimes we can’t refuse.” 

“Fine. If they don’t want to talk, they don’t need to talk. Not like I care.” 

“Gabi!” Cyva snapped. “Calm yourself.” 

“I already said it’s not my problem! That’s that! They can do what they want with their time! If it’s not important enough to tell me then it’s not important enough to be cared about!” 

By now Cyva was on the edge of her seat, and Gabi had already risen to her feet. How his daughter had managed to become so quick to anger was the most troubling part of her personality, but he could chalk that up to Cyva. The more he thought about it the more the girl was like his wife and mother combined. Catty, rebellious, incapable of showing a shred of emotion without it being possibly catastrophic or demanding. The moment he watched her feet leave the ground was the moment it was time to intervene. That was when he stood on his own feet and sighed without looking in either of their directions. 

“Enough, both of you.” 

“I,” Cyva started before lowering her head. “I understand.” 

Gabi was not as compliant. Her fists clenching as she said, “I’m not taking back anything.” 

“Your worry is warranted. There’s no point in denying it, but you will not take out your own frustrations on your mother. Is that understood?” 

“I never-” 

“Is that understood?” Gahbreal asked again with his eyes now locked onto her. 

“I... I’m...” her expression wavered between fear and rage. A flicker of red, then back to blue; fists unfurling as if preparing to rip out his throat before, inevitably, settling back into fists. “I understand.” 

Displeased could not begin to describe the way she looked at him. If a stare could kill his life would have ended; if anger could boil over the world would be a molten pool. She didn’t bother walking, didn’t bother flying, but instead her wings enclosed her person and she disappeared. Only several black feathers falling to the floor where she once occupied the space. Gahbreal did not move yet. Allowing the atmosphere to settle before going about his business. Cyva did not seem nearly as worried about their daughter as she was her husband. She did not speak, however; not until he let out a long sigh and sat back down at her side. 

“I did not mean for things to get out of hand.” 

“You didn’t do anything, Cyva,” he said as his arm lifted over her shoulders. “This is my fault.” 

“You can’t take all the blame for this.” 

“Is the blame not mine? Was it not my duty to watch over them?” 

“Stop,” she responded as her head rested against his chest. “We do not all know everything, and there is very little we can do to anticipate the future. It is not within our power. There were many factors at play and few we could anticipate. There was only so much you could do.” 

“So you say,” he started as he closed his eyes. “But the facts yet remain... it was my duty to protect them.” 
 


My heart pounds, I can hear it in my ears as I look around me. I can’t remember what happened and a part of me doesn’t want to try. I can recall the conversation I had with the Wolfling not too long ago. “Find Katze. Find Stasia. That’s all that matters.” Or at least that is all I can remember. Then... darkness. And whether that darkness is a sign or a curse I can’t discern. However, as I blink, something flashes in my vision. A flash of something which causes me to freeze and examine my body. My eyes first go to my axe; the blood clinging to its edge dripping to my feet in what is almost a form of dreadful harmony. Then, as if to curse me further, I blink again. 

“Do not burden yourself with useless thoughts.” 

In that moment my eyes were closed I could hear it, see it, taste it all so vividly; looking through the eyes of some machine tailored for murder. A blink; my axe severs several heads from their bodies. A blink; I watch as tendrils of darkness from my person physically tear them apart. A blink; differentiating human from claimant no longer matters as blood splatters across my face. A blink; screams cry out all around me as if begging and pleading for a life which is forfeit! Another blink; blood covers the walls and floors, more crimson surrounds me than anything else. I investigate the reflection within it and it’s there I spot myself. It’s there I see what I truly am. 

My face is no longer what it once was, resembling more of a silhouette than true features. Eyes like passages into an unspeakable hell, light incapable of penetrating the very air of my existence. The darkness clinging to my person like a veil of flowing water and smoke falling to the ground and following my every step. For a moment I feel fear, for a moment I panic; then... I open my eyes. 

“This is what you should be, and yet you would throw it all away for nothing.” 

I blink, but there’s nothing more than darkness. I open my eyes and all around me the crimson remains. I look down at my feet and see myself standing in pools of blood; then I look to my left hand where I find the mutilated corpse which I immediately dropped to the floor. Its head falls off, having barely been hanging on by a thread, and I watch as it rolls away; only stopping when coming into contact with another body. That was when I realized it was all around me. Death, surrounding me again. Just like from my memories, just like the past!  I can see it all so clearly! 

“Where’s Dack and Marco?” the voice grabs his attention. 

“They’re staying behind.” 

“Why?” 

‘They say that someone needs to protect the vulnerable. Made us promise we would come back for them.” 

“Alright. Let’s get out of here.” 

“Yes.” 

It was only thanks to the alarm now blaring in his ears that he snapped out of his trance. It was at that very same moment he had realized the lack of blood or bodies around him, save for the warm ones. In the end what he had seen was nothing more than an illusion. Verin was here of course, but then his eyes rested on Stasia and the group which were now in their care. He had just embraced them both moments ago and yet looking again sent a shiver up his spine. He took note of every single scar, every fine detail which had been altered... every change he could only assume was forced. Then for once, his thoughts were entirely in sync. 

“A price MUST be paid.” 

He did not show it on his face; nor did he ordain to act oddly. His instincts were running on all cylinders, as he stepped forward and attuned himself to the environment. At the end of the day there was only so much which could be done to remain unnoticed. However, his mind did not relent. His madness refused to settle down. He knew better than anyone after all, that madness is nothing more than an insatiable monster which seeks to devour all. It appears in many forms and can easily never show itself the same way twice. But for now, just for this moment, he would give in. Not because he felt he had no choice, but because he felt it was the right choice. 

These dogs deserve no mercy... 

“A dog condemning its fellow dogs? How very natural of you.” 

“Verin, you remember where to go. Take a direct path there as quickly as you can,” he demanded. 

“What? You’re not coming with us?” 

There were slight hints of worry in her voice but resolving that was as simple as placing his hands on both siblings' respective heads. 

“I’m just going to clear the way. I won’t be too far from you. Move bravely and quickly, Wolfling. Keep Katze safe; I will keep you all safe.” 

I’ve always hated lying. I will never get used to the feeling. It wasn’t truly a full lie; I am clearing their path... but this is entirely for me now. That is why I said what I said, only giving partial truths before moving ahead. Not because I wanted to hurt them, never; it is because I will use what little time I have left here to clean these halls of the stray filth occupying it. Every guard I see, every spec of living filth, every being – claimant or not – will face dire execution. And as I press forward, my body count continuing to grow higher and higher, know too that this is a warning! A warning for both humans and claimants, ancients and treasures, living and dead alike! As I bathe in the unclean blood of the cadavers left in my path! As I fill the Void with soul after soul, whether truly undeserving or not... 

“This is simply the price which must be paid.”  



“Dad?” Gabi’s voice caused his eyes to slowly open. 

He looked at his daughter standing in front of him, her face redder than normal and mostly around her eyes. Her expression urged him to stand to his feet and yet he did not wish to disturb the sleeping Cyva tucked beneath his arm. Every breath she took made his heart flutter, but she was not his current focus. Instead, he reached his hand out to the girl who hesitantly took in. She hovered forward, stopping only when she could place her head against his chest. She held onto his fingers firmly, refusing to let go. 

“What troubles you, my heart?” he asked. 

“I’m sorry... for earlier, I mean. I didn’t mean to get mad.” 

“Don’t apologize. I understand how you feel completely. I know you, little Wolf. If you worry, then I worry. You have a heart of stone, just as I, but even stone can be weathered down with time.” 

“I can tell when you’re both hiding something,” her words caused his eyes to flicker. “But I just want to know.” 

“If your intuition gets any better, you’ll be better off with your grandmother’s name than mine... allow me to ease your burdens.” He lowered his head until she could feel a small kiss atop her head and said, “your siblings are fine. They’re strong, so you have nothing to worry about. If anything truly does happen, I will let you know. Alright?” 

“Alright. Thank you, Pa.” 

Even after receiving assurance, she did not leave; instead choosing to tuck herself next to him. He took a deep breath and relaxed himself. She would be asleep soon enough and then he would also be capable of doing the same. He looked at Cvya who, despite all things, was now smiling peacefully. She was definitely awake. However, he did not wish to ruin this moment. The three of them resting peacefully, if only for a moment, together as a family. It felt as if he could toss away his worries for just one night and be as normal as and aikekunai could possibly hope to be... but he could still hear it even now in the back of his mind. 

“The price is not yet paid... no matter where you run or where you hide, I will have my payment. Even if I must force it from you.” 

And what’s the price which must be paid? 

“...” 

Now you choose to be quiet? 

“You chose madness, even if only for a moment, and that is within my realm. A realm you have no right to enter. You chose to neglect it, now you will face it and be judged.” 

And where will I find this beginning? 

“There is only one place, only one test; you must confront the beginning. You must face the abyss as all my other dogs before you two have... and you cannot avoid it any longer.” 
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Originally posted by: Dobu
kaiju
played by kaiju · Jul 11, 2026
At What Cost?
Part 3

“We have a problem,” Kikana started. 

“Of course, as if that wasn’t already obvious,” Mayray spoke as she placed a cigarette between her lips. 

The two sat facing one another on separate sides of the circular polished oak table. Their meals had already been brought to them, Kikana having a decorated slice of cheesecake while Mayray had chosen a colorful parfait; both resting under the dim lighting. 

“Your brother is taking longer than expected.” 

“And you thought he’d listen? That just goes to show how out of touch you are. Then again, I guess that isn’t really such a huge secret.” 

“Watch your tongue, girl.” 

“Or what?” Mayray inquired as she tasted a spoonful of her dessert. “You know there is a reason I’m not allowed within a certain distance of you. Right?” 

The woman spoke as if talking directly to garbage without even a chance of holding back her attitude. Her eyes looked at her chosen treat, almost as if completely disappointed, before tossing it towards the shadow at her feet and watching as it sank away; accompanied by the sound of crunching glass and a pleased low purr. Without any more distractions, she lit the cigarette between her lips and instead chose to just enjoy the flavor of burnish wine which accompanied it. The small flame could barely illuminate the thick curls atop her head, as if they fought against the light itself, and her chosen attire of a pure black bodysuit and matching black denim jacket only managed to show her mother that her guard would not be lowered around her even now. Every weapon she normally carried strapped to some location on her body.

Kikana, on the other hand, wore a black robe. Mayray knew it well, the same type of kimono she always wore when not working and the only outfits she owned without compartments for weapons hidden throughout them. Even so, that did not mean her sword did not rest on the floor at her side. She took small delicate bites of her cheesecake – Mayray almost swearing she could see a smile with every bite – and remained entirely perfect in posture and form. Despite even the argument they were currently having, she looked entirely calm and unbothered. Same as always. 

“I’m technically not even supposed to be here talking to you, but then I thought about why you’d call me to begin with. So, what did you fuck up this time?” 

“I did not make any mistakes.” 

“Oh please. All you do is make mistakes! Mistakes which I then have to spend my time attempting to clean up!” 

“I did not do anything, Mayray!” 

“As if I can believe that! You rarely ever tell the truth.” 

“My, what a damn sight.” His voice was smooth yet low, like the soft burn of whiskey. “You two still can’t get along and yet you act as if I should be any different.” 

Unlike Mayray or his mother, Hellfire did not care for all the subtlety. He stepped directly to his seat, leaned his sword against the table with a thud, and placed his leather jacket directly on the back of the chair. As always, he looked more like some mobster than the bartender he was meant to outwardly be. Leaning back in his chair and sliding his gloved hands into his pockets; he was not nervous or concerned. In fact, it looked as if he didn’t care at all. He rarely found himself in the company of his mother and sister, one of which actively avoided him. For that reason alone he did not put much thought into the reason for the call, but that also meant he didn't have any reason to show up at all.

“You’re late, Hellfire.” Kikana was not pleased. 

“Save it. Our houses don’t have a thing to do with one another, and you know it. That means you didn’t call me here for work, and I have shit to do other than entertaining some random family get together.” 

“You two have no patience,” Kikana relented as she placed her fork down next to her meal. “Now that you’re both here we can begin.” 

She rose to her feet, lifting her weapon up with her. She did not draw the weapon, merely holding it horizontally in front of her chest; making the smallest gap between the guard and scabbard. That sliver of her blade which could be seen dripped with darkness, and that same darkness hit the floor and spread as if flooding the room entirely. It climbed up the walls and to the ceiling until nothing, not even light, could be seen all around them. The silence itself felt deadly, but it did not last long. Mayray stood and continued to smoke her cigarette; Hellfire did not move from his initial seat. 

“So? Let’s get this over with so I can go home,” Mayray sighed. 

“This involves your brother-” 

“And that’s where I’m going to stop you,” Hellfire began. “What in the fucking Void makes you think I give a damn about him?” 

“Jer-” 

“Quiet, May. I don’t want to hear it. You got everyone pressin’ me to leave the jackass alone, scheme behind my back to keep me from getting what’s mine by right, and now you expect me to sit here while you prattle on about the prick?” 

“He’s changing. It’s little by little, but he’s changing,” Kikana stated. 

“Changing? What’s that supposed to mean? He’s alive and all living things change, against your wonderful ideals. Be specific.” Mayray’s words followed by a puff of smoke. 

“It’s like he is a completely different person at times. I have been investigating-” 

“Look, this all interesting stuff I'm sure... but I don’t give a damn.” Hellfire stood to his feet and grabbed his things as he spoke, “If this is all you called me for then I’ll be going back to the Forge. I was busy, after all.” 

“I've caught him talking to himself on multiple occasions,” the words caught both of her children’s attention. 

“For how long?” Mayray immediately questioned her. 

“I can’t say for certain, but as far as I know it has been several months. Almost a year.” 

“And you decided to keep this from me until now? Typical.” 

“I wanted to be completely certain.” 

“Not to be a bother, but what the fuck are you two talking about?” Hellfire started. 

“He doesn’t know?” Mayray then spoke. 

“Why would I tell him? The only reason I chose to do it now is because there are many more factors in play than originally anticipated.” 

“Gabi... now I get it," Mayray deduced.

“Gabi? The fuck is Gabi?” he asked with a raised brow. 

“Alright, for fuck’s sake, let me explain. This has happened before and we normally don’t care to tell you because, speaking plainly, you’re a liability whenever anything involves our brother. However, we don’t have the luxury for that now. This is happening faster than I originally anticipated, and after the last one skipped it entirely.” 

“I still don’t know the cause," Kikana mentioned. "It could possibly be entirely random.” 

“What?! What could be random?!” Hellfire snapped. 

“Be patient, stupid. I’m not mom, I’ll fucking end you,” Mayray started before tossing her cigarette on the ground. “Gahbreal married Cyva, yes. That’s no secret. The secret is that they already have a daughter. Gahbriogyva, Gabi for short, is a well-kept secret for a reason and you will keep it that way. The problem is that he’s beginning to reach the abyss.” 

“So that’s two things; I’m an uncle and something exists called the what? The abyss?” 

“Not quite.” Now it was Kikana’s turn to explain. “The abyss does not exist and yet it does. It is here and yet it is not. We are all technically in it, but whether we see it or not is situational. He only showed me once... and it almost killed me. It's compact, dense, difficult to navigate and liable to destroy you. That is simply the nature of darkness.” 



The atmosphere seemed thick with shades of black and deep indigo. It felt as if the world itself were attempting to have her run in the opposite direction, and yet she stood her ground and proceeded forward. The stone stairwell led further and further up the mountain. Trees billowing under the pressure of the wind, red leaves waving in the air and shifting around her feet; the soft crunch behind every step a calming reminder that she had no need to be afraid of her own son, and yet she still hesitated when spotting him. There, watching over the land beneath them with the type of presence only an aikekunai could command, stood Gahbreal. The moonlight just barely cast a reflection on the pitch-black armor covering his entirety. As the wind settled for a moment his cloak draped over him, covering him in a veil of dark. Surely, as she looked upon her son, there was no doubt in her mind that she had created the perfect aikekunai. It's what she was born to do.

His head turned slightly, his eyes like two pools of glimmering blood under the night sky before his eyes turned to face her. There was a moment of silence, both watching one another as if to measure the other’s position. Then, with a voice both monotone and calm carried over the wind... 

“Do you know what it means to face true madness?” 

“What do you mean, Gahbreal?” she responded as if to test him. 

“I mean the very depths of it. Few people can really, truly feel the weight of that madness and return unscathed. Only our house can tolerate its darkness.” 

“That is the way of darkness, of our house, of Dimea. What has called on this odd question?” 

“What if there were something deeper?” The very suggestion caused Kikana to shiver. “What if the darkness reaches even further? A depth we had not known all this time. A space in which madness is everything; a darkness that surpasses darkness. The deep, the darkest of darkness... the abyss.” 

She didn’t have time to ask questions, the very air around them growing deeper, darker, until they were surrounded by black silence. There was no point in speaking now. She had been chosen, as many others had been before her, as one of her son’s examples. But an example to herself? The very thought confused her. She did not waver, did not budge; only looking directly at him with a stern gaze meaning to tell him that she was not fazed. As he had said, darkness carries traces of madness within it and his is even a step above that. However, he did not relent and instead focused his eyes on her with even more curiosity. 

“Good. You are unscathed by this depth.” 

“Did you think this would be enough to move me?” Kikana responded. 

“If you can handle this, I suppose you will be a good test subject,” he said as his eyes swirled like red spirals. “Now I will show you a glimpse of the deeper abyss.” 

She looked at him for a moment, wondering if he would begin. Had he been overselling this realization of his? Kikana found herself thinking that "perhaps this would serve as an example for her son involving cockiness"... then she could not think at all. 

The silence had invaded her mind. She could not form a thought. When she attempted to speak no voices came out; when she blinked her eyes, her son was gone. Then, in a rush, she could hear everything all at once. Like every single existing sound throughout all known universes were echoing in her ears all at once. She didn’t even attempt to shield her ears, as the sound was directly occupying all spaces, both inside and out. Her feet seemed to sink into the darkness beneath her. A viscous darkness, like liquid rising up her ankles before submerging her underneath; the feeling of falling and sinking both at once, the feeling of drowning and yet only air filled her lungs. She coughed, her body not knowing how to respond after receiving a mouthful of liquid air, before she could finally see around herself again. 

The moon was gone, only darkness in the sky. The ground beneath her feet crumbling and falling away repeatedly; over and over, as if to never let her feel at ease. The clouds passed by as if days were moving by in a single moment, but the water far beneath them looked as still as resting oil. There was no wind, the sound of everything all at once still filling her ears. The world around her seemed to be consistently moving in frames and yet it was all in shades of black and darker black. Yet now, unlike before, she could see him again. Gahbreal standing right in front of her with his eyes still locked on her. He looked more shadow than man, as if the darkness had corrupted her vision as well as his being. 

“Can you taste it?” his voice peppered her. It wasn’t in her head like the rest, rising over it directly to her ears and fading away with a slow echo... It felt as if each word were physically assaulting her. “The abyss, the very depths of darkness I can reach. Does it not fulfill you to walk here?” 

“What are you showing me?” She attempts to speak and yet the words do not leave her mouth. 

“I wanted you to see this. Feel this. This is the madness I command. An all-powerful darkness not even the Dimea can retain their sanity within if ill prepared. Reaching past the boundaries of what we call normality. A madness that can destroy or build, a madness which can kill alongside me as well as nurture. Imagine the possibilities. Within this abyss, I can leave signs and symbols for others to see. Messages hidden within insanity. It pierces the mind and bombards those within; showing them the truths in madness.” 

“What truth?” She could now barely hear her voice and then... silence again as everything returned to the stark black background. Featureless. 

“Madness is no one thing. It can help you grow, make you grow; weaken you or even squash you under its pressure. It is like an entity of its own. It can show you what you need to see, show you what you want to see, show you what you do not wish to see, or show you what you never could imagine. But what it more than often chooses to show you is fear. Insanity. It warps the mind and distorts the senses, leaving only a husk of who once was. Madmen, touched by the abyss.” 

“And why are you showing this to me?” her voice echoed in the dark. 

“Why else?” he said as he pointed to her feet. “When faced with a choice, I chose to face madness. I defeated it and made it my own; added it to my power. Now I need you to understand it. As my mother it is only necessary that you be capable of surviving an aikekunai. Exist beside me... or fall beneath me.” 

The ground beneath her splintered like glass before she found herself falling. Where she was falling there was no telling, but as she looked around, she was met with memory after memory of her past flashing by her as she descended. All normal, all treasured, and all starting to morph and change. Faces becoming deformed and replaced with visages of darkness with eyes and mouths running red with blood. Fire sprouting all around her before turning black like coal and yet torching her skin. Then, once more, she felt herself hit the surface of water; the wind forced from her lungs. Surrounded by darkness again, bubbles rising from her lips to an unknown surface as she attempted to swim back up only to find no breach above. 

Seconds became minutes, and within several of those she found herself losing the little consciousness she had been attempting to hold onto. Then, just before she could fade as she sank lower, she fell from the water and slammed against what felt like smooth ceramic stone. She coughed again, gasping for air as a black and viscous liquid poured from her mouth and blended into the ground beneath her. She looked around, pushing herself up to her feet while attempting to gain some hint as to where she was or what she could do to break this spell, but it was at that same moment she heard a footstep behind herself. 

She turned on her heel and found... nothing. Another step at her back, and again there was nothing there. Each step getting louder, each step getting closer; the intervals between each growing tighter and tighter until it felt as if thousands of people were rushing her from all directions. She clutched the handle of her sword, eyes growing wide as she considered cutting through the very darkness itself to escape this madness, but then there was silence yet again. A silence which only lasted for a few seconds before another step could be heard at her back. She quickly turned around and again found... nothing. 

“You should have killed me when you had the chance.” 

She turned on her heel and found... nothing. Another step at her back, and again there was nothing there. Each step getting louder, each step getting closer; the intervals between each growing tighter and tighter until it felt as if thousands of people were rushing her from all directions. She clutched the handle of her sword, eyes growing wide as she considered cutting through the very darkness itself to escape this madness, but then there was silence yet again. A silence which only lasted for a few seconds before another step could be heard at her back. She quickly turned around and again found... nothing, again. 

"It seems familiar, doesn't it?"

The woman’s voice came just as quickly as the sword to her throat. There wasn’t a second to react before the blade slid across her neck. She could feel it all so vividly, almost past the point of reality. She could feel every inch, every cell of her skin severed, the flesh hiding beneath it, the breath in her throat, the bone of her spine so very accurately! Her senses running on overdrive as the very world seemed to slow! And as her head went spinning into the air, black threads fluttering around it as if attempting to defy fate, her eyes were inevitably drawn to her daughter who had committed the act. 

Perhaps she was right. Perhaps I should have simply killed her. Perhaps I need to- 

Her eyes were immediately met with the same view she had left behind at the start. Gahbreal standing in front of her at the top of the cliff, his eyes looking down on her as if examining some creature. She, on the other hand, had at some point fallen to her knees. Her hands gripped at her now messy hair as if attempting to rip at all out; her eyes refusing to close themselves for even a moment. Her jaw remained slack, as if her body were still incapable of believing what had been experienced. She was a mess, and she had no idea when she had ended up that way. It was all just a blur, and yet there was one thing which remained stuck in the recesses of her mind, scraping at her sanity, gnawing in her mind... the urge to slay her own daughter.

“What did you experience?” the male inquired. 

“Huh?” his mother responded. “I don’t... I...” 

He looked at her for a moment, his eyes blinking once slowly before closing entirely as he released a sigh. Kikana had finally lowered her hands, her eyes now looking down at them as the sound of Gahbreal’s heavy steps could be heard approaching and passing her by. 

“That will be all... I will call on you again at a later time if I require your assistance... go rest.”  



“If he has reached that point, he will only end up following the same path as the other lives which have done the same. Curiosity leading him further until he wanders further into the abyss. If that happens, we run into a different problem.” 

“Is that right?” Hellfire unenthusiastically responded. “This is important, why?” 

“Don’t be so dense,” Mayray reprimanded him. “Almost all his past lives have dealt with the same situation, excluding two. The abyss warps the mind indefinitely, if mother's word is to be trusted, and its effects never go away. In Gahbreal’s case he will end up changing just as he did in the past. He leaves fragments within their soul which will force them into seeing what he or wants them to see, effectively warping them to be just like him in both ideals and actions.” 

“Okay... and what type of change are we talkin’ about and why is it so important?” 

“The first,” Kikana responded with a look in her eyes full of uncertainty. “He will see what the first saw and inevitably have his mind warped in the same manner. At that point, his first life will take the reins entirely and begin his initial hunt for the lost.” 

“Our brother is... odd, Hellfire. His lives all live by a specific code they pass down with their skills; essentially binding them to their hunts for the lost. However, the targets are all preferential. Once he sees whatever he sees in the abyss he always ends up the same, and since the first requested to always be brought back the same person it only intensifies the problem.” 

“Whatever he sees I believe is always the same, whatever it is always drives him to the precipice of madness, and then first Gahbreal awakens... the name is not so much a title now as it is an ideal. Him seeing the abyss is him becoming Gahbreal. Once he becomes that true Gahbreal he only cares about hunting the lost. But the first Gahbreal, my Gahbreal, condemns much of the claimant populace to already be lost.” 

“And you’re saying he’s going to go on some kind of killing spree?” Hellfire questioned them. 

“Not exactly. He’s not that crazy. Best case scenario is that he gets another apprentice. Thankfully Cyva was an exception among them brought on by Jaiho’s request, but he has only had two others; both are massive problems and entirely loyal to him and no one else.” 

“The idea is simple,” Mayray started with an annoyed expression. “He sees the abyss; he starts to plan and plot again. If we’re lucky then he’ll just get a new apprentice. If we aren’t then we must act before he takes the worst step possible.” 

“And what might that be? The idiot isn’t that powerful, you two can deal with this without me.” 

Their mother clasped her weapon back into its scabbard; the darkness gone the very moment it happened. She placed the weapon back down at her side as she sat and looked at her now warm dessert. It did not help that she had already been made to see just how extreme his madness could force a person. But even with that information and experience, regardless of how powerful she could become, it was something she did not want to face again. It placed within her mind the thoughts of killing her own daughter; made her believe it was the right choice only for a moment, and she had believed it was the right choice ever since regardless of how much she refuses to do it. It made her stomach turn, her very mind turn, and neither of the two with her would know unless they were made to face it themselves. All they could see was the discomfort on her face as she closed her eyes tightly and placed her hands on her lap. A deep breath and her eyes opened again. She looked at Mayray who was now more focused than before; then at Hellfire who did not look pleased but did look interested. In her mind she felt it was not wise to tell him, but there was very little choice and even fewer capable hands. 

Gahbreal, in his past lives, had always faced this hurdle and failed to overcome it. Perhaps it was set up to remain incapable of being overcome, but the fact remained the same. Their entire personalities changed to mimic that of his first life, making it all the easier for him to simply become himself. As if attuning his soul to have his soul fit the body it is within. Always Gahbreal, always the same. Although they all had their own personal traits which differentiated them from the others, they always ended up the same in the end. There weren't many people Kikana could think of who could confidently plot something like this alongside him, but there was a single culprit who would even dare to place themself with her child in this manner. Having him act in a way which means to have him crave madness... a single woman with the authority he considered capable of giving him counsel.

“Hellfire. No... Jerimyha. I’ll need to explain a something to you so that you can understand this situation like we do. For that to happen we’ll have to start from the beginning and explain the relationship between Gahbreal and his predecessor... Lilith.” 
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Originally posted by: Dobu
kaiju
played by kaiju · Jul 11, 2026
At What Cost?
Part 4

Each room extravagantly decorated, each window blocking out all light which would dare attempt to enter from outside, each hall illuminated by a dim rose red. The shadows almost seemed to boil. Twisting as if alive and yet there was no fear coming from a single life wandering the halls. This was normal… almost as normal as the well-dressed men and women, some in suits and tuxedos while others wore frilly dresses and expensive robes. Their steps muffled by the royal red carpet, their shadows moving across the walls crafted from smooth stonework and lacquered dark oak. Curtains embroidered with silver and gold draped themselves over almost every crimson pane; the chandeliers hanging with lit candles seemed to burn indefinitely with a ceaseless, blood red flame. 

The atmosphere was enough to choke the very air out of your lungs. Moving through the halls felt like wading through molasses, and yet the denizens did not seem to be affected at all. Perhaps it was their sense of immunity or maybe they were just too engrossed in their pleasures to care. Indeed, the only thing which could be heard – besides the steps and small chatter of the occasional passersby – were the unbridled and consistent moans and screams of others. It was no torture. No death dealing. Just the normal standard of lustful debauchery. A massive estate, almost like that of a cathedral made into a mansion but showered in immense darkness. Such is the nature of the hiding place for the gates of hell, and Lilith’s personal home. 

“This place is just as disgusting as it was the first time I was here,” Mayray commented as she slid the door shut silently. 

“It’s not that bad. Then again, I could probably say even the Forge isn’t like this... I think it would be a funny change.” 

Hellfire was busy, but not busy enough to leave his siter’s comment alone. He twisted his sword deeper into the chest of the human who had previously occupied the room before them whilst another finger pressed against his lips as if to signal any sound he made would be his last. Kikana stood close to her daughter, almost in a protective way, but her daughter was consistently wary of her presence and made that impossible.  

All of them wore clothes of the same quality as anyone else in the building. Mayray wore a black backless cross-split dress; Hellfire chose to wear an outfit the likes of which he could only bring out on an occasion like this. Black slacks and a black turtleneck, a somehow even blacker leather cloak with a pair of long boots which looked to be made from leather and fastened with ruby clasps – the same ruby which adorned the rings on his fingers and the ball of his walking cane. 

“Shut your dumb ass up, Hellfire. Did you really have to show up dressed like a fucking gay vampire?” Mayray spoke in a hostile tone. 

“Watch your mouth, bitch. First of all, I look cool as fuck... second, you’re the only one missing out with that last comment. Maybe if you didn’t marry an ancient's forsaken dumbass, you’d have gotten the chance to realize that.” 

“Says the person literally screwing an ancient...” 

“Psh, and is that supposed to be a fuckin’ insult? Because it ain’t.” 

“Can you two be quiet?” Kikana finally spoke up. “For the love of all, you’re both horrible! It’s like watching two children!” 

She stopped for a moment and focused, something the two with her had known her to often do. It was a form of meditation she had come to master, a form of focus which allowed her to focus entirely on her surroundings. It was difficult to do and left her entirely lacking in physical response, but it made up for that by allowing her to remain entirely calm and single out certain sounds. It was something she had forced herself to learn... specifically after directly seeing real madness. It was a must, not that the two with her would need to know that. For now, however, she was doing her best to hear though the fully active estate. 

She shifted slightly before standing motionlessly. It was a certain calm, a perfect calm; calmness so still not even the crimson shoulderless asymmetrical dress made the slightest movement. All she wanted to do now was listen. Hear their secrets, hear their plans. There was so much she needed to know and so little time to prepare. It was enough to eat at her mind, filling her with uncertainty; burning at her psyche with doubts. She needed to know what was happening to her son. 

“We’ve been avoiding this place on purpose, I presume?” Hellfire asked his sister. 

“Yes. If possible, it would have been best to not come here.” 

“Why? If you ask me, I’d say this is the place we should have checked first. You’ve both been holding secrets from me. I won’t be playing catch up now, and especially not when you have the answers.” 

“Secrets aren’t cheap, Hellfire.” 

“And neither are my services,” his response came with far more depth than normal. As if each word were rattling through their bones. “You may have forgotten, or perhaps I simply did not make it clear for you... I am consort to an ancient. My ancient. I’ve kept this from them just as you’ve asked, but I will not be left in the dark anymore. I expect answers.” 

“Then allow me to give them,” Kikana started again as she moved to sit on the bed located across the room. “This is Lilith’s home, but it also acts as Gahbreal’s first home. It’s his true home, where he stayed during his first life. Lilith left it to all the aikekunai who would come after her, but she had chosen the one who would become Gahbreal’s catalyst.” 

“Arc’l, if I’m remembering correctly. The Black Knight?” 

“Yes... however, Arc’l was a second choice.” 

“What?” Mayray questioned her. “I was made to believe that Arc’l was the only choice she had at the time.” 

“No, that is incorrect. In fact, Arc’l was known for being particularly weak among claimants with the nickname of Black Knight being more of a joke. He had no overwhelming power or strength that could topple armies. He was entirely capable only in weapon skill.” 

“That doesn’t make any sense. Arc’l fought through... wait. Are any of his battles recorded?” Mayray’s question caused her mother to look at her with a serious stare. 

“All of his fights, both wars and skirmishes, were never recorded. He didn’t want them recorded, and he certainly didn’t want anyone to know how he fought. Simply put, that’s because the Black Knight was just a cutthroat. A thief. A murderer. He was most known for his almost fanatical loyalty, but even more for his standard of depraved morality. If he was not strong, he wouldn’t act like it... and his enemies would suffer the most for it.” 

“So, shadow wars.” 

“Correct. He was liable to attack you in your sleep than face you head on, and his abilities only made it worse to defend against. You’d have to stay up for days if you expected him to attack you, and even still he would stay up longer just waiting for the perfect time to plunge his sword into your back. That's why Lilith called him a Lord's Sword, and our ancestors called him Shadow Lord.” 

“Then who was the first choice?” Hellfire spoke. 

Kikana looked at the male, still impaled by her son’s weapon, and watched as he finally relented. His final breath was calm, simple, serene. Almost as if undisturbed by the thought of dying here in this manner. She thought to herself if that were a decent way to see things, to view all of this; then she closed her eyes and could only see the face of her son before opening them again. The two before her, the one they could not find... that is why there is no decency in failing or giving up. There never was. She had to recall her own teachings and reinforce them; remembering that there is no point in questioning what must be done. 

“My grandmother. She was the first choice, Kana Dimea. She was Lilith’s most trusted advisor and warrior, and our family has been working to keep that standard of warriors for both our family and our house. I, personally, harbor fragments of her soul. It was her request that I be made to mimic her entirely... she refused the position of aikekunai for that. Then my son was made to take her place.” 

“Why Gahbreal?” Mayray asked. 

“I still don’t understand myself. She had even been the one to choose the name, but I didn’t even feel the desire to oppose the decision. It almost felt right. The final say was Lady Lilith's.” 

“All of this is nice, but it still doesn’t answer my question. Why didn’t we come here first?” Hellfire spoke up to which Kikana sighed. 

“Because that means our entire family is allied with this place. Not just allied, but in terms of connection we are settled firmly beneath it and haven’t been capable of rising above it. The denizens of this place are mostly human, but any claimants residing in these halls other than us are all going to be affiliated with either Lilith or Gahbreal. Aside from my grandmother, no one else from our house had been allowed in these halls as far as I know.” 

“Okay... and?” 

“Fucking idiot,” Mayray growled out as she rushed over to him and grabbed his collar. “It means that our only opposition are people Lilith herself thought were worthy enough to be here or people Gahbreal’s past lives chose to be here. In other words, his apprentices. We still haven’t brought them up to you for a reason, and I don’t care how important you think you are because we’re still not going to do that until we have no choice. Long story short, if we get found out for being here, we likely die.” 

“I would like to say your sister is wrong, but she is correct. These people were all specially trained and chosen for a reason. Even the humans here can be troublesome. I’m hoping that two of them are specifically not here, but I am not sure. The walls are too thick, and it’s difficult to hear with all the noise already.” 

“Seriously? I don’t believe you, but I’ll apply myself. Not that it’ll matter. I’ll just kill anyone who gets in the way.” 

“For the love of... fuck it. You’re going with mom. Stick close to her. Do not let her out of your sight, for both of your sakes. I’ll be doing my own thing. If I find anything interesting, I’ll send a message.” 

“I will do the same if we find something,” Kikana responded before leaving the room and closing the door behind herself. 

There was a moment of silence. Kikana was tired, she looked tired. Dark circles forming around her eyes only served to strengthen the idea she had not been sleeping. Her ears seemed to twitch constantly, her hands constantly finding themselves clasping in front of her chest, but everyone knew she prayed to no ancient. Her head lowered, eyes shutting tightly; it was as if bells were tolling in her head and there was nothing she could do to stop it. However, the feeling of Hellfire’s hand on her shoulder caused it all to cease. She nearly jumped out of her skin which was odd; a reaction he had never seen before. 

“Don’t do that!” 

“There’s no point in worrying about it,” his words lacked all the subtle plays they normally carried. “If something is wrong here, we will find it. If someone stands in our way, we cut them down. Don’t forget who we are. Before our houses we are all one thing.” 

“Yes... let’s go.”  



The click of her heels was nonexistent. Kikana’s every step like a waltz through a realm of silence, meanwhile Hellfire moved with a more relaxed stride. For the first time in a very long time, he chose to leave his sword in the Forge; beneath Evyette’s watchful gaze. As calm and carefree as he seemed, he also moved in the same manner as his mother. Thier every step cloaked in silence as they passed by multiple people who seemed almost not entirely there. It felt as if they weren’t truly aware of anything around them and were simply doing as they were commanded. It was slightly unnerving. As if they were husks of humans and not humans themselves. 

“Weird. These idiots aren’t even paying attention,” Hellfire whispered as he watched a human male walk by. 

“That doesn’t mean you should drop your guard. Remain vigilant. There may be particularly dangerous claimants here.” 

“Are you ever going to elaborate on those two you were hoping to not see?” 

“No,” she started as she peaked into a room only to find several nude individuals before closing the door with a disgusted scowl. “If I can avoid it, I won’t tell you at all. You are enough trouble as is. The last thing I need is you finding another way to get in the way of my work.” 

The boy chuckled, an action telling her that she was completely correct in her assumption. She stopped at a door and attempted to open it, but when the handle did not budge Hellfire stepped forward. He reached into his pocket and retrieved a small set of gilded tools. It only took him a second to undo the lock, and the moment he did Kikana cracked the door ever so slightly. Now they’d both be capable of hearing the conversation held inside. A woman and a male, their words more coherent than the others they had seen so far. Both dressed in white, black and gold; both looking as if they were preparing for some sort of important duty. Thankfully, neither of them noticed the door.

“I told you this was going to be something big,” the woman spoke. 

“I must admit, I didn’t believe you when you said they would be coming. I had thought it’d be another of those nonsensical rumors you’re always falling for.” 

“They're not rumors, it’s all legitimate information you fool!” 

“Duly noted. However, what does that mean for all of us? They rarely have anything good to say and will surely end up killing another patron.” 

“If a patron falls then it is deserved! Do you not remember our creed? Desires above all else. If a patron’s desire falls to another’s then the death is well deserved. They should just stay out of their way.” 

“That still doesn’t answer what exactly they’ll be doing here. Perhaps an inspection? But it is not time for that. It makes me believe something has changed,” the male spoke as if getting lost in thought. 

“It may truly be time! We’ve been waiting for so long, what other reason could they have to gather?” 

“Don’t get ahead of yourself. Without Lord Gahbreal, it is meaningless.” 

“He will come around. our lord always does.” 

“And what of the last life? He went and died without reaching the proper depth. We can’t rely on simple hopes.” 

“Then we rely on fact... He has been on the move.” 

“You’ve seen him?” 

“No, but others claim to have spotted him in other realms. Places he normally wouldn’t go around the world, as if searching for something.” 

“We can’t rely on the information of others.” 

“Yes, but even the idea that it may be a possibility is reason enough to be prepared. If it is wrong, fine; but what if it’s true?” 

“Then I suppose we should prepare... We should tell the others and discuss how to proceed.” 

Kikana closed the door without a sound, her footsteps moving much faster than they had been before. Hellfire was right at her back, looking down at her as her eyes focused and her expression immediately switched to default. It still scared him to this day, the way her face showed so little mercy when she was serious. Perhaps it was burned into his psyche. Regardless of if that were the case now, it was certain that one thing was true. Someone important was already here who isn’t Gahbreal himself. Kikana already seemed to know where she was going, but both stopped the moment they spotted a small black rabbit in their path. 

“It’s May. Let's go,” Hellfire spoke before the rabbit dashed off. 

The two moved quickly, following behind the rabbit which did not slow down at all. Kikana zipped down the halls in a standard fashion, yet her speed was not something to laugh at. Hellfire, surprisingly, stayed extremely close behind. His heavier and more cumbersome clothing did not slow him down at all as his longer strides kept pace. They only slowed back to a walk when finally spotting Mayray who looked in their direction before gesturing towards a vent. Kikana nodded, and they both immediately dashed into the small space while melting into the shadows; leaving Hellfire on his own on the ground floor. 

“Really? Fuck you guys. This shit’s so fuckin’ annoying.” 

He quickly looked around the area, his eyes settling on a secondary staircase to lead him to a possibly better position. He moved quickly, sticking to shadows and making sure to keep himself as concealed as possible. Times like these almost made him glad he endured his mother’s training behind his father’s back. He couldn’t confidently say he could sneak around so casually if he hadn’t faced all her trials; especially when he was entirely geared towards direct combat in a normal setting. He stopped once he found himself coated in the deepest shadow he could find, his eyes peering down at a large room. A throne, placed in an area where it would be a spectacle to watch from any direction. In the center sat a long table which stretched from the entrance to the foot of the area where the throne had been raised. A grand hall. One which, no doubt, belonged to Lilith.

“Fancy. I’ll say this, Lilith has some taste,” he said with a glare around the corner. 

“She thinks herself a queen,” Kikana started as she slipped from the darkness. “Her loyal servants certainly act like she's one. If you think this is nice you should have seen how she dressed. Your great grandmother would say ‘Lilith only wore clothes a god would wear’.” 

“Now I sorta wish she’d show up.” 

“So you want to die? Just be quiet,” Mayray demanded 

“Calm down. Fuck.” 

“No, you need to listen. I called you here for a reason. I heard someone speaking and so I followed them. I planned to ignore them, but then they said something specific. We’re here to make sure he wasn’t lying.” 

“Then run us by it, dumbass. What are we listening out for-” 

The doors burst open, causing his question to stop short. Several maids flooded from the kitchen carrying prepared meals, deserts and beverages. Each dish placed in a certain section of the table; each dish accompanied by a gold-lined glass filled with a reddish pink liquid. With each dish in its place the maids would leave the hall. Then, following their departure, arrived a somewhat elderly looking male. He wore a white and black tuxedo with gold trinkets such as cufflinks and a watch adorning his outfit, all of the finest quality and his silver hair was slicked back in a clean manner. Then, upon pulling a letter from his pocket, he would begin to speak. 

“Enter, arch-servants! It is time!” 

That was when the hall became filled with the sound of footsteps as twelve more others dressed in white, black and gold entered the room; two of them being the ones Kikana and Hellfire had been eavesdropping on prior to meeting with Mayray. Seven male, five female, most of them claimants and all rather young. They did not sit, and they did not move from the positions they found themselves stationed around the room. What they did do, however, is speak. 

“So, it’s finally time, huh?” one of the ladies started. 

“I have a bad feeling about this,” the shortest of the males spoke. “D-didn’t someone die last time?” 

“If you can keep from acting like a coward you might live,” the woman at his side commented in disgust. 

“No need to tease the boy. He’s still young, and he is just human.” 

“Being young won’t matter if he’s dead and being human just means he already has to try harder than the rest of us.” 

“I think we should all just try to get along. At least for today.” 

“Who gives a damn! The faster this is done the better!” 

“Calm down. No one was even talking to you.” 

“Huh?! What was that?!” 

“That will be more than enough,” the initial male started. No one chose to speak over him. “Your opinions aside, we have a duty to uphold. I assume that none of you will hinder that duty?” 

A rhetorical question, needless to say. He held a look in his eyes which said more about his desire to kill than it did his experience doing it. Everyone stood up straight and everyone now held a stoic expression. He placed the simple gold monocle in his coat pocket over his eye and lifted the letter to a proper reading level. The white gloves which covered his hands the exact same color as the paper, and his eyes quickly skimmed over the page before he even began to read. 

“I, Leonard A. Ventras, shall begin! A summons has be issued and all the attendees are present! Each shall enter and be seated! Each shall be called on! And then, the banquet may begin!” 

The faint echoing of footsteps began to fill the throne hall, slowly but surely. There weren’t many; the clicking of heels, the thumping of boots, and what sounded like bare feet stepping on the marble floors. It didn’t take long for them to start speaking, or for at least one of them to start speaking. The voice sounded both lighthearted and annoyed at the same time. A strong Welsh accent in a flowery tone... Kikana and Mayray recognized it immediately. 

“Might someone please bring me a glass of wine? This is already beginning to annoy me,” the voice emerged from the hall accompanied by two others. 

“Just be quiet. If you’re going to act like a spoiled child you can leave,” this voice was one they all knew. Commanding, unimpressed, but unexpectedly present. “All your noise is bothersome.” 

“Bothersome? What bothers me is being in the same room as all of you for no reason. Oh! Look! There's already wine at the table!” 

Emerging from the corridor and entering their sight were three individuals; two of which were the ones both Dimea women had hoped to avoid. One dressed in relatively casual clothes, or at least he had chosen to get as formal as possible. Slacks and a vest with a button up shirt and silk tie. All black, all paisley. A single handkerchief rested in his vest pocket, accompanied by a pen made from exquisite materials. Over it all rested a black hood, unzipped and with a scruffy fur interior; the only thing which looked like it didn’t belong. He didn’t speak and his umber skin almost seemed to remain cloaked in shadows, even in the light, but his eyes were a normal deep black, much like his short cut hair. 

At his side, and thus centered between the others, was the clicking of black thigh high heels. A head of middle red purple hair, which specifically was a point to be proud of in their perfect opinion, bounced just at the edge of the earlobes. Cobalt eyes which held no proper morals. A high neck silk dress of deep crimson, complete with a gold chain around the waist; split thy to reveal black fishnets underneath. A black fur scarf was thrown over the shoulders while black leather gloves covered each hand. A claimant in a black suit walked just behind them carrying what, by the looks of it, was a black fur ushanka. No doubt it belonged to them, and the smugly crazed smirk on their peachy features was the defining touch of their character. 

The last of them was the one unexpected. Perhaps it was because none of them had considered the connection, or maybe it was forgetfulness on their own parts. Hair so black it was like looking into the depths of space. Her skin a deep shade of purple yet faded towards tones of gray. One eye covered with a patch, the other as if an amethyst geode were at its center. They walked casually, step by step, her bare feet tapping against the floor as if wanting to be elsewhere, her dress of pure black draped over her rounded belly. Her exposed shoulders almost seeming reflective in the dim lights. Zorelle. Matriarch. Usurper. There were no such things as good intentions wherever she’s found. Following their entrance into the hall, the servant Leonard began to speak again. 

“The summoned attendees are as follows. You will answer according to your name. Such is the way of these halls.” 

“Hurry up already! The faster the better!” the redhead demanded.

“Of course, madame–” 

His quick response was followed by an even quicker death. The fork didn’t bother stopping, passing through the servant’s neck entirely and lodging itself in the wall at his back. He grabbed at his neck, a look of subtle panic on his face as blood splattered all over the table and pooled at his feet. He stepped back, his foot slipping in the crimson paste as he fell to the floor. A moment passed of the normal gargling and coughing… then silence. 

“You idiot. Do you know how long it’s going to take to replace him?” Zorelle started before turning to the shortest servant. “You!” 

“M-me?” he responded. 

“What? Who else? Go get his papers and read them. No need for any extra speaking and get the titles right, or else this jackass will kill you too.” 

“O-of course!” He spoke before walking across the room. He looked at the now deceased head of the servants and paused for a moment before inevitably picking up the fancy scroll. “W-well! Lady Zorelle Kinoz!” 

“Present. And stop yelling. By the ancients, you're all trying to give me a headache.” 

“Of! I-I mean, of course... Sir Addinia Desdon.” 

“Here!” The voice echoed directly from the one wearing the red dress; the one who had just killed their head servant. The servant could only focus on how he sounded like a girl. “By the way, I suppose I should make this known for any who may have forgotten. I kill on whims but if you call me a girl... I’ll do it because I want to.” 

“Maybe you shouldn’t dress like a girl if you don’t want to get confused for one,” Zorelle responded with a yawn. 

“I can wear whatever I want! You’d do well to remember that!” 

“Well, if you want to be treated like a princess don’t get upset when you get called one. You already sound like your balls have never dropped, dumbass. Looks are what people see first, they don't know you.” 

Hellfire could see the seriousness on Mayray’s face as he struggled to hold back his laughter. Her face twisting towards malice as she whispered, “don’t you fucking dare!” 

“U-uh, the last name is Sir Ardess Dimea?” the servant spoke. 

“Here,” the voice was accompanied by a raised hand but not much else. He was entirely invested in his phone and didn’t even look up. “Speak with a bit more confidence next time. That’ll be all; you can go. You can all come clean up the body later. Preferably when Addinia is gone.” 

“Yes, Sir Ardess,” one of the female servants spoke before quickly gathering the others and ushering them out. 

With the hall cleared of servants, and a single corpse decorating the hall, all that was left now sat the three summoned and the one still holding Addinia’s hat. Addinia immediately grabbed the goblet and downed the liquid inside. Zorelle simply looked at him with disapproval written all over her face. Meanwhile Hellfire, Kikana and Mayray were all quietly waiting for what would be said next. What was the purpose for them all being called here? More specifically, they wanted to know Gahbreal’s whereabouts. Hellfire, however, was more concerned with discovering who the two males even were. The names were entirely unknown to him.

“So, Ardess.” He looked annoyed the moment he heard his voice. 

“What do you want, Addinia?” 

“No need to be so stiff. I just wanted to talk. I don’t think I’ve seen you at the table in quite a while.” 

“We don’t always get called together. I don’t always see you here either. We all have our own work to deal with.” 

“I know that, but I’m curious,” he said with a smile. “When was the last time you were summoned? I hear you’re rarely ever called.” 

“True. I believe the last time I was called for anything serious was when they wanted me to help with a siege.” 

“A ‘siege’?” Addinia looked confused. 

“You still just call them all massacres?” Zorelle asked with a lowered brow. 

“Isn’t that what every fight is? Perhaps it isn’t for failures.” 

“Please. You just don’t care about the lives around you. 

“That’s true. Anyway, tell me about this siege you took part in.” 

“It wasn’t anything special. Gahbreal was dealing with a certain issue I shall not name. He requested that I deal with his work in the meantime. Apparently, he had to tend to a friend… he did not tell me much else,” Kikana could tell from the tone of his voice. Ardess was lying at the end. 

“I wish I’d get called for things so fun. I just get asked to do paperwork.” 

“What did you expect? When Gahbreal took on a new apprentice you specifically made their life a living hell,” Zorelle sneered. 

“That’s no apprentice! She was just a catalyst slipping into his bed; crafting up a false heir. I’m surprised you all let it slide. Now we have that hellion to deal with.” 

“Calm down, Addinia.” Ardess’s voice echoed through the hall. “It’s not your place to decide. What each life chooses to do is their own decision. Cyva was just a stepping stone for that life, and he always returned where he belongs in the end.” 

“And yet the last one did not adhere to those simple terms.” 

Addinia’s comment brought an almost still quiet over the hall. As much as none of them wanted to admit it... he was right, and even Kikana knew it. When Gahbreal’s previous life had ended in such a simple way she could tell immediately that something was wrong. A cycle spanning for such a long period of time does not simply break on a whim. That was why she had become concerned to begin with, and bringing her children here was nothing more than a means to secure the information she desired. She believed Mayray would be willing for the sake of her younger brother, and she assumed Hellfire would if the chance for learning more about the claimant he so desperately wanted to kill were a possibility. However, a part of her wanted them to understand the depth of the situation their family is now in. Only if by a little. 

“There’s always a chance he just chose to end it himself before the time came,” Zorelle started. 

“It’s a possibility. I wouldn’t be surprised if he figured it out and attempted to set a standard for his next life. His body is carefully crafted along with his soul. I did a lot of research in the past on the matter of his soul and how it functions. For instance, the other aikekunai are all truly their own claimant, but Gahbreal has always been built to come back the same. He looks the same as he did with his first life, functions almost entirely the same as well. The only outlier was Gabriel, but he still couldn’t shake the attachment to the madness in his soul he so desperately tried to deny.” 

“Ardess. Why have you never brought this up with us sooner?” Addinia questioned him. 

“Because I wanted to be certain of two things; that I wasn’t jumping at straws, and that no one acted on my suspicions. At best I’d be led to assume that you, Addinia, would attempt to intervene in some way. I wanted to avoid that. Now, however, I don’t know what might be going on... long story short his body doesn’t change, and his tendencies don’t change. The only major change is the life itself which leads in its own direction and gives its additions to the original soul before returning to standard. However, his previous life cut that cycle short.” 

“Wondering won’t solve the problem at hand,” Zorelle said as she began tasting the meal at her seat. Filet mignon doused in a red sauce, the scent of savory red wine emanating from it. “Let’s just discuss whatever the topic is for this meeting and be done. So? Who summoned us?” 

“Lady Zorelle,” Ardess started as he placed his phone on the table. “I was led to believe it was you who had called us; at least that was my assumption.” 

“I thought it was you,” she responded. 

“Same,” Addinia added. “You rarely ever get summoned with us, so I had believed you were the one who called Ardess.” 

They all looked at one another for a moment. Then, as if feeling a sense of imminent threat, Addinia stood to his feet and turned on his heel. He was nervous, and that was more than enough to draw everyone’s eyes to what he had noticed. Everyone in tandem felt the same chill on their spine, but none more than Kikana and her two children. Standing right beside the throne without a single sound, no one knowing when they had gotten there or how long they had been there, stood a woman with the exact same build as Kikana but with much longer hair. She wore a veil which covered her face; a long sheer dress which did little to conceal her bare skin beneath, but her skin itself was covered in a thin layer of darkness. Even her face was hidden beneath it, but Kikana and Mayray's eyes could easily see through such darkness. Flimsy clothing covering what looked to others like a living shadow. Mayray, Hellfire and Kikana knew exactly who it was. 

“Lady Nokstina?” Zorelle spoke. “You’re here?” 

“Mother,” Hellfire’s voice slipped to Kikana’s ears. “What is our cousin doing here?” 

Before she could even answer him, the woman herself began to speak. Her words were like a whisper directly into everyone's ears. “You’ve become complacent, Addinia. I expected you to be the most aware... Don’t forget what you were taught. That life of yours is more valuable than you may believe.” 

“Of course,” the words nearly hissed out of his mouth as he spun the chair around and sat now facing her. Legs crossed and face fully displaying his displeasure, Addinia retrieved the fancy slice of cake which occupied his position on the table and began to eat. “So, it was you who called us?” 

“Indeed. Does that disturb you?” 

“From my experience you never choose to call me unless you want something from me. Am I wrong to assume this is the same type of situation?” 

“Most certainly. While I do enjoy having you wag your tail for me, this is more important. We’re waiting for orders.” 

The mere mention of orders was enough to surprise even Ardess, but it was exactly what Kikana had been waiting to hear. If this could lead them to Gahbreal that would be the only thing she needed. There were preparations which needed to take place, not to mention the condition of his family. This wasn’t something that could be left alone like it could be in the past. 

Why do I care so much? There was a time when thoughts like these, second guessing, were purged from my mind. There is a duty I am sworn to accomplish, a purpose it is my oath to uphold! My very life was brought about for the sole reason of having this boy be the perfect aikekunai, and yet now I find myself here... breaking that oath. What am I doing? Why have I chosen now of all times to rebel? This isn’t for that loathsome ancient, it’s not for my family and it’s not for me! So why? What leads me to make these leaps and jumps like this? Why do I feel so compelled to do this? 

“Do not insult me, Nokstina!” Addinia snapped as his eyes locked with hers. “I will not hesitate to end you.” 

“And which attempt would that be for you? The hundredth? Thousandth? At least you're sharpening yourself as we speak. That anger is befitting of you.," Nokstina whispered as she watched his expression dramatically turn sour. "Just calm down and be quiet. We have more important things to prepare for... he’s chosen to pay her a visit of his own volition.” 
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Originally posted by: Dobu
kaiju
played by kaiju · Jul 11, 2026
At What Cost?
Part 5

The soft clicking, echoing out in the dark as if to remind anyone close enough to hear that they were never truly alone in this place. A calm, consistent breathing could be heard in the dark, filling the chamber with depth and foreboding. However, there was no malice behind it. It was pleasant, welcoming, almost as if happily content with the metal box they called their home – its materials like a black iron held together with unknown alloy bolts. But what is calm without a descent? What is calm in this dark room, blood as dark as the void pooling along the ground and sliding down the carved paths in the stone below. A system for drainage, cleansing oneself of the impurities of madness. 

The chains rattled for a moment, soft and subtle, as the box shifted ever so slightly. From within a low and relaxed yawn, as if it came from a person who had just finished sleeping through a century. Then, a set of deep blue eyes carrying a subtle glow opened just near the top of the metal box; a small compartment allowing only those eyes to be seen on a scruffy male’s face. 

“It’s finally time,” the voice bellowed out from within the case. “Who’d have thought you’d come so soon, and with such a distinctively sour expression... Gahbreal.” 

“You were expecting me?” his voice echoed off the stone walls. 

“Indeed. No matter how long it takes, your lives always find their way here. Well, excluding the last.” 

“How do you know about my lives?” The question came out more like a demand. 

“What, did you think I just sleep all day in here?” the male responded with a low chuckle. “I have my visitors; claimants who tell me about what’s happening on the outside. It’s... calming.” 

The conversation felt far too natural. Perhaps it was because of the distinct connection between the two or even as if it had played out several times in the past. But these thoughts themselves felt entirely different. The subtle dinging of the chains now subtle rattling as Marz shifted within his metal box. His chosen prison. Yet now, in this single moment above all others, he felt as if something were odd. Like some small detail was different from what it normally would be. No, better yet... different from what it normally should be. 

“I thought this prison acted as a prison and only certain claimants were allowed to visit.” 

“You’re not entirely incorrect. Those who can visit are limited. However,” he started as his eyes came closer to the opening in the box. “There are more, much like yourself, who can go where they please whenever they choose.” 

“Is that correct? I came here looking for answers.” 

“Answers... answers? Didn't you come here because you already have the... wait... you aren’t awakened yet.” 

“What?” Gahbreal spoke with a confused glare. 

“You aren’t awakened, you’re still asleep! That means I’m not really talking to Gahbreal; I’m talking to one of his wolves, his lives! Do you know what this means?” 

“I have no idea what you’re talking about. What do you mean?” 

“Have you stared into the abyss?” The question sounded so new it was shocking. Then again, the idea of the abyss was something he did not believe could be viewed. “Answer me, claimant.” 

“The abyss is not something you can just look at. It’s a punishment. A destination for those who have done exceptional wrongs.” 

“You’re correct, but what abyss are you talking about?” His words were like a drug. Each one becoming more addictive than the last. “I’m talking about the very extent of darkness. Where everything collides but is also nothing. Your senses bombarded, your thoughts unraveled, and your morality diminished.” 

“Why have I not heard of this darkness you speak of?” 

“Heard of it? My boy, you created it. You were the one who sought deeper depths of power; you were the one who strove to delve even deeper into what darkness is. You’ve struck others with it, but have you truly felt it yourself? Or has the current you been holding it back?” 

Gahbreal looked at himself. Cloaked in shadows, covered in darkness which tickled his skin and yet... it was separate from him. With each passing second, he found himself noticing it more and more. Marz’s words carried truth behind them; he was subconsciously keeping himself disconnected from his own darkness. He took his eyes off Marz for a moment, looking down at his own self, and there he saw the darkness covering him almost entirely. It condensed itself, forming a tight ball in the palm of his hand and it was there he saw it, that swirling ball of darkness so deep it felt like an entirely different world rested within it. 

“So, I assume you know why I came here then.” 

“Yes, I do... but humor me first.” 

“Excuse me?” Gahbreal said with a raised brow. 

“Is that too much to ask? I suppose this would technically be my first time meeting a new face in several thousand years. I’m beginning to grow tired, so just for a moment.” 

“Didn’t you say you’ve met with my previous lives? What makes me so different?” 

“You aren’t awakened yet. Once it happens, I won’t get the chance again.” The following pause was enough to make him believe Marz had fallen asleep. Then, “how have you faired? The work has not been too hard on you, has it?” 

“Sometimes... well, sometimes it can be overbearing. However, I do it because it must be done. Someone must do it.” 

“Are you proud?” his words gave the aikekunai pause. 

“No... never.” 

“I see... you are indeed your own person as of this moment... what of this life? Has it pleased you?” 

“My life? Yes. My previous life married a chaos claimant, and now I have a daughter.” 

“A daughter?” Another pause. “She won’t be too happy about that.” 

“What?” 

“Do you treasure your daughter?” 

“That question is quite an understatement.” This, given their conversation, was the first time he chose to smile. “That girl is everything to me.” 

“Good,” Marz’s voice calm; like a river. “Then remember this... When you speak with her, those feelings are going to become difficult to maintain. She will make you see what your truth. Knowing that, are you still certain? Do you still plan to follow this path?” 

“I must,” his response came immediately. “A part of my mind keeps telling me that she knows why my mind falters. I will have her give me the answers I seek.” 

“Well... I will not stop you. You know what you must do, Gahbreal. Face yourself. And do not falter.” 

He could see Marz’s blue eyes blink once more before closing entirely. Several calm breaths and the entire metal box became still, as if no life were within it at all. Gahbreal looked at the ball of darkness in his hand before letting it drop to the floor; watching as it burst upon impact and filled the room with a dense and dark miasma. It was like a summer fog, resting in the air before melding with the dark already around them, but it was more than enough to touch Marz with even the slightest trace of madness. A madness so surreal it could be taken for a dream entirely. For a moment he could swear he felt his chest tighten, but then a light yawn arose from within the box. Only a moment more and where blue eyes once rested now opened a set of glowing ruby-like circles. 

He could once see the parts of Marz’s face accompanied by his gaze, but now the darkness within the box seemed so thick even he could not perceive the features within. The black blood once trailing the floor to each drain began to gain color. So much in fact that what was once liquid darkness had now become streams of almost glowing bright red. It filled the room with a somewhat addicting aroma, filling both his senses and his mind. It was at this point he had realized the eyes peering at him and, once again, he felt his chest tighten. It wasn’t fear nor some childish nervousness. He almost didn’t want to admit it or accept it, but it could not be denied. It was something he felt every time he entered his own home... nostalgia. 

“Me and Marz,” she started with a perpetually pleasant voice. “We both share the same memories. Almost like a dream within a dream. Ideas within our respective slumber. You’ve no shame.” 

“What are you talking about, Lilith?” Gahbreal asked. 

“What do you mean? Or perhaps the assumption was incorrect... you truly are not fully awake, just as Marz thought. How troublesome.” 

“Answer me, Lilith.” 

“My, you keep saying my name like that and my heart will fly out of my chest. Right... Gahbreal.” 

He could feel his heart pounding, the pace speeding up exponentially. He almost thought it best to draw his weapon and yet there was no reason to do it. Not because he felt it futile or because he saw himself as too weak. Rather he found that there was no reason to do it at all. His heart wasn’t just racing, but it was fluttering. He was pleased. 

“What did you do to me?” he started with a scowl. 

“Don’t look at me like that. As always, I’ve been the one waiting for you. But, seeing as you aren’t awake, I suppose you came here for something else? So bold, and even after going off and having an entire family of your own! Well, I suppose I could let that slide.” 

“No games, Lilith. Tell me why you keep filling my mind. Why I keep finding myself drawn to this place.” 

“You’re so serious, but I suppose that works for you. You are one of a kind after all. Well then, do you want to do this the quick way or the substantially shorter way?” 

“What?” 

“If you desire, I can explain it all. Or, if you’re feeling like you’re up to it,” she paused as a pale slender finger poked out of the box next to her eyes and pointed in his direction. “You can unlock the box and let me out.” 

“Are you mad?” he responded with a furrowed brow. 

“I can assure you that I won’t do anything crazy and go right back in, if you so desire. Besides, Marz was the one who chose to be locked away here and I, as the one with all the good qualities, chose to accept that decision. When I’m ready to leave I’ll do so without opposition. Or, well, at least none which would matter.” 

“Even so, I’d rather you explain things from inside the—” 

“Actually, I’ve changed my mind.” Lilith cut him off whilst giggling. “If you want your answers, you’ll have to open the box. Now... what will you do?” 

Gahbreal watched for a moment, his own eyes staring directly into her own without either blinking. He came here for answers, that was the entire reason for appearing before this woman, but now she had already managed to twist things around in her favor. She was just as sly as he could remember, but what memories were those he had recalled? Why did he feel as if this was the exact type of thing she’d do, even though this was technically his first time ever having met her? That curiosity alone was what drove him to step forward and undo the heavy clasps which kept the box sealed. 

I will have my answers. I will not have come here for nothing! 

The moment the final clasp came undone was the exact moment, he backed away from the box slowly. From what he had known Lilith was certainly fast, but her raw strength behind that speed was the most dangerous thing. Rarely ever using her weapons was something she herself was known for – whether that be lacking the desire to rely on them or simply finding no need – but her techniques in combat were unknown to him entirely. He had heard his family’s combat was tied almost directly with her own, but what would that mean for him? 

The box creaked open slowly, revealing the woman who had been sealed within mere seconds prior. He could feel heat rising on his face as she stepped down onto the cold stone floor. The holes in her body, no doubt from the spikes which lined the inside of the metal box, quickly closed as if being stitched by her blood. Even he had to admit how exquisite she was, a head of white hair piling around her ankles as if having never been cut from the day she was locked away and a figure he found entirely perfect. She stretched with a high-pitched groan before looking in his direction with an expression he did not expect. A smile, but not one with malice. Her eyes were soft, her skin even softer as her arms wrapped around his neck. 

When did she get so close? I didn’t take my eyes off her for a moment. Did I blink? 

A part of him thought it was over here. This would be the moment he died. Xainayne himself had told him of how flawlessly Lilith could snap a neck or pull a skull from its socket. Yet here, in this odd moment, he was still alive. Not only that, but he could also see her so close and so clearly it was almost painfully pleasing. He pondered for a brief second why he was feeling this way, but that second soon passed, and his eyes grew wide. It was an unmistakable feeling; one he knew so well it made his senses tingle, but he couldn’t even bring himself to deny it. The warm and familiar sensation of her lips on his own before she pulled away. 

“Do you remember now?” 


My eyes were never closed as far as he could remember, and yet my surroundings are all entirely different. Have I been transported somewhere else? No, I would have noticed something like that. This doesn’t seem real; more like some memory I’m only just remembering. This very moment isn’t happening but has already happened. The past. A past I, mere moments ago, could not even recall no matter how hard I tried. It’s all becoming so clear; everything which was kept from me is now filling my mind. It’s overwhelming… but this single memory feels so important. I must remember it all. 

The air was thick, but not something unfamiliar. It was the same old same old thing, a harsh and war-torn environment; the buildings and structures around him in ruin as if to symbolize the aftermath of a desperate battle. However, there wasn’t a single soldier in sight. Civilians lying on the cold winter ground steadily being coated with snow, their blood staining that which was there before them. It was a desperate sight and yet, even looking at it so closely, his heart was still. Above all else he would remain prepared. 

He raised his axe and rested his eyes on the shape. Tracing each curve and turn upon the metal, each stain and mark left on its face; yet none of it seemed to please him. His fight wasn’t complete. And so, with a deep breath as he raised his arms outward, he looked up at the sky dotted with clouds and sunlight. His cape billowing in the wind as a calm rushed over his entire being. This all felt correct, was correct. This was all for a reason. And that reason was steadily approaching again. 

“Kana did a good job, but I had not expected this much from you.” 

“A compliment?” he responded with a smile. “I admit, I wasn’t expecting that from you.” 

“Oh please, give me at least a little credit. I’m not that heartless, dear aikekunai.” 

“I am not my title.” 

“Oh? Then please accept my apology,” she spoke as she came into view, stepping through the veil of heavy snow into sight. “I will not make the same mistake again, Gahbreal.” 

“Are you prepared?” His axe now at the ready, his heart slowly gaining speed. 

“Of course. Let us continue this dance of ours.” 

Precious seconds passed them by, both looking at one another in a manner befitting their status. Gahbreal’s eyes piercing through the white haze, attempting to measure the value of her soul. A measure he already knew. On the opposite end, rubies shining through the snowfall, Lilith’s eyes were focused on something else entirely. It wasn’t combat prowess or his power she was concerned with. She was looking at something deeper. 

Gahbreal made the first move, his steps unimpeded by the snow as the gap was closed. Lilith watched him closely; shifting her weight in a manner that looked almost as if she were preparing for an elegant dance. To her surprise, she watched as his axe came flying directly as her. She stepped aside with a twirl, but paused when she spotted the quality of his approach. Her eyes followed him intently, unlike before in the way they measured his grace. He didn’t run; the darkness retreating from him person to reveal the armor he wore underneath the cloak, but that armor was also soon discarded. 

“Do you plan to give up already? We were just getting started. I must say, I am quite disappointed.” 

“Quiet,” he stated as he took his stance. “I’m serious.” 

“You’re certain?” Her question caught him entirely off guard. “I still don’t know what you aim to gain from this.” 

“Is that so?” 

Lilith looked almost panicked for a split second, stepping to the side as his foot nearly decapitated her. She knew he was strong, that was easy to tell just being in the same vicinity, but something wasn’t quite right about all of this. The more she looked at his movements the more she saw the intent behind them. At first there was a belief he had aimed to kill her, but now she wasn’t so sure. 

With each strike she threw he would avoid it gracefully, and when he attempted to attack her, she would return the favor in kind. Had they been fighting for multiple days, thrown all these lives away, just for this? Could he possibly be so petty? Could he truly be so willing to throw away all these lives like this? There was a point at which she could remember herself contently being capable of doing the exact same, but was this right? The very thought infuriated her. And with that frustration, she let her strength slip for a single moment. 

It was a surprise even to her, the way she so casually became upset with this. Perhaps this was a proper test, a trial for himself, her morality against his own. Or at least that was what she believed before she watched him avoid her strike. An attack she placed her all into, an attack meant to take his head, and he avoided it with a smile. Not only that, but as she raised her arm to defend herself there was an unmistakable weight behind the strike. His fist was more distinct than any other she had felt. 

“More,” his words dragged her attention away from combat. 

She could feel the shift in their fight almost immediately. Perhaps she had made a mistake letting her frustration get the best of her, or at least that was what she thought. It was only natural that she would feel that way, and especially when each blow he committed was stronger than the last. 

“What more do you want from me?” Lilith questioned him. 

“This isn’t enough. I can’t accomplish anything with this power!” 

It was indeed uncanny. Perhaps she had believed it to be impossible because of who she was, or what she was. However, in this very moment, she had chosen to give her all in response to his resolve; yet Gahbreal was still unsatisfied. Each attack, each strike, each blow looked as if it were filled with an unsettling, unending desperation. Even now, while fighting nearly on par with her, he still desired more? 

“Is this not enough? Who would challenge you as you are now?” she asked as her own movements followed his. 

Step after step, movement after movement, it all soon fell into sync. Gahbreal’s own form of combat, inherited from Lilith’s own teachings, now displayed in this destructive display. Any onlookers might have been swayed to believe this wasn’t combat at all and, despite the situation, Lilith herself saw it the same way. 

He could feel his heart racing in his chest, unlike before where he felt entirely safe, and it vexed him. His enemies remained the same, but nothing ever changed. If it is his duty to protect these claimants, to weed out the ones who had lost their way and turned on their ancients and their houses, then how could he call himself a protector if he isn’t the strongest? How could he move forward if he was so far behind? So, lacking? 

It’s so surreal. I remember this all so clearly now. I remember the desperation, the desire to rise above what I was and become so much more. For my house, for my family, for the people I love. That purpose, so overwhelmingly present that not even one of my lives has ever forgotten it. That was why I chose to face her, my teacher, my… 

His thoughts ceased; the words couldn’t fix themselves properly in his mind, as if going against the here and now. All he could do was remember it all in a state of awe and astonishment as his body moved in a way he didn’t once believe it could, but now that he was seeing it he knew it was all possible. These were his own feats, his own past actions and actions which were tailored into his very being. His body was made for the very purpose of reenacting those very things. That was why it came as no true surprise when he watched himself battle with Lilith. Although slightly different, they both dance the same. 

“That is enough!” Lilith shouted as her weight shifted once again. 

“Show me then!” 

His response wasn’t her expectation at all. Then again, none of this seemed to fit his description. Before her death Kana had told her many stories about her family, and this boy was present in those tales from the moment he was born. She was told of stoicism, strength, and honor. Of a person who didn’t falter or yield in the face of adversity. A claimant whose willingness to learn and grow past who he was to etch the meaning of who he wants to be into his very soul. Yet as she watched him defend against her kick, she saw something else… anxiety. 

“That’s enough, Gahbreal. You haven’t eaten or slept in days.” 

“Neither have you… this is nothing,” he attempted to step forward, but only found himself falling to his hands and knees. 

“Look at you. It is quite the pathetic sight.” 

“Don’t you think I know that!” he started as he forced himself back on his feet. “How many people do you think have died because I was tired? Because my body lacks the qualities I need to press forward? My duties are not the same as yours once were! Pathetic is all I’ve ever been!” 

“Gahbreal, that isn’t what I—” 

“Do not act like I’m a child!” She could see the exhaustion on his face. The desperation… The disgust. “You will not insult me!” 

“Then I apologize!” her words were met with his collapse. She did, however, catch him before he could fall completely. 

“What a fucking embarrassment…” 

She could see the frustration on his face. His eyes, once like red stars seeking out her heart, now resembling small sapphires. She questioned how stubborn one person could possibly be, then reflected on herself for a moment before nestling his face against her chest. His warmth was certainly reassuring, and his expression was something she found herself content with. Far too much weighed on him, and he allowed it okay purpose. She was sure there were some people he cared for more than others, but every death seemed to shrivel his soul. 

“I had thought you heartless during our battle. Watching as I believed you didn’t care for a single one of those lives trampled beneath us… was I correct?” 

“Sometimes I ask myself the same thing,” each word filled her with a sense of warmth. 

“And what is your conclusion?” 

“Mine? Well, I believe I shouldn’t let those types of things weigh on my mind… but I can’t help it. Each death is like a splinter in my soul. I’ll never get used to it.” 

“You almost sound like an old man recalling the past,” the woman chuckled as she wrapped her arms around his head. “Then would you be willing to admit defeat?” 

“Hah, I suppose I don’t have much of a choice… you’ve bested me, Lady Lilith. I’ve lost this fight.” 

He didn’t feel pleased, but he felt entirely content. The freezing air biting at his skin like snakes striking from the shadows, but her warmth wasn’t unwelcome. It almost put his heart at ease. Moments ago it was racing as if he might truly have surpassed the limits he believed were in his way, but now it drummed at a simple pace. Perhaps this was fine. Perhaps there wasn’t anything wrong with not having the title of strongest… 

“You aren’t planning on giving up, are you?” Lilith asked. “You know I won’t be willing to accept that.” 

“What? You think I care what you choose to accept?” 

“Of course! You wouldn't have come to me otherwise... You know, I am well versed in your family’s traditions. I helped Kana make those traditions after all.” 

“What does that have to do with… wait, you can’t be serious.” 

“I’m afraid I am. You even admitted it yourself. You lost, Gahbreal. You were defeated by me. Now, you are my consort.” 

“You didn’t plan this, did you?” he asked as his face lifted to see her own. 

“Quite the opposite, actually. I never planned to see you until I was ready to come out on my own. You simply made yourself a desire, and I always get what I desire. Unless, that is, you are displeased with me?” 

He looked at her for a moment, his eyes meeting her own as they had done multiple times during their battle. This wasn’t a public display and, reasonably, he had kept the entire things a secret from everyone else. This was meant for him to use as an experience to grow, but now he found himself in this situation that didn’t make any form of sense. From what he understood… this wasn’t anything like her. However, looking in her eyes now, what he was seeing wasn’t anything like his family had described. Malice? Dread? Fear? Where were those things? 

“Why me?” he asked. 

“Why? Well, let us see… would you believe me if I said because you’re strong?” 

“No.” 

“You certainly are perceptive… you remind me of a point in my past which I found most pleasant. Your frustration, even as prevalent as it is now, doesn’t mask that peaceful nature. You truly do desire a peaceful world, don’t you?” 

She could see his eyes grow slightly wider as he responded. “Yes. As aikekunai I do as I’m told, but that will not be enough. Not if I want the peace I’m looking for.” 

“I knew it.” 

“What?” he inquired only to find her face right in front of his own. There was something about the way she smiles, a familiar radiance which evaporated his guard. 

“I knew you’d be great, I planned for you to be great, but even I didn’t foresee this. You’re carrying all the qualities I love. So, I want you to be mine,” she said as her hands patted the top of his head. “Now it is your turn to answer me… would you be displeased with me?” 

He looked her in the face. Partially confused, somewhat incapable of understanding what was going through her mind. She was, without a doubt, mesmerizing simply to look at; yet that wasn’t all which rested on his mind. Looking at her he felt as if he could see something everyone else was missing. Everyone else made it seem as if she were someone to be respected, admired, feared; he couldn’t deny how understandable those qualities were. Perhaps it was because he didn’t view her as competition. Even coming here now was a test – something he felt he needed to if he’d ever see if he were strong enough to achieve his goals. But now? He wasn’t so sure. 

Looking at him right now at his lowest stood Lilith, and yet she did not seem to care for his flaws. Him covered in dirt and snow, her in the same condition, just how long had this fight been going on for? The sun had risen and set multiple times, but he hadn’t been counting. However, here where no one else could see them, he saw something no one else had told him about. The warm and welcoming presence of someone who had power; yet chose compassion over it. Right here, in this very moment… Gahbreal felt his heart stir for the first time. 
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Originally posted by: Dobu
kaiju
played by kaiju · Jul 11, 2026
Ancient Fearing Individuals

There weren’t many people Gahbreal trusted when it came to his work. At best it was good to leave others out of it; at worst he would need the help and be left with no other choice. Then there were the special cases. When the types he was left to deal with were simply the rowdy sort who didn’t know when to quit. Our classes but still willing to fight for their beliefs… in that scenario he wasn’t necessarily angry because he could understand. That’s what he was doing, fighting for his beliefs, but then it would be left measured by who was strong enough to defend their beliefs. Him or them? And the answer was always painfully obvious. 

This time however, more problems were occurring than he’d have hoped. Claimants were growing far more accustomed to melding into the whims of societal norms within the human realm. Where once there was a degree of mysticism in the world, those phenomena had come to instead be judged by science. It some ways it was good for keeping humans out of claimant affairs; in other ways it wasn’t so great when actions once presumed as possibilities became impossibilities. A claimant running faster than the average human could ever imagine was once normal, but now a human could scale the speed a typical human could reach. Same with strength and other situations. That meant the claimants needed to temper themselves in situations like these. 

His eyes remained forward, not willing to allow a single claimant out of his sight. He would have once called a place like this a tavern, but humans now referred to them as saloons. Walls of sturdy wood planks, floors of the same, dusty carpets and air, windows covered in a thick yet sunny haze. He’d grown used to it and had come to enjoy the sound of piano playing as a normative form of entertainment. The crowds were always full of life in these types of places as humans and claimants alike shared drinks more often than they knew. But he was in a different situation with the claimants at his table. 

“This would all end easier if you just comply,” he spoke in a low tone. 

“Comply he says. Isn’t that rich?” The claimant who responded looked just as shady as he was. Then again, his entire group all wore the same dusters and clothes accustomed for riding horses. Typical outlaw types. “We don’t got no reason to comply with you, Wolf.” 

“More reason than you care to think,” Gahbreal responded with a frown. 

“Is that right? And what might be the consequences if we don’t?” 

“You really want me to tell you?” 

The two stared each other down. No doubt this one would claim to be the leader of their group, but all foolish leaders are destined to fall in Gahbreal’s judgmental eyes. The other three with him were in the same position, although one seemed privier to talk, seen by the timid expression on their face. 

“I don’t know. Maybe we should just give this up,” he spoke in a hushed voice. 

“What was that?” the one in the front responded. “I don’t believe I taught you to be a coward! We claimants have always had the short end of the stick. If no one else is going to change that then I have no need to cooperate.” 

With that voices were raised lower enough for others to hear. Terms such as claimant were nowhere near as common as they were in the past, so it naturally flew over the heads of anyone unlearned in the subject. What everyone did know was that tensions had immediately risen above a descent level. The claimant sitting across from Gahbreal now standing on his feet with an overtly hostile expression. The aikekunai didn’t seem too trouble. Instead, he sighed and stood up to his feet as well. 

He had already gained his fair share of attention upon entering the establishment, and now it was back in him again. He wore nothing but black in the middle of the day, the sun beaming down amid summer and yet he didn’t care. The boots on his feet were well worn and his clothes looked as if they had been damaged and patched up on multiple occasions. His own coat, however, was completely pristine and almost seemed to move slightly. Almost as if it were alive. He removed the large, brimmed hat from his head and placed it on the table, a small ponytail of loose, black curls tied behind his head while he placed a cigar between his lips surrounded by the same black curls. 

“This is boring,” a female’s voice spoke at his side. This one didn’t care about volume at all and spoke as if to announce her intentions. “I already told you this ain’t gonna work, sha.” 

“We had to try,” Gahbreal responded as he lit the cigar and took a single deep breath. 

“Tryin is for people who think their own choices are better than others. There wasn’t a reason to try from the start. Let’s just kill these devils and be done with it!” 

“Hey now! Hold on a moment!” The male sitting behind the service counter finally chimed in. 

“Damnit Noir, come on.” 

“If y’all have a problem then take it outside! I won’t have fighting in my-” 

“I’ll pay for the damages,” Gahbreal said as he watched the claimants begin to brandish the revolvers at their hips. “It doesn’t seem like these men will cooperate.” 

“Really?” the woman spoke as she examined a crudely carved spoon on the table. “Why do so many claimants these days use those damned things?” 

“Because guns are easier to use while also keeping your nature secret. It’s why bullets for claimants are more common among us, although the guns and rifles themselves are crude.” 

“What? And you expect me to use one of those here?” 

“No. I expect you to do a decent job.” 

“Enough talk!” the claimants snapped as they drew their guns and aimed them at the aikekunai and his company. This was when all the other patrons fled the scene in a panic. Neither humans nor claimants present wanted to be caught in this type of crossfire. What that did do, however, was reveal just how outnumbered they really were. Seeing the several others who remained in the area made it clear whose side they were on. 

“Change of plans,” Gahbreal started. Those words only had true meaning to the woman at his side. 

“Oho? You don’t mean to tell me-” 

“Yeah,” he responded immediately while snuffing out his cigar on the table. “Negotiations are over. We do this like normal. Kill em all.” 

The words were akin to a death knell with how quickly gunfire rang out through the building. The aikekunai’s immediate response was to grab the woman and move them both with his traversal ability – not that the darkness did anything for her stomach - and with them now behind the bar their cover was descent but limited. He was clearly frustrated and the woman now laying on the ground at his side laughing wasn’t doing any good to change that. 

“This is great! I told you it’d turn out like this!” she exclaimed. 

“Damnit Noir, just focus! You wanted death and now you have it! Put that unhealthy obsession to use!” 

“You ain’t gonna get me to cooperate like that,” she responded as she sat up and began tying her locs into a less than presentable bun behind her head. She looked indefinitely out of place with the frilly dress she proceeded to tear apart. Both her face and body were covered in white and teal lines of paints in a ritualistic manner, but they stood out more than expected due to her black oak complexion. With the sleeves removed and the bottom ripped up to her thighs she sighed in relief. 

“Wonderful. Now you’re barely clothed.” 

“It helps me move better, just worry about yourself! Now then. How we handlin this?” 

“How do you expect? Same as always. We adapt.” 

He grabbed an intact bottle of liquor which had fallen to the floor before standing up and tossing it at the head of the first claimant who stood out. His movements were just as seamless as anyone who’d seen him fight would remember; his anticipation of his attacker’s shots the only thing truly keeping him from being riddled with holes as he rushed the now dazed claimant and tackled him to the ground. 

“You fuckin serious?!” Noir called out as she rushed to the far end of the bar before jumping out from cover and latching onto the nearest person from behind. It was almost as if she only wished to accentuate the chaos as she proceeded to stab them nonstop in the neck with what looked like a long sewing needle. Even when the body had fallen to the floor she didn’t stop; even when the others around her started aiming their guns at her she didn’t stop. But her attention was pulled to them all when they all received a bullet to the head and fell limp on the spot. 

“Get serious! I’m not your babysitter!” he shouted as he held the claimant he had tackled up to block several bullets before using the revolver on their side to return fire. 

“Don’t give me that! You know this is crazy crazy!” 

He could almost turn and shoot her himself, but when he saw her launch herself directly at the claimants he was aiming at it only reminded him why he brought her along. She fought in such an unorthodox manner it was difficult for shooters to keep track of her unless she was already attacking someone. That meant all he really would need to do is cover her while she went wild. The crudely shaped and sharpened dagger, pulled from Extius knows where, plunged itself into the claimant’s chest multiple times before she darted off to ambush whatever poor soul was next. Gahbreal simply continued to fight while attempting to negotiate. 

“You’re not cut out for these types of fights! Give it up!” He called out as he flipped a table for the sake of cover to block against their own bullets. 

“You think we can’t fight?” one of the shooters called out. 

“No! That’s not what I’m saying! I’m saying you’re not going to win like this unless you plan on throwing elements around, and we both know that isn’t an option!” 

“You’re still tryin to talk?” Noir asked him as she dragged one of the still warm bodies behind his cover and proceeded to dig her hands into the gaping chest wounds. “It didn’t work before; it ain’t gonna work now. Death is a gift after all.” 

“Ugh!” He exclaimed in response as she wiped the blood on her face and chest. By now the clothes she had been wearing were completely unrecognizable, leaving only its tattered remains wrapped around her waist. “You’re already this exposed? And you’re not even Desdon anymore! Pull yourself together!” 

“So, you think we can’t win without our elements?” one of the men had finally caught his attention. 

“What? No! That’s not what I meant!” 

“Then let’s show em boys!” 

“Fuck!” Gahbreal yelled as he turned his attention to Noir. “Change of plans! No holding back but keep it to a minimum and in the building! Don’t let them cause too much damage!” 

“Water?” she responded. 

“Yes water!” 

In his mind he knew the difference between fighting humans and fighting claimants, but he also knew the difference between humans fighting one another and claimants fighting one another. His family has always been the type to, against all odds, give humans their credit where it was due. They couldn’t use elements; they had no supporters like the ancients and their physical capabilities and lives were lacking in comparison. However, that meant the time they put behind their skills and the effort put into perfecting them often reached levels far more capable than that of claimants. While a claimant could spend thousands of years perfecting a technique, a human would only have a limited fraction of that time to overcome something tempered for such a long time. 

“It has been proven time and time again that the effort placed behind your accomplishments is the direct measure of what that effort will measure to. That is why it’s my belief that a human can no doubt defeat a claimant on their own. A claimant can spend forever practicing to use the sword, but a human can easily spend their entire life dedicated to bypassing that sword alone.” 

Words his mother had used, but as a child he had believed it was a bit unfounded. Considering what it takes to defeat a claimant, your typical human wouldn’t even have access to the weaponry capable of killing one of their kind. As he grew older, he began to understand it a bit more. More specifically how his mother’s words solved that issue as well when he wondered what it would take to keep those weapons out of the hands of a human who dedicated their entire life to finding one. Even with all that knowledge and dedication there was one large factor, however, which separated humans from claimants. That was the element. 

Where a human might gain the skill above a claimant, only one could possibly erase the other with a single touch. Those were the claimants. That was why a fight between humans using simple weapons to replicate their conflicts, was often made to be kept on smaller scale. Yet when fireballs and shards of earth started flying a small-scale battle for claimants could easily encompass an entire town. That was why he panicked the moment they started preparing for that type of conflict. 

“Let’s do this!” he called out as he rushed forward. 

“Alright alright!” Noir responded as all the spilled alcohol and blood on the floor began to take the form of snakes. They lashed outward, grabbing at the limbs of any claimant who looked as if they were preparing to do something involving their element. Those claimants were pulled closer to her while the ones who were left standing and shooting were the chosen targets for Gahbreal. 

“Remember to call out if you me!” Gahbreal spoke as he moved between them all as if sliding on the shadow at his feet. Every chance he got he fired a bullet into a target, and when not doing that his focus was on evasion now that he had no way to cover himself. 

“I’m not a child! Don’t come at me with that crap!” 

“You certainly act like one!” 

“Piss off!” 

Her attacks were as ruthless as ever. Her dagger flew into the chest of a claimant before she launched herself forward to grab it and drag it through their flesh. Gahbreal was in his own type of battle entirely; left with the claimants who chose to rely on their weapons instead of their elements as bullets were flying everywhere. 

He made his way up the stairs to those on the second floor. He could honestly give more credit to luck as to how he had managed to go unscathed in the process, but the moment he had finally found himself on equal ground was when things had begun to get more chaotic. There was barely any space and his only way to avoid getting shot was ducking or moving to the side. Meanwhile Noir was still dealing with the claimants who did choose to turn to their elements, focusing more on keeping them from causing too much property damage. 

“These guys fight like newborns!” she laughed as she moved around in a manner akin to an eel moving from cover to cover. Any attempt to target her with elements so far had been mainly ice, earth and air. Even so they were each just that… an attempt. 

No matter what type of attack she would block it or grab it out of the air with any form of liquid she saw fit. Shards of sharp stone and spines of ice being caught with blood before they could reach her or destroy property, the impacts of winds against the furniture dampened by walls of alcohol, and the occasional gunshot when it was believed they might have the chance to land a shot. It was always in vain though, and even more apparent when someone was eventually caught off guard and dragged to whatever corner she hid in by one of the snakes crafted from blood. 

Gahbreal couldn’t help but feel disturbed hearing the blood curdling screams from below as he kicked a chair from the floor and into a claimant’s head. Charging them as they were dazed and slamming them against a wall before using them as a shield for himself against the other gunmen. He checked the gun he had already taken from one of the others, examined the two bullets in the cylinder, then fired them both off into the left knee of two different others before taking the gun off the claimant he was using as a shield and continuing his offensive. 

Noir, however, was now in a face-off with the last remaining claimant of her group. Female, slightly taller than her, most importantly throwing fire around as if it weren’t as dangerous as it was. The more she defended the less liquid she had to work with in the area, and her opponent was free to go wild as all their allies on the ground floor were corpses. It was truly a terrible match-up and she knew it, but that just meant she had to get a bit more involved as the next wave of fire was launched in her direction. From the perspective of the fire claimant all there was to be seen was a large ball of fire. There wasn’t a chance to notice anything strange until the fire was doused with a large ball of blood… blood Noir had thrown herself forward with. 

The claimant stepped back, but that only threw her balance off completely when the woman latched onto her chest and caused her to stumble backwards before falling onto the stairs at her back. Noir then pulled her backwards into a roll so that she was on her back and the claimant was placed between her and the ceiling. “Gahbreal!” 

The aikekunai looked away from his own conflict just in time to see the water claimant launch the woman into the air with her feet. He grabbed hold of the claimant’s collar at his front and turned the gun in his hand to the other before firing two shots into the woman whose body then landed on the banister of the balcony before aiming the weapon at the claimant he was engaged with, only to be met with a frustrating click. The claimant, of course, responded with a fist to the aikekunai’s face. Gahbreal responded by grabbing his collar with both hands and head-butting him into a daze, a spin which lifted his feet from the ground, and a throw into the rafters before they fell to the ground floor below with a thud. 

Needless to say, Draugnoir immediately pounced on the opportunity to stab them several times while they were down... They never got back up. 

“Novevu be praised! The Void be praised!” she called out as if in some blood-addled trance standing above the bodies on the floor below. 

“Calm down,” Gahbreal started as he descended the stairs. “We still need to move these bodies before anyone sees them. The last thing we need are claimant corpses found by humans… and have some class! You’ve been Testua for far too long to be like this!” 

“Old habits die hard, baby. Besides, you’d be stupid stupid to think I ain’t gonna respect my dear Novevu.” 

“Of course, silly fuckin me,” he responded as he looked through the bodies before picking up the one who had acted as leader of the group. “I’m taking this one. Do what you want with the rest. Feed them to the Void or some shit, I know you get off on that.” 

“You just don’t understand the pleasure of feedin such a cute creature,” she said as she began collecting the bodies in a pile. “It’s like feeding your own creature.” 

“You know the Void isn’t some animal… right?” 

“Don’t go actin like I’m wrong.” 

“I’ll never know what Novevu sees in you that gains you his favor, but I’ve never been one to question what he does. Not like he’s made any stupid decisions yet. Well, aside from getting Xainayne to adore him.” 

“You think that was stupid too?” Draugnoir asked. 

“Of course. Anyone who can see how close he and Florita are now knows that. Even as his aikekunai I’m not going to say Xainayne isn’t petty enough to cause trouble.” 

“Hah! Don’t let em hear you sayin that. And I expect my payment later! Currency is a precious thing.” 

“Don’t worry, I didn’t forget. You’re gonna need something if you plan on getting Naiick to pay attention to you.” 



Xainayne looked in partial disgust as Gahbreal tossed the claimant’s body onto the floor. The multitude of stab wounds across the chest and stomach were… abstract, to say the very least. Disturbing at best. The ancient’s eyes turned in his direction, the aikekunai waiting as if with the expectation of some form of confirmation. Then their eyes returned to the body. 

“I see work has been… stressful?” 

“Shut up,” Gahbreal responded as he tossed the claimant’s gun to the ancient. “The body is Draugnoir’s work. The weapon on his person is human design.” 

“Well, I could have told you that much,” Xainayne spoke whilst holding the revolver with the tips of the fingers as if not wanting to even touch it. “Wait. Did you say Draugnoir? You asked for help?” 

“I wanted to keep the damage in the area to a minimum and she was in the area, but that doesn’t matter. The bullets. Look at those.” 

“Hmm. Remind me again which one Draugnoir is?” 

“Seriously?” Gahbreal responded as the ancient removed the bullets from the cylinder. “She used to be Desdon but changed to Testua? You know, the one Novevu didn’t want to give away?” 

“Doesn’t ring any bells…” 

“Then why did you even ask? She switched houses after Naiick became available with the expectation that she’d have a better chance at gaining his affection if she were closer. Novevu approved without telling Naiick the reason, Naiick approved without ever knowing the reason. Now she’s too shy to even approach and he doesn’t even know she cares. It’s an entire fuck-fest of inconsistencies.” 

“These bullets don’t look like they’re made by claimants, treasures or ancients. I’m assuming that’s why you wanted me to see them.” 

“What... Don’t ask me to remind you of something when you don’t care to listen. I still have work to do and time I’d rather not waste instead of doing it.” 

 “But this is actually important,” the ancient responded only for Gahbreal to squint his eyes in disgust. 

“Then go ask Nammay about it. I’m sure he’d love your company and be just as interested in the topic of weapon craftsmanship as you currently are.” 
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Originally posted by: Dobu
kaiju
played by kaiju · Jul 11, 2026
A Justiciar's Final Inquisition


“I don’t believe I could have ever made it this far without your support, but I don’t know how I could ever repay you. Everything you’ve done for me has been against your own purpose in some way.” 

“Purpose.” The word didn’t seem to rest well with him. “My purpose is as I ordain, my lady. No one else may decide that.” 

“And yet you freely allow me the privilege.” 

“You’re simply putting too much thought into things which don't matter.” 

Her eyes, white as the clearest cloud, looked out over the horizon. She had never been the type to put great plans together, that was simply within the nature of her element which flowed so strictly within her veins. Chaos. But that was why Audomattadjia was so accustomed to asking questions and seeking to discover what she could. Especially when it involves her allies who she often confronted with important decisions. It was only this ally who was different from the others. Her advisor and her closest friend.

“I swear. You’re the most mature claimant I’ve ever known, but you can also be so childish. If you want something from me you should just ask.” 

“With all due respect, my lady. I don’t believe you could really give me what I want.” 

“Is it not within my power?” She sighed. “I may not have everything I once did, but isn’t it at least a possibility?” 

“I’m afraid not.” His head tilted upward, but his eyes looked downward as he approached her side. She looked so tired, and yet still so flawless. Perception was on his side, but also against him. So he turned his attention to the claimants tending to the courtyard below. “My teacher had a saying: It is unwise to apply the body where one may not first apply the mind.” 

“What? You sound like an old man.” 

“I suppose I would be.” He chuckled with a small grin. 

“So?” Her inquisitive eyes looked directly at him. “What does it mean? I know you have your own answer.” 

“I do, and I’ll tell you. I thought about it for a long time. As if I might find some deeper meaning. But, I’m ashamed to say, my teacher was just old fashioned.” 

“How so?” 

“It is unwise to apply the body where one may not first apply the mind. He could have just as easily said it’s important to think thoroughly before you act.” 

“Are you telling me to think about what it is you might want and, through that, I may discover why it is I cannot grant it?” 

“You’ve got me. Perception. I’d go as far as to say it is the most important element both in my line of work and regarding my duties. It’s my sole role to administer a swift prosecution. Yet here I am… I wonder how I let myself get so soft.” 

“Soft? You? Surely you jest.” Audo laughed as if he’d told some strange joke. 

“You’re correct. It is a joke, but one in poor taste.” 

“You’re a mystery, as always. If you expect me to get the answers I want from thinking about what might be on your mind I’ll be stuck thinking about it for several thousand lifetimes.” 

“That would be good for your health to put in the practice and effort. You're extremely perceptive, but only when it involves the battlefield.” 

“Yet I would appreciate a hint.” 

He chuckled again. She called him childish and yet, even after so long, she had not changed from the woman he knew. Someone truly worthy of being hailed as a queen among her peers. He didn’t know a single entity alive with which he could compare. Which claimant or treasure or even ancient could claim to care for the claimants more than she did? Wide-eyed confidence and a sense of justice and pure forgiveness. A claimant who sought peace for the claimants above all other things. Willing to go to war with anyone or anything to leverage that peace. It was admirable… 

He looked up to the sky, above what she called a home and he called a place of longing. A thought of just how selfish he truly was. Countless starts lining the sky and yet he was so fixated on a single one. Perhaps that was why his frown faded away... All things have an order. Within order there can be nothing else, lest it be made impure. But even his own soul was not so sound. Even his heart could ache. So, he questioned it time and time again. Eyes reflecting the universe they saw, but no matter how far his all seeing eyes looked the answers would never be within his reach so easily. He sighed. 

“There’s a matter I must attend to, my lady. I’ll return when it has been settled. In the meantime I guess I’ll leave you with your hint.” 

“Hopefully it’s not another riddle. I’d prefer more straightforward answers.” 

“Don’t worry. It wont be easy, but I won’t strain you too much… so consider this. Our houses are closely connected but, essentially, polar opposites. This conflict you’re in is one deriving from your personal self and your capabilities as a whole being more than sufficient to tip the scales of balance. Of order. Jayhe was not pleased and acted to have you contained in some way. From that point till now your primary enemy has been Jayhe and the ancients who chose to allow her obvious actions without protest.” 

“Well, I do know my own history. She chose to start this when she sowed the seeds of distrust and betrayal between me and Jaiho. All it did was open my eyes to how easily we claimants are tossed aside on whims.” 

“And you simply can’t allow something like that. Aside from that distinct chaos, that kindness is also a part of your nature.” 

“I’d appreciate your hint rather than your flattery.” 

“It’s no flattery. I’m stating the obvious. You’re too kind. So kind, in fact, that you don’t even truly realize what it is you’ve set yourself up for. This path is chaotic even at its best, a conflict which could easily tear apart the very fabric of order itself between the ancients and their claimants. So then, Audomattadjia, what reason would I ever have to follow you?” 

“What?” She asked instinctively. She had no immediate answer because, to her admitted shame, she had never once thought to ask such a question. It had always seemed so natural.

“That’s your clue. You don’t need to give me your answer. Indeed, I don’t mind if you ask around for the opinions of others. But once you get the right answer to that question you’ll understand. What reason would I, the one who stands at the head of the peacekeepers, be loyal to you?” 

She had no idea how to respond. Of all the effort Audo had put into problem solving and perceiving battlefields and strategies… nothing ever prepared her for the things her most trusted advisor had to say. He was always stoic and his words were so decisive she couldn’t help but wonder if they were meant to have some strangely deep meaning behind them all. He would often say as he previously had, refer to his teacher’s lessons before giving some fancy phrase, but they always managed to fly over her head. He made them seem simple, but it was clear to her that he had put a lifetime’s worth of thought into each particular lesson. That was why, as he exited the room and shut the door behind himself, it made her draw on something he had once told her in the past. 

“A lot of people like to act as if justice and order are of the same nature, but that is only assuming that justice may be served by order. Consider the nature of justice just as you consider the nature of the elements. It is a formless entity in comparison, but may take the shape of whatever it so chooses. In that same regard we must be formless if we wish to serve out proper justice and order.” 

At the time she felt he was rattling on about all sorts of confusing things, but with each passing day he showed her what it meant. He never went too far, always did just as he was asked and nothing more. Gahbreal could be called an arbiter, of course, but what he did was the work of a judge. Perhaps that was why the aikekunai had been called an executioner and a hunter, but never once had anyone referred to Gahbreal as a judged. In comparison her advisor was thoughtful when it was needed, flexible when needed and malleable even beyond herself. Thinking about it before made her feel as if it defied order itself, but then she didn’t know a single order claimant who embodied their element more than him. An aikekunai she could never find herself easily understanding. 

“What could possibly be on your mind, Koi? How will I know if you refuse to tell me?” 

“It’s not very often I find you flustered.” The woman’s voice made her face light up with a distinct elation. “I admit, I rather like the sight of it, all things considered.” 

“Kana!” 

The darkness claimant looked as if she wanted to vanish the moment she saw her longtime friend approaching, but that would cause more trouble than it was worth. Besides, she hadn’t come to hide, although the tight squeeze from her overly excited company was pushing her closer to making that choice. 

“I see you are as forceful as ever.” 

“And I see you’re still as cute as a button! How long has it been since we last spoke?” 

“A while, and that’s for a good reason. I make a habit of avoiding my daughter who finds herself hanging around you often. However, now is as good a time as any to visit.” 

“That doesn’t sound good.” 

“Very perceptive. As always.” 

“What did you learn? I know you well enough to know you don’t just make house visits. Should I be worried?” 

Kikana’s eyes were as stalwart as ever, same as her expression, but even Audo could tell her comment had managed to hurt the claimant in some way. Perhaps it was because of how long they had been friends, she could clearly see that Kikana was almost immediately in a less chipper mood than when she had made her presence known. “I suppose there are some omens.” 

“I’m sorry, Kana. I did not mean it like that.” 

“Don’t apologize. There’s no point. Even I know I’m not the most pleasant company these days… but enough of that, you were muttering something to yourself when I arrived?” 

“Ah! Well, it was something Koi had said.” 

“Koiva?” She almost seemed surprised. “You still let him confuse you so easily? What did he tell you this time?” 

“It’s not really what he told me and more like what he didn’t tell me.” She returned to her balcony with Kikana following closely behind. “Tell me something, Kikana. If I told you I’d give you whatever you wanted within my power, what would you ask for?” 

“Reasonably? A dictionary of your profoundly ridiculous personal language. On a more personal note, I would ask for you to keep your eyes on my rebellious daughter.” 

“You’re still a very modest individual. However, I did not get the same straightforwardness when I told Koi I’d give him anything he wanted if he requested it.” 

“You told Koiva that?” 

Audo was once again caught in a state of surprise. This might have been the third time since she had known her which emotion was clearly visible on Kikana’s face, and she looked both interested and flabbergasted. “Did… I do something wrong?” 

“Look, Audo, I know you’re stupid… but you can’t be that clueless.” 

“I’d prefer you refrain from insulting me, Kana.” 

“Well you do deserve it. You mean to tell me you have known Koiva for so long, even longer than you have known me, but you don’t know why that’s a stupid thing to ask him?” 

“What? What did I do wrong?” 

“Look, you don’t need to take my word for it. If I stay here any longer I’ll be stuck here all day talking through this ridiculous situation with you. I’d suggest asking my daughter for the answer you want, I’m not going to be the one to tell you his secrets and she won’t spare your feelings.” Kikana paused as she placed a small letter on a table out on the balcony near Audo. “This is the main reason I came. Open this after you talk with her. I would prefer you have a clear mind when you read it, but I will warn you. The moment you discover the meaning behind his words... everything is going to change, and he'll most likely do something foolish.” 

It didn’t do her well to dwell on topics which confused her. That was why she knew Kikana had told her exactly what to do in order to gain the answer she wanted. Both of them knew Mayray wasn’t the type to wait around or beat around the bush. Her straightforward nature would only make her say the immediate truth she knew, but only if she knew it. But if her mother was sending her in Mayray’s direction that only meant she certainly had the answer already. Her parting words however, just before she faded away into the shadows, were certainly something to be considered. But even with that consideration it wasn't something she felt could just be ignored.



“You’ve arrived, justiciar.” The order claimant approached with careful steps. “The situation is stable. Your intervention would be greatly appreciated.” 

“I see. How many lives have been lost so far?” Koiva questioned the man. 

“Only a handful during the initial approach. They attempted to push us back, but it was futile. More were lost on their side, but their leader is believed to be within these doors.” 

He hated monasteries. Looking at the massive doors only served to remind him of how quickly the masses bent their knees to those undeserving under the guise of faith, but faith was always easily broken when built on unstable foundations. He watched as the male standing next to him flipped through several pages of a small book before his finger settled on a single name written in the log. Koiva knew what that meant. Whoever led these rats would need to be punished. The Prism would serve as that eternal punishment.

“Tell me, inquisitor, what they’ve done.” 

“Several mass killings of humans, mostly regarding their simple religious quarrels. It seems they are adept at manipulating the minds of their followers. Very interesting.” 

“I’d suggest stowing your interest, Inquisitor Manas. I’d prefer not having to find your name in the book due to your uncanny interests.” 

“Rest assured, justiciar. You won’t find my name within these pages so long as I remain your loyal compatriot.” 

“Good. Now then, let’s settle this quickly.” 

“Will you be taking the lead, sir?” 

“Of course. That is my duty and something only I can do. Not as a Justiciar, but as the aikekunai of the house of order.” 

“Then, allow me, sir.” 

The inquisitor stepped forward towards the large doors. Their size only comparable to their weight, but that was something no claimant would ever truly need to worry about. They relented under the force of his push and each creak of its hinges echoed within the silence surrounding them. A silence only they could hear. A silence among the burning and piled bodies scattering the streets, screaming corpses being pierced with pikes by the inquisitors, the squirming cadavers crucified on wooden poles and filling the air with a foreboding scent of charred viscera. Indeed. This was his calling as the one who leads the peacekeepers of the Prism. The one who demands and ensures order.

He stepped inside, the wailing of the suffering at his back upon his entry, and each step carried with it the weight of his position. The clothes he donned not fitting for a priest, but assuming more the role of that which would be worn by someone who lived to hunt creatures of the night. A white shirt with deep gray slacks and black shoes clicking with each step. A gray ties keeping his collar in order, tucked into a brown paisley vest. Over it all a black duster which matched the gloves covering his hands. He reached into his coat and pulled from within a book chained to his belt which held no trace of dirt or wear. The covers a dark brown leather, its pages difficult to see from a distance. He could only catch a glance of the contents before the conflict began. 

“Now!” 

The voice was followed by a rushing of footsteps. He could tell at a glance, both claimants and humans alike within their ranks, but none of them were truly prepared. Their weapons held high with so much conviction, and yet they all ceased with a single command… 

Stop.” The strained voices of their attempts to move, but to no avail. “Fall to your knees.” The multitude of thuds as they did so without hesitation. 

“Damnit! What do we do now?” 

“Don’t worry! The father will save us!” 

“Come out now! You will be judged! Your words have both corrupted the minds of humans as well as misguided the actions of countless claimants! You will stand trial!” 

It didn’t take long for a male of rather tall but lengthy stature to come walking from behind one of the pillars. He wore the types of robes one might expect to see on a high ranking priest, but it was all a farce. Koiva had been searching out this man for long enough to know just how dreadful his actions had been. In truth, he claimed that he could make a plea, but his fate was already decided. The same fate of all claimants who chose to disrupt the order which had been so painstakingly crafted. The fate of the Prism.

“Justiciar Koiva, I hadn’t expected to meet you here. I was anticipating someone else.” 

“How very unlucky for you.” 

“Oh, on the contrary. I was expecting Gahbreal to come running like the lapdog he is. Instead, I get a far weaker aikekunai in his stead!” He stretched his arms outward as if to put himself on display. “See how your words have not swayed me? How the others fold where I stand tall? That means you can’t control me with your words! You will be made to fight and die by my hands, and then my faithful will continue with their work.” 

“Very interesting. A tale just as grandiose and foolish as I had expected.” 

“Call it foolish all you wish, but the ones who survive are the ones who decide what is foolish and what is righteous! You will die here and I will rise to even greater heights!” 

“Oh? And who has ordained such a fate for me?” Koiva questioned him as the man pulled a long curved blade from within each sleeve. 

“Fool. I myself have ordained it.” 

~

“You’re serious?” Mayray asked the woman as she dusted off the shrine. “You came all the way out here to ask me that?” 

“I don’t know who else to ask!” Audo responded as she lay her head on the grass. She wouldn't dare tell her that it was Kikana who sent her. 

“Even I know what Koiva would want, but it’s honestly surprising you don’t realize it. I thought you’d been using him this entire time. Maybe I was just thinking like my mother, but you aren't like that.” 

“Using him? I’d never do that! We’re practically like family!” 

“Yeah, but you’re not.” The words hit hard. Kikana was right, Mayray watched her words with the same grace she pulled her punches. “You’re as dense as ever. That man has been a thorn in my side since we’ve met and you mean to tell me I know him better than you?” 

“If you can answer my question then just tell me already. I didn’t come here to be insulted.” 

“This is unbelievable. Have you not considered the way he speaks with you compared to everyone else? I can barely hold a conversation with him, but he talks to you and enjoys it. I don’t know when it happened, but that fool has been smitten with you for far longer than I know. Perhaps from the very start. Almost everyone else hates him and he treats them with the exact same disdain.” 

“What? That cannot be right. Why would he—” 

“Think for second, right?” Mayray paused her cleaning to approach the woman and place her pointer finger on the woman’s chest. “All that perception and it’s only for battle. If he could ask you for anything and get it, what would be the one thing you can’t offer him, Mrs. Vall?” 

“Oh…” 

“Honestly. I feel as if you’ve never seen him work. I’d go as far as to say he vents his frustrations on every living thing that isn’t related to you. Even now I’m sure he's purging an entire town with all his might.” 

“Purging? I thought he was a peacekeeper.” 

“He is. Koiva Woxia is the current leading head of the Prism’s peacekeepers, but most importantly he's Justiciar Koiva Woxia. If I’m being honest, I’d probably say that the bit of peace he has with you is the only peace he personally experiences. And yet you make stupid requests like that. I'm personally surprised he has stayed with you for this long. I'd have probably left a long time ago.” 

~

Fall!” The command. No. The order forced his body to the ground just before his weapons could strike. Not even the chance to do so normally, almost as if his very flesh were pulled to the earth as he struggled to get back up. 

“What is this? I can’t move!” 

“It’s called and order. If you thought you’d be capable of escaping my orders, then it’s surprising that your little band of heretical scum managed to survive this long.” 

“I will not be controlled—” 

On your knees.” Koiva watched as he rose to his knees along with all the others. More than he had anticipated. If he were truly expecting Gahbreal it looked as if he planned to overwhelm him with numbers, but that would never work against someone like himself. “You misunderstand. You may not want to be controlled, but you have no choice. I would have learned your name, but it’d be best forgotten. A plague on the tongue.” 

“You will not make a fool of me!” 

“You have made a fool of yourself! You should have simply done as you were told and kept your infidel beliefs out of mind! Now you face justice for the lives you’ve sacrificed with you pitiable words.” 

It was at this point the temple began to fill with the sound of boot steps filling the hall. The inquisitors, donning slim fitting iron plate and draped in black tabards and cloaks. Their pikes and person stained from tip to haft with the blood of the fallen and their bodies stank of burning flesh. It was enough to even outmatched the scent of the houses separating whatever claimants were present, but that did not matter. The separation of house merely served as a means to disturb the order of justice which would soon be administered. Such is the way of the inquisitors, and such is the way of the justiciar leading them. 

“The town has been cleansed, justiciar.” 

“Good. Then we are nearly done.” His eyes, dark circles encompassing them, looked around the room with a disapproving glare. “As Justiciar I have made my decision! The life of a human is much too short to face the time of imprisonment needed to cleanse this filth from their soul! As such, the claimants will be brought to the Prism to face their punishments in full. The humans, however, will die here before they may spread their corrupted ideals.” 

“What? You can’t do this!” A voice called out. 

“Who are you to decide our fates like this?” 

“Silence. Your pleas are meaningless.” He responded as he drew an almost too ordinary anelace from his side and placed it across the eyes of the one they called father. “For the sake of order.” 

An ominous shift of metal as the spearheads rose into the sky, followed by the repeated phrase almost like a chant. “For the sake of order.” 

The anelace dragged across his eyes, sight replaced with the red of blood then the darkness of lacking sight. A stinging pain, but outweighed by the human screams bouncing from wall to wall. The inquisitions did not show mercy, nor did they relent, nor did they take chances. The inquisitors were not normal by any means, they did not have a holy mission or a religion to follow. It was all for the sake of justice. And through that justice, order. And it was for the sake of that order everyone was tested. The pikes were not of claimant design, and so they did not harm the claimants. They were driven against the chest of every present individual, but only the humans would die. The claimants who called them compatriots shackled by their wails before being lead off into the Prism. One by one, step by step, moving to face their eternal punishments. The one whose sight he stole away was dragged off with the rest until all that was left rested an empty temple and a floor splattered with several thick pools of fresh blood beneath human corpses. 

“Another victory, justiciar.” 

“Don’t patronize me, Manas. There is no glory to be gained from our work. We simply did what had to be done, and even through that some people on our side perished unjustly.” 

“Then would you call this a failure?” The male asked him with a raised brow. 

“I’ll say we’re victorious when we’re no longer needed.” 

~

“Our mission was successful, as usual. The perpetrators have all been brought into our custody and their resources have been seized. I will submit a detailed report on the matter soon.” 

“Good. You haven’t failed me yet, Koiva.” 

He was always at odds with himself when speaking with Jayhe. She acted as both a symbol of admiration when in reference to his house, but also an icon of scorn when considering the well-being of Audomattadjia. It was Jayhe who suggested he and Audo be partners from the start, a ploy to have a method of keeping her eyes on someone so capable and close to her brother, but it inevitably backfired in the end. No one could have anticipated just how well the two claimants would get along. It should come as no surprise, to anyone who knew, that Koiva had grown to hate Jayhe for the woes she’d thrust upon Audomattadjia. 

“Then I’ll be taking my leave.” 

“Wait.” The ancient’s voice made him stop mid turn. 

“Is there a problem?” 

“You look tired. Have you been taking proper time to rest?” 

“I don’t understand. Why does it matter whether I rest or not? Does my rest appease the rampant desecration of order? If so I’ll gladly laze away the rest of my days.” 

“You know what I mean, Koiva.” 

“Then you should know the answer too. Now, if we’re done here, I’ll be going to finish my work.” 

He rarely spoke with the ancient of order, regardless of their shared element and name. When they did find themselves in one another’s company it was always the same. Short interactions sparked with vestiges of conflict and disdain for one another. On one hand Koiva heavily disliked her attitude and actions towards Audo. On the other hand, Jayhe could clearly tell that Koiva had no respect for her whatsoever outside of her being an ancient. If she weren’t, it was almost impossible to assume he wouldn’t dispose of her immediately… but she had no idea why. 

Koiva was good at keeping his secrets. Even better at it than the most reclusive claimants. Jayhe couldn’t keep her eyes on him at all times and he tried to make sure she couldn’t even when doing the most mundane tasks. When he wasn’t doing his duties he was entirely off the grid, and even when doing his duties his actions were secretive until the very last steps. She couldn’t count how many times she had seen him walk out of those doors, but every time he did it was like he disappeared from everyone’s sight. This time would be no different. The door closing behind him and silence from the opposite side. 

Walking down the halls where prisoners were kept didn’t bring him pleasure, but it was necessary to reach his office. It was necessary to pass the other Woxia and Gimnai who lowered their heads with both caution and respect. It was necessary to hear the echoing of his own footsteps bouncing from the walls. But what was different was seeing a new face waiting at the door to his personal quarters. 

“Kikana.” 

“Koiva.” 

“What a surprise.” He paused for a moment before stepping past her and walking into the room. “It’s not everyday I get a visit from you. I assume something is wrong.” 

“Sharp, but you will not make me out to be a bad omen.” Her response was stiff as she followed behind him and shut the door. He could almost feel the walls rattle beneath the pressure as the lights dimmed to nothing. He stood motionless, but he felt as if he were submerged in water. Darkness. 

“Well? I'm listening. I’m assuming you’ve already talked to lady Audomattadjia about this?” 

“I informed her in my own way, but I’m here to tell you because I know she will attempt to keep it from you. No doubt wanting to shoulder the task on her own.” 

“Of course. Then let’s get straight to the point.” 

“Indeed. From what I have learned a plan has been put into place to entrap her. As things stand Audo is in a position where there is no reason to really go after her. She hasn’t done anything to illicit, or is deserving, of negative attention because… well… she’s Audo.” 

“Not really the violent type or one for confrontations. If we were dealing with decent people we’d be fine.” 

“Her faction is currently being made out to be enemies to the ancients. At the center of that is Jayhe, of course. The real issue is that Xainayne has sided with her.” 

“And that means we’ll have to deal with Gahbreal.” 

“His current life is problematic. One of his strongest, but still too young and stubborn. He rejects who he is too vehemently.” 

“What are you saying?” 

“I’m saying he’ll be someone Audo can overcome. She is not weak by any means, and her skill with weapons makes her dangerous to anyone in a real fight. If they fight she will win.” 

“And then his allies will step forward—” 

“And my son is allied with everyone. He works for all ancients which means that his death will, in turn, call for a full retaliation. Gahbreal is a universal asset to the ancients. Audo will win the battle against him, but she will not win the following war.” 

“A setup. Is order so meaningless?” 

“Audo no doubt knows all of this by now. I trust you will do what you can to help her prepare in the meantime.” 

“Yeah. I understand. Although I trust she already has an idea in mind. This type of situation suits her well.” 

“Good… by the way,  Audomattadjia asked me something odd when I spoke with her.” 

“Asked you something odd?” It took him a moment before he looked genuinely taken aback. “That’s new. I wasn’t expecting her to actually approach anyone else for answers. As stubborn as she is I expected her to want to figure it all out herself and be stuck thinking about it for a millennium. And what did you tell her?” 

“I would have normally assumed she’d do the same, stubborn as the Void’s hunger. I told her I wouldn’t reveal your secrets, but I did tell her to go to Mayray if she wanted the answer.” 

“That daughter of yours will tell her exactly what she wants to know.” 

“I know. That was my intent. Under other circumstances I’d have refrained, but the answer is important for her.” Kikana approached him until they were face to face. Her eyes did not know how to display empathy, but he could see it nonetheless. “You two have been friends from the beginning, even when you were children. The answer matters to her because it involves you. I suggest you be prepared to confront her response with your entire being.” 

“I wasn’t expecting you to be so concerned. I hear you, I’ll tread carefully and with consideration.” 

“Good. I expect a good outcome.” 

“Kikana.” The woman was prepared to leave, but stopped upon seeing the serious look in his eyes. “You realize you’ve concluded your own son’s demise in all this. Would you not have us find another way?” 

“No. If he dies, then he dies. That boy isn’t my son. My son lies within his persistent soul. Gabriel lacks the understanding to be Gahbreal. It’s for that very reason he will die.” 

He almost felt as if could understand her just a little. Kikana was and still is one of Audomattadjia’s closest friends, with the only other comparison being Eva who was now deceased. The death of the last of their trio had clearly taken a toll on them both at the time, but Audo had always said it hurt Kikana more than herself. The darkness claimant growing even more distant than she had originally been. Perhaps this was just a part of her reluctance to give up on the past. She, after all, was the only one who referred to Gahbreal’s current life as the name he had personally chosen. Gabriel. She'd become overly protective of her children, but she clearly did not see this life as the son she knows.

She left just as quickly as she’d arrived and, just like that, the flickering lamp resumed its job. All Koiva could do was sigh. The darkness claimant had always made a habit of getting in his way, specifically when it came to Audomattadjia. No doubt his oldest friend would want to talk when he returned. And he would need to make sure he chose his words wisely based on how she perceived it all. Although, in his mind, he hadn’t believed it would really matter. 

Open the path.” The primary way he moved from place to place. Like a command directly to the realms which answered by connecting the space before him with where he desired to go. 



He had believed his words would have been less likely to cause a stir. The words of a friend meant to confuse or irritate her in some way. He had believed it would take her a lifetime to discover the answer, stubborn to the very end as she had always been with things like this. Audomattadjia had always been the type to want after growth, to trust in others, but never rely on them too heavily. With that thought in mind he expected her to find the answer well after his time had ended. And so he was surprised when stepping through the path he had opened. Met with silence. A tightness in his chest. 

She wasn’t in her room. He could tell because, even though he had only appeared outside, her door was ajar. And so, he walked through the night-shaded halls. Moonlight pouring in through the windows and illuminating what darkness it could touch. If she were away then perhaps it would be best to return to his own space within her home. The large estate like an elongated pagoda featuring a multitude of rooms for different purposes, easy to get lost in if visiting for the first time, but he had been there many times. It was why even the darkness of the night did not cause him to lose his way. But he did pause upon reaching his office. There were eyes staring at him from the dark. 

“Mayray. I thought you were at home, tending to the shrines.” 

The darkness claimant was not pleased. He could tell by how sharp her stare had become. She had always shared that same stare with her mother, no matter how much she hated her. “I couldn’t very much leave her like this.” 

“Leave her?” His eyes shifted to the cracked door at the end of the hall. “Is she in there?” 

“Lady Audomattadjia has been in there for a while. I’ve been watching. Now that you’re here I’m leaving. At least try to talk this through with her properly. You’re both awkward people. Something has to give.” 

Something has to give, huh?” Mayray could tell he was thinking. But above that she could tell his conclusion wasn’t anything good. 

“Don’t do anything stupid, Koiva. A lot of claimants call her a queen, and I know how you feel, but she still needs you.” 

“You’re still young, May. Smart, but young.” He responded while placing his hand on her head. An action that would normally cost several fingers, but something about it made her hesitate. As if what he were saying was a bit too important. “Claimants, especially aikekunai, are at times meant to be replaced. A need is never so simple. Especially not like this. I'd also suggest you take that same advice and apply it to your relationship with your mother.” 

Mayray had spent her entire childhood with Kikana before choosing to leave her family behind. It was why she felt her intuition wasn’t steering her wrong, although she certainly ignored his last suggestion. His words were serious, but most importantly… ominous. She couldn’t tell what it was Koiva was trying to say, but it wasn’t entirely good. He was the type to know what he wanted and only do what had to be done. He considered everything. So what would he do to appease Audomattadjia? 

“Talk normally. I can’t understand you when you’re that vague.” An attempt to make him clarify, no doubt. But he only smiled. 

“It’s nothing important. But I’ll make a request before I go.” 

“What? You know I don't do favors, especially not for you.” She responded while finally removing his hand from her head. 

“The way you fight is very efficient, especially for someone with my type of job. Inquisitions are too costly for both sides. There's too much bloodshed overall. So, why don’t you teach me a bit of your way of doing things.” 

“Really? You know the way I fight isn’t suited for battlefields. Besides, I've never known you to be one for mercy.” 

“I know, but sometimes change is a good thing. Besides, I think you’d be an excellent teacher.” A compliment? It made her pause for several seconds before she relented.

“Fine... I don't know what you're planning, but hurry up and go. You’ve wasted enough time.” 

Watching as he walked to the door made her heart thump in her chest. Mayray’s brow furrowed, her gaze letting up just the slightest bit. This wasn’t like him. The Koiva she knew was characterized by order, defined by his strict nature and inflexibility when concerning matters like confrontation. He never bent or relented and his arguments with Audo when it involved plans for her future could get heated when she did not consider every possible detail. But right now? This Koiva? It made her feel as if he were preparing for the unknown, beyond himself. Then again, unbeknownst to her, this would be her last time ever speaking with him. 

~

The door opened with a slight creak, but that was more than enough to catch Audomattadjia’s attention. She had been waiting, clearly. He could tell. His personal room as neat and tidy as ever, his desk and furniture all in perfect alignment. The only imperfection among it all being the woman whose head rose from the cool wooden surface where all his unfinished documents were spaced out neatly. Even with her head now lifted, her hair covered the desk like a black curtain. Her white eyes stared at him without relenting. Eyes which often unsettled others, but he could see all too easily. 

“Koiva.” She didn’t look happy at all. 

“C’mon. Don’t look at me like that.” His speech was quick and accurate as he closed the door behind himself and placed the book hanging from his side onto the desk. “You should be resting. It won’t do you well to be tired.” 

“You know I don’t get tired, Koi. I have rested far too much.” 

“I know, but you know what I’m saying. You didn’t even light a lantern. I’m pretty sure I remember you preferring brightly lit places—” 

“I’m sorry, Koi.” He paused when she began to speak. “I have caused you so much trouble. Even from the day we met. Even I can tell what Jayhe wanted from you after all this time, but I ignored it. I was and have been selfish.” 

“You’re not selfish Audo.” 

“Don’t baby me, Koi. Even I can accept my mistakes… This entire time I ignored it because I believed I knew you better than anyone else. I truly thought there was not a single person alive who knew you better than me. It was presumptuous, conceited and, as I already stated, selfish! Meanwhile I’ve caused you unneeded suffering with my actions. I personally didn’t want to face you even after being told the truth.” 

She could see him so clearly, compared to how she once looked at him. Suddenly it all began to make sense. She could remember when they were both much younger, before they head reached the point where they no longer grew physically with age. She had committed so much to her memory and especially after having been imprisoned for so long. She could remember his smile, his caring expressions, the luster of his skin and the brightness of his eyes even with such dark colors. Always wondering how such a deep, cool gray could be so expressive… but looking at him now and considering the truth she knew? It was all so matted and muted. She looked in the mirror and saw herself, but she looked at him and saw someone else entirely. 

Audo couldn’t help but wonder. Question how many smiles he had faked? How many things he had done without any real reason to do it?! A claimant with one of the highest stations of his house, made secret betrayer by someone he loved enough to turn his back on everything, and yet she hadn’t even noticed. He looked tired. Exhausted. His face still young but his features maturing steadily. Dark circles around his eyes and creases upon his expression from a lifetime of somber looks. His hair which was once black had, to her current notice, faded to a slight gray. Even the luminescence of his eyes seemed to be dulled and fading. Yet still his response to her was as standard as always. 

“That’s not something you need to worry about, Audo. You don’t owe me anything. Life simply moves as order ordains.” 

“You’re wrong.” A retort as childish as ever. 

“Some things are already decided. I’m not inclined to push back against the order prescribed by fate.” 

“But you’ve already done that multiple times!” She couldn’t recall the last time they had argued with one another. She had playfully assumed he was being on his best behavior, but now it seemed more like he just wanted to avoid the conflict. She approached, placed her hands on both sides of his face, and made him look directly at her. “You’ve gone against your very nature time and time again. I was simply too horrible to realize you have been doing it for me.” 

He sighed. His hands moving to remove her own from him. “You’re too stubborn. Don’t you understand that it doesn’t matter now? Honestly, if I’d known it’d cause this much trouble I’d have never said anything.” 

“Koi…” 

“Enough, Audo… Enough.” 

Neither of the two had chosen to say anything. Silence, accentuated by the dark. Audo had very little time in general to work up anything to say. She had only recently realized what was truly happening between them both. Koiva, on the other hand, had spent the vast majority of his entire life hoping on something which now simply wasn’t meant to be. There was nothing to be done, but Audomattadjia was not willing to relent. 

“There must be something I can do.” 

“What?” By now he was beginning to look annoyed. 

“Something! Anything! It doesn’t matter what.” He had assumed she was becoming angry due to his responses, but his frown deepened upon seeing her now. Thousands of years had passed them by, but he had never once managed to make her cry before. “Is there truly nothing I can do for you? After having used you all this time, I can do nothing for you?” 

“Audo, this doesn’t matter.” 

“How can you say that? How can you so eagerly throw away your own feelings?” 

“Audo!” He rarely ever yelled, but now his voice sounded hoarse. Almost as if he’d been yelling all day. “Over a thousand years have passed since we met. Centuries have passed within that time. Do you truly believe I’ve been eager or quick to act?” 

“No… you’re right.” 

“I’ve taken my time. I’ve put a lot, a lot, of thought into everything. Please don’t make it all meaningless now. If you need something to do for me then just act like nothing has changed because, truly, nothing has. Save your energy for the future.” 

“I don’t know if I can do that, Koi.” 

“Truly, you're just as difficult to deal with now as you were when we were children… I know what I have to do now. You may not be able to ignore this now, but I don’t plan on giving you the choice.” 

“What do you mean?” He could tell she was both curious and cautious. That was why he acted quickly. 

Go to sleep, Audo.” 

“Don’t you fucking dare…” 

She couldn’t even fight it. The force which caused her to act without her own desires considered. Her eyes shut, her body going limp as she fell forward into a deep sleep. Koiva didn’t allow her to fall. Catching her like this merely reminded him of how often she’d fall asleep and needed to be carried back home when they were younger, from the small lake shrouded by trees and filled with her favorite lotuses. Perhaps that was why he chose to stay on this chaotic path with her. Love played a big part in it all, and he had come to love her more than anything. But that had become both a boon and a curse. 

He carried her out of the room and down the many halls, making sure no one disturbed her rest. Her face still looked distraught even when sleeping. There was no doubt it would take time for her to get over this, but it was his choice. She would have to respect it. He entered her room, finding within the man made claimant and Audomattadjia’s consort. His eyes immediately caught them both and he sprang up with a worried expression. 

“Is she alright?” 

“Lady Audomattadjia is fine, just resting. Her day was... arduous.” Koiva responded as he placed the woman down on their bed. “I would suggest allowing her to sleep, for now. She will no doubt require gentle words upon waking.” 

“I appreciate your continued efforts for us, Koiva.” He was certainly a bright and caring man, but Koiva’s glare carried palpable discontent. 

“Of course. That is my duty… come to me.” The order was clear and, within seconds, the book he had placed on the desk came flying to his grasp. He did not open it, however. He merely placed it on the end table beside their bed. 

“You always carry that book with you. Do you plan to retrieve it later?” 

“No. I no longer have a use for it. Lady Audomattadjia will most likely get more out of it than me now.” 

“I see. I will let her know you left it in her care if you aren’t present when she wakes.” 

The order aikekunai looked at him for a moment. He didn’t blink or show a single crack in his character, purely the cynical gaze of a justiciar weighing the worth of someone standing before him. The male looked as if he wanted to say something, but refrained for good reason. It didn’t seem wise to speak, at least not yet. That was when, for what was the first time ever, Koiva held out his hand in the male’s direction. It was nothing so worthy of great accolades… only a simple handshake, and one he cautiously and eagerly returned. However, while there was caution, there was an even greater feeling of respect. 

“It has been my honor to work alongside everyone here. So many claimants coming together for a common goal. For their form of peace. I could not have accomplished something like this with my own methods or my own two hands... I’m grateful. So don’t fail my expectations, Liu Vall Gimnai.” 

“Of course.” 

The mutual shake did not last long, and just as it ended did Koiva approach Audo once more and place his hand on her shoulder. She seemed to tense in her sleep, almost as if attempting to wake up, but to no avail. “Sleep well... Goodbye, Audo.” 

A one-sided farewell, but one anticipated by fate. Deemed eligible by order. Liu watched him walk through the doors which shut softly behind himself and that alone was the last account of anyone having seen Koiva. Almost as if he simply disappeared from existence. Audo would wake up later that night, his order to sleep made null and void. An impossibly in her mind. A breach of nature, a breaking of order as she knew it. An outcome which could not take place so long as the aikekunai were alive. Not unless he gave the order to cease himself… she knew immediately that he was never going to come back when she awoke and he wasn't there. 

For a long while, she did not speak. For even longer she refused to eat. After the days of wailing for inexistent life she mourned in silence and what solitude she could gain and not even Mayray could keep Kikana from coming to attempt consoling her closest friend. A feeling as if a part of her very soul had simply vanished. Then, she chose to read. The book which he had left her. The tome she had assumed carried scriptures and hymns, notes from the beginning of order and words of wisdom passed down by his teacher and theirs before him… all she found was a journal. Words written on pages which never seemed to end no matter how many times she flipped through them. Words dating back to even before they had met. 

And so, she read. She read and through those words she learned. Not of the secrets of the world or the machinations of Koiva’s mind. Instead, she learned of the heart of someone who loved and was willing to do anything for that love. All until the final entry on the final day they spoke. 

~

Maybe I shouldn’t have said anything at all. I hate to think she’d figure me out, but if she does it’ll only make my plans more difficult. I’ve given up. I’m ashamed to say it. I’m tired, and there’s no respite in sight. Audo once again asked me what it is I want, but she can’t give that to me and I have no right to request it. Every time I think about it, it aches more. 

I’m getting old, and my mind is starting to affect my body. I’m slowing down. Even today I almost perished, my command slow to act and the condemned able to struggle against it. I’ve already made my choice. To start again, but I’ll have one final command for myself. A command on my lives, one to not interfere. The same suffering will not befall who comes after me and through that, I’m content. Perhaps I’ll be kinder in the future. Smile more often and be more friendly. But above all else I hope I’ll be loved. So I’ll only have a final command in my final moments, far removed from everyone's eyes and away from the notice of others… 

Koiva ceases here. Who I was will be no more, but that new life will return to her.” 

~

It was then Audo realized the truth. The first to realize that truth. Wherever he had gone he would never return, and whoever would replace him would no doubt come to exist without anyone’s knowing just yet. An aikekunai born in secret because the life before him chose to conceal their death. It was when she reached that ending of the book she finally began to move again. When she read those very words that she began to act. So, she searched and demanded everyone she could trust search as well. Whoever he was born as she would find before anyone else and she would dictate when his role as aikekunai would be revealed. No matter where, no matter who, no matter the means and no matter what would need to be sacrificed, she would ensure his soul remained loved... It was within that very same year she found him among her own trusted company, and that same year Koven Vall Woxia was born.

"Koven Vall Woxia. My personal love, and my personal means to atone."
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Originally posted by: Dobu
kaiju
played by kaiju · Jul 11, 2026
Red Queen and Fated Consort

The waves smashed against the shore and carried away with a slow retreat. The land itself looked as if a long war had been fought across it. An island of modest size, once capable of holding an entire village of humans, now reduced to a smoldering derelict of rubble. The earth filled with fissures and the results of impacts, the grass painted and splattered with a smoldering red blood. The sky itself a melted painting of deep blues and cascading orange emanating from the sun approaching the horizon. The smokestacks billowing against the sky as if wishing to flow along with it, meld into it, the souls of the lost wishing to become one with it. There was calm.

Perhaps that was why her heart was beating so quickly. Maybe it was the horizon’s beauty in the distance, but she wasn’t dumb enough to be so careless with these things. A ruler cannot be so weak. A queen cannot be allowed to fold. And yet, in this very moment… she was folding. A strong gust of sea air passed them and she could taste the salt on the air. Her white dress, now tattered and severed in certain places, waving in the wind like a war-torn flag. Her hair nearly just as long flowing with it. Her eyes locked onto one specific thing. 

“Gahbreal…” 

The warrior, her replacement by all means. She looked at his exhausted face, held up before her and by her very own right hand. Her left severed entirely and lying on the ground. He did not struggle, he instead seemed oddly content. That stoic expression he had since the moment he’d arrived to bring her here, ever present. He himself covered in cuts and bruises, his clothes not nearly as damaged as hers, a sign he would have mainly suffered from blunt damage. At least aside from the torn sections. 

“Why do you hesitate?” His voice caused her jaw to go slightly slack. “I requested this challenge. This is meant to be a fight to the death.” 

Her eyes went wide, her heart thumping again. Rubies glowing in the sunset as her grip loosened, but not enough to let him drop. She exhaled, as if something she had been holding onto for so long was released, and with that she responded. 

“No… I will not.” 

“What?” Gahbreal’s response was rightfully confused. She knew that. He had come to challenge her. To test himself against his predecessor. And he did so expecting to either walk away victorious or not at all. 

“You will not die here. I refuse such a thing.” 

He was baffled, but also left with a lingering rage. Perhaps that was why he did not attack the moment she lowered him to the ground and placed him on his feet. It made no sense, so he had to understand. Perhaps that was also why he did not yell. His eyes were certainly filled with malice and his brow furrowed, but his voice was calm despite his expression. 

“Why? What reason do you have to do this?” He spoke while standing tall. “The conditions of this duel were simple. We fight and one of us survives.” 

“This fight is my victory. Normally, I would not care for something like this… but you? You are magnificent.” 

“Excuse me?” 

“The way you fought, the way you… carry yourself and speak. Your ideals, your ambitions. They are all in alignment, but you have strength. You have power.” 

“Power? You would claim someone weaker than you has power?” 

She spoke as she began to walk past him and to the edge of the cliff at his back. “If a god were to look down on all of its creations and proclaim them weak, would that be realistic?” 

“Would you believe a god capable of being slain by its creations?” 

“Of course. I know your grandmother must have taught you, but perhaps I will push this lesson into you a bit more.” She turned back to face him. “Power does not simply encompass one’s physical attributes. It is the culmination of everything. The knowledge, the skill, the ability to put it into practice. We do not seek to be the strongest, we seek to be the most powerful. The one with the power to defeat all who would challenge us.” 

“The idea of overcoming all obstacles with one’s entire being. Yes, I know those words.” 

“Then you should know that even the highest among us can fall if a single person has gained the power to topple them.” 

A moment of silence, peace, serenity among the end of their battle. Gahbreal knew those ideals well. They were the same things taught to him by his mother and his grandmother. Words he had heard time after time, engrained into his memory and a part of him as a whole. It was one thing to hear it from them, but it was an entirely different experience to hear it from the source. The driving force behind his growth and the growth of his entire family. The words which first made him decide how to go about his purpose. The humbling truth, that one may never forget their own weaknesses.

“I did not believe you would be so adamant to those words. You truly are an admirable person... If you refuse to kill me, then I have no choice but to respect that. What would you have of me as the one who lost this battle?” 

He watched as a slender finger rose from her side. It was at this moment he had noticed the full extent of damage she had taken. Sections of her legs and arms sliced open, her entire left arm severed, a gash going down her chest and to her hip… and yet still she looked no different from the moment he had met with her at the beginning of this. Then he noticed the finger resting on its target. 

“I will have you.” 

“Pardon?” They had fought for three days straight and yet not once did he look as surprised as he did now. 

“You heard me. I will have you. I know your family’s customs well, Gahbreal.” 

“You’re serious. You know the complications this will cause across the realms, correct?” 

“Oh, I know. But I see it so clearly in you. The ideal character of my consort. Those in your family have a tradition, that those who are bested in combat must become bound to that opponent if they so desire. And I do desire. I desire you as my consort.” 

“And what of everyone else’s opinions?” Gahbreal questioned with a glare. 

“We will only tell our most trusted allies. Even if it is only a handful of people you may decide. I will even remain in my prison for the sake of keeping up a guise of separation, but I will expect ample pampering on a regular basis. We can both keep secrets, but I will have my desires.” 

It was almost… unreal. Nothing had prepared him to believe this figure of power he had been told about since he was little would be so... normal, if you could really call it that. She was oddly proper and direct, but spoke in the manner you expect from some spoiled princess. Perhaps that was why she had chosen to make this decision. No matter the reason, it didn’t keep him from laughing. It was almost reassuring to laugh like this. As if all the tension he’d ever had was relaxing away. 

“If you want me, then you shall have me. I’m not opposed. I was prepared to fight you and yet I was not prepared for this. Your desires really do lead your life as they say.” 

“And is that so bad? My desires must be met, because my desires are everything.” 

“Then tell me this. I've been bested as a warrior, my power proven to be lacking in comparison to yours. What are you seeing in me right now that you desire?” Gahbreal’s question caused her to begin walking her way back from the cliff down to his position as she responded. 

“I see someone who cares for those who require that care. Someone who is willing to do anything for the sake of those he calls family and allies. I see a proud warrior, but most importantly I see a gentle and caring man. You may be the aikekunai of the ancients, but for me you will be my champion. The champion who cares for those weaker than himself and defends against the terrors of his fellow claimants.” 

He knew it when he asked, but he wasn’t expecting it to be so genuine. The sun finally falling behind the horizon and blanketing the sky in the darkness of night. It was almost as if she were purposefully targeting the gaps in his heart, yet at the same time clearly stating her own vulnerabilities. She was telling him what she was missing and requesting that he give her what she desired, and stating that he had the means… with that, he had no reason to remain firm. Especially when he was being guided so caringly. The hundreds, even thousands of claimants he had seen, battled and defended in kind; yet none held such a stern sway over him. And looking at her now it felt less like the demand one might choose to view it as. Her eyes gave her away. The conviction to place vulnerabilities on display just for this desire and request.

“I’ve heard enough,” he stated as he lowered himself to a single knee and rested his axe on the ground. Since their fight had started it was the first time she had seen his right hand release it. A part of him, and yet he was placing it aside to lift his hand toward her. “Then I will honor that tradition here, just as my mother and her mother before them has. I will be your consort and your champion.” 

“And you will not change?” 

“No matter how many lifetimes may pass me by, I will always remain the same. Even if one may stray momentarily, I will always find my way to you in the end. You've convinced me to do at least that much.” 

“Oh," she responded as if she had expected him to refuse. "Well, I do not personally mind if you have a second or possibly third wife along the way, as I am sure things will get a bit lonely, but you will promise me that I will remain the most important. Even if it’s a secret. You will always leave your heart with me.” 

“Then I will make that promise; a vow on my very soul. Throughout all my lives. I will always return to you. No matter how my soul may twist or bend, you can rest assured that I will find my way to you.” 

“Then call on me and make it official. Gahbreal. To claim me, state it like a desire. As if the choice never existed... like it is fate. Our destiny.” 

“Then I shall say it like this, for every shadow throughout all the realms to hear." She placed her hand on his palm, eyes which were once as red as the essence of life now like crystal clear blue waters. She could feel it again, the thumping within her chest. Even more intense than she had remembered. She wanted to believe it entirely right then and there, but her eyes like roses refused to give in until she heard the words. A proclamation no one else had ever made or was willing to make. "Just as you have claimed me as yours, so too have I claimed you as mine... You are mine, Lilith.” 



His eyes grew wide, the motion of his hand stopping entirely atop his daughter's sleeping head. Gabi did not mind. Entirely lost in whatever dream she could possibly be having. His brow furrowed, his heart pounding as his eyes turned to the window and peered out at the night sky. Each star sparkling in the distance like their own little world apart from theirs. The symphony of life and eternity. The universe outstretched. He thought for a moment about how peaceful everything was around him, and for a moment he despaired. However, that disparity was quickly brushed aside and cast away. For what reason did he have to despair? All he had managed to do was remember something he had somehow managed to let slip his mind. Something he could never possibly forget.

"Gahbreal?" Cyva's voice pulled him back to reality and from his thoughts. "You seem troubled. Are you feeling well?"

"Yeah. I'm good... I just remembered something very important."
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