Invitation to an Intricate Pleasure: Part 13
Desperation. Suffocation. Panic. Rage. Suffering. So many words which could be used to describe the feeling coursing through her veins. There were flashes of red behind her eyes, sparks of entropic mentality, drops of diluted sanity at random attempting to measure and balance the dramatic shift. Her face twitched, breaths stifled and quick as the burning in the back of her mind grew stronger and stronger-
“Gabi!” her eyes shot open as she gasped for air. “You stopped breathing again.”
“Is that so? I apologize, but you don’t have to worry. Grandmother taught me how to go for hours without breathing. Said it would help with work... how much time has passed?”
“Almost a whole hour.”
“Okay, then I didn’t oversleep... your speech is much clearer now,” she spoke as her eyes rested on the boy. “You’ve been doing well with your studies.”
“You’re a strict teacher, auntie.”
“Not as strict as my mother. You’d have probably run away by now if I followed her example.”
“Speaking of that... have you found any information on my mothers? I know you’ve been busy, but-”
His voice seemed to fade away with each passing word until there was nothing left. All that flushed through her mind was the sight of the boy’s mother, her sister. She could see it so vividly that it made her stomach turn. It was something she could not possibly forget, no matter how much she wanted to try. The memory of Verin’s head lying on the ground something she found haunting her more with each passing moment. She knew that she had no choice, it was either her sister’s life or her own. However, it was Kiran’s existence which filled her with an entire series of regrets.
“No,” she started. “As far as I know both the Ancients and Treasures are nowhere to be found. I have not seen Rensai, nor have I seen Verin.”
“I understand...”
“I’m sorry, little angel.”
She pushed herself up to her feet. She had not slept in such a long time, but a single hour was long enough. There was no use for a bed, but as she rose from the floor the sticky threads of thick liquid blood attempted to tether her to the floor as she stood to her feet. Droplets of molten colors pouring from her person, but none so thick as the crimson red that covered much of her person. Eyes like scolding pools of deathly scarlet. Her hair hung low compared to what it once had been, but her wings did the same as if draped down her back more like a cape of feathers. Much too heavy to lift her into the air.
“Are you leaving?”
“Yes. My work is almost complete, but there’s a little more left to do,” she spoke as she approached the front entrance. “Once things are handled, I will return, and we will finally be able to leave this place.”
“Do you think we’ll be able to go back to the world you spoke of? Where everything is normal?” he asked as he watched her strap her mother’s rapier to her side and lift her father’s axe up to her shoulder.
“Of course. We will escape this place, together. I promise you that. I won’t allow you to suffer, I refuse. As of now, you are my everything.”
She looked around the building. What was once her mother and father’s home now a bastion of defense. The windows were completely covered, and the walls had been reinforced by her own hands. There were no blemishes, no breaches of security and she would not spare any expense to keep the boy safe. She had brought him here to keep him away from the endless fighting and she would not allow him to face any form of harm. That was the promise she had made her sister, or was that even her sister? Was any of this real?
She questioned it time and time again, whether she was making the right choices. She examined the path she took through the home every time she returned, bloody footsteps and droplets of dried blood leading into the kitchen and to the spot on the floor where she had chosen to sleep when she could. Although, she only ever found herself sleeping when Kiran begged her to do so. There was more than enough food stocked around the building and toys which he could use for play, but this would not be enough for him. However, the time was quickly approaching in which she could free him from this prison.
“Auntie?” His words dragged her attention from the room and directly to him. He always seemed to look worried, but that was when she put on her best smile and leaned in to kiss him on the forehead.
“Don’t worry, my little angel. It’s almost over. I’ll be back when this battle ends.”
“Can’t you rest for a bit more? You rarely ever sleep.”
“I don’t need to sleep. The sooner this war ends the sooner we can return to a place of peace. A place where we can rest, and a place where we can possibly find your mother. So, please, stay put and I will return... It is time for me to go.”
“Okay auntie.”
“Kiran?” Gabi spoke as she placed her hand on the child’s head. “Do you remember what I always tell you?”
“Yeah. Try to stay inside, and if I must go out then stay near the home.”
“You’re such a good kid. Now don’t worry, the battle will be over shortly.”
“Take care, auntie.”
Gabi smiled as she stepped towards the entrance to the building. Her wings dragged on the ground behind herself, a cloak of black feathers which stuck together with a deep black gunk of vital fluid. It had looked like all forms of blood had been mixed over the black feathers into a matted layer of sticky goo. Her hand twisted the doorknob and pushed the door open, the breeze hitting her face as she looked out at the far horizon. The rising sun hit her face in a way that made her skin tingle, as well as illuminating her features far more than they had been. It was then that, outside of the dark lighting of the inside of the home, it could be seen just how exhausted she had become.
The dark circles around her eyes made it look as if she hadn’t slept in months, but that could be taken literally seeing as to how she had only recently slept at the request of Kiran. Only to ease the boy’s worries. Her clothes could barely be called that, nothing more than tattered cloth draped over her person and kept close with a leather strap tied around her waist. There were parts of the clothes which had been torn and others which had been cut; the difference visible by the scars which covered a large portion of her body. The only place on her person which managed to go without harm was her face, but the speckles of dried blood on her cheeks and forehead more than completed her current form. She looked as if she had been living through a constant battle, her hair shiny and moist with blood just as her wings were, but she still looked up at her surroundings to absorb the peace of her mother and father’s home.
“Close the door, Kiran.”
“Yes ma’am!” he called out as the door slowly closed behind her, the sound of the heavy lock clicking into place causing Gabi to sigh.
“Good boy, not much longer now.” Her eyes rose to the sky above, a tint of deep orange and soft blue filling the air. “It’s almost over. Just a few more now, so please forgive me for lying to you... Kiran.”
Her wings lifted from the ground, heavily dragging themselves to an upright position as the feathers spread outward and lifted above her head. There were a few starting motions as the wings fanned outward and pushed forth gusts of air which steadily lifted her from the earth until she found herself rising into the morning sky. Her eyes examined the horizon as Gabi gained height, her eyes peeling away the façade she had made for Kiran. Just out of the seeable horizon of their home the land looked baren and tainted red, buildings destroyed and in ruins, cities desolate and abandoned perhaps cleared being a better word. It looked as if the entire world surrounding their little refuse had been bathed in blood and war. Violence unimaginable.
She could feel her eyes watering at the sight of it, blinking a few times before realizing the red which swelled in her sight. She raised her right hand, the clawed gauntlet appearing before her eyes and easing her mind. A part of her was pleased that Nammay had made it like her father’s axe, capable of absorbing the madness of its wielder, but she also felt disgraced for needing to rely on it. She looked at her father’s axe which rested in her left hand, pulsing as if life coursed through it and yet she could only frown at the item.
“I know I’m not your owner, you don’t have to tell me every single day. You’re my father’s companion, and a fake at that. We may not care for one another, but as his daughter you will obey. At least until all of this is done. Just one more battle, Ruinous Edge.”
Gabi looked down at their home one more time before her wings carried her off into the distance. Leaving behind the peaceful and serene sight for that of a new view marred in anguish and turmoil. Life was spars, outside of random wildlife which now roamed freely. The people who would normally fill the void of emptiness in the world were now all but gone. It wasn’t just the claimants who had begun to attack her, but everyone including the humans. If she hid, they would find her location no matter where she went. That is why, for the sake of Kiran, she took the fight to the rest of the world.
Only their home was a safe place, only the place they shared was a peaceful place. The rest of the world was nothing more than a battlefield. She chose to strike first, chose to fight all her enemies head on! This was her choice, no matter how it had been forced upon her. There wasn’t a single life that could be spared if it might possibly bring harm to Kiran, the only purpose she carried in that entire world. She didn’t even question it or think of any other way. If they wouldn’t stop attacking her then she would have to clear the threat, erase the problem, and so she chose to be the remaining victor... now, with a world covered in corpses and blood she would fly to the last remaining fight that remained. The ones she had attempted to avoid. No one could survive. No man, no woman, no child. Not even her family could be spared, and she knew that.
The dust blew carefully by, drifting across the ground like midsummer snow. The red tinge was an ominous and odd color compared to what should be expected, but it became clear why the tint was present as the dirt was carried by the air over the bodies which filled the streets. The buildings were desolate, emptied out, the only remaining symbol of human life even having existed being the bones and decomposing bodies which were littered about. Most cities looked like this. In fact, all the cities around the world now looked like this. The roads and some buildings tinted red with the blood which had been shed, but none was as fresh as it was here.
The city was a disaster. It was clear that it had recently seen the deathly status of war, but it was no normal war by any means. Military barricades and equipment were strewn everywhere, buildings boarded up while armored vehicles and artillery battlements could be seen now resting out of use. It was only to be expected that it was all now collecting dust. Most of the vehicles were torn through or simply torn apart, as if some wild creature had peeled the armor away and ripped the operators out of it. Others were not so lucky; with the inside of the vehicles they inhabited now coated in blood and gore. In fact, no one was lucky enough to survive. Holes blown through buildings, people thrown to the streets and snuffed out like mongrels. Merciless, violent, as if some malevolent being had descended from the heavens and sentenced the entire city to death. Even children were not spared, no one safe from having their body mangled.
It was enough to make you vomit, bring tears to the eyes of anyone unfortunate enough to see it. Bodies hanging from the walls and light posts, limbs scattered around, people who looked as if they had begged for their lives only to see the impression of what looked to be a footprint having stepped through their chest cavity. There was so much death, without mercy or procedure, that the streets and buildings were a now freshly painted crimson which dripped down and covered almost everything. The only things which went without the same color palette were the rooftops of buildings, and that was only a choice few. Nothing more than an utterly dreadful sight, but it was also a sight the two aikekunai had grown accustomed to.
“She’s been avoiding us all this time, but there’s no doubt that she’s still here somewhere,” DeVian said as she clutched her halberd.
“Gahbriogyva has not only killed my sister, but she has also taken Kiran.” Stasia examined every single corpse as if disgusted by what had transpired. “We haven’t found his body yet after all this time. She knows where Kiran is. I know she does.”
“We will find him, don’t worry.” It was an attempt to calm her lover, but also an attempt to reassure herself. They had only ever run into Gabi once since this entire thing had begun. At the time she fled, but that only led to them following her trail the entire time. Searching desperately for Gahbriogyva, for both revenge as well as the child.
“It has been a difficult task to approach her,” Kikana started as she rose from the shadows at their feet. “My granddaughter has senses that make going near her an impossibility without her noticing. However, today things were different. Everyone is gathered, everyone is in position... she’s still here. I’ve seen her myself.”
“Then what are we waiting for? Hurry and take us to her!”
“Calm yourself, Desdon. This is the first time we’ve seen her in almost a year. She is not the same as she once was. I know you two have your reasons for being here, as do we all, but this is not something that we can just rush into. Her current state is uncanny, odd even for her. I don’t know what exactly she wants, but she must die, and this will likely be our only opportunity for the foreseeable future.”
“Take us there. We don’t have time to waste, Kikana.”
“With pleasure.”
It wasn’t just the three of them. This was the group which consisted of the people Gahbriogyva had chosen to avoid. People she felt she could not face. It wasn’t simply due to thinking they were stronger than her, but the scale tipped far more in the direction which told her that they were all precious existences to her. DeVian, Stasia, Kikana, Hellfire, Jillian, Mayray, Nier, Harvel, all people who had reasons to give chase following her actions. Sure, they were looking for Kiran as the main priority, but they were also seeking revenge for the lives which she had taken.
Walking through the city was like something out of a nightmare. They knew where she was, so all they had to do now was go to her before she could escape. Each step through the ruined streets being followed by the squishy sound of blood and flesh beneath their feet. They were all being exceptionally quiet, as quiet as they could be given their environment, something which Kikana had chosen to help them all with given her own teaching turning into their greatest detriment. It was she who taught Gabi in the first place, so it was also her teachings which made the girl an effectively quiet killer when she chose to be. It was also for that reason that they knew it wasn’t anything odd when Kikana lead them directly to a building which let out no sound whatsoever.
“You’re certain she is in here?” Hellfire questioned his mother who only responded with a glare.
“If Kikana says she’s here then she’s here,” Harvel snapped at his son. “This isn’t something she’d be unsure about. You should be able to tell as well by now.”
“Death.” Their eyes fell on DeVian in tandem following her choice of words. “This place is coated in death. There are so many souls crowding this single building that it’s difficult to see anything else. From humans and claimants all over the world. I have no reason to believe anyone other than Gahbriogyva would be inside.”
“Then what are we waiting for? Let’s go before she decides to leave.”
Now it was none other than DeVian who led the group into the large sports center, Stasia at her side as they stepped through the doorway. It was nothing less than a gore festival in the halls of the building. It looked as if the humans and some claimants had attempted to fight back, but Gabi had also gracefully painted the walls with their bodies. Lights hanging from the ceilings if not outright broken, blood saturating the halls with such volume that it physically dripped from the ceilings which even had some bodies plowed into it. Nothing about it felt right as they approached the door which they all knew she would be behind.
It wasn’t fear, nor confusion, it was just unsatisfiable hate. Something that had existed for a long time and was now finally worth acting on. It was what drove them to enter the room no matter how much they wanted to turn away. What gave them the strength to press forward when all their instincts screamed for the opposite. It was also what made their faces twist in both disgust and distress when they finally spotted the girl. In the auditorium where the people had gathered, the lights barely capable of functioning under the circumstances of the building, she stood amongst the mounds of bodies where she could be seen physically tearing them apart. The last remaining of humanity, broken beneath her heel.
“Gabi!” Stasia cried out in her direction, but it was a mistake Kikana found troubling.
“What are you doing? We should have utilized the element of surprise.”
“You’re here... I’ve been waiting.” Gabi’s voice held no form of reasonability within it. Her face was blank, but her eyes still had the slightest glimmer of hope. “You’re the ones I believe I can trust, the ones who I call family. So, you are the ones I would make myself believe can snap out of the madness of this realm. There is no reason for us to fight one another.”
“You killed my sister,” Stasia stated only to be met with Gabi’s red glance.
“She's my sister too, and she was the one who attacked me first. If Verin had stood down I would not have had to go so far, and the same goes for my mother and father. Had they not attacked me first things would have been different, but I had no choice. It was either me or them. Then the entire world began to do the same, attacking me as if I’m some kind of great enemy.”
“Would you say that you aren’t?” Harvel began. “Do you know how many people you’ve slain? What exactly you’ve done?”
“I know what I’ve been doing!” Her voice had become louder, almost unbearably so. As if her voice refused to go unheard by anyone in the general vicinity. “Once everyone began attacking me, I made the choice! I tried to stop them all, tried to talk to them, but no one ever listens! It’s as if no one is willing to hear what I have to say or change their minds, so I had to strike first. I had to and I’ve been doing it every single day for the past year! I know exactly what I’ve done and that is why this is the final battle.”
“The final battle? What are you talking about? I don’t care about any of that, but you will tell me where Kiran is!” DeVian’s words dragged Gabi’s attention away from Stasia.
“And what business do you have with him? I will gladly bring you directly to him, but that is after you’ve made your choice, Princess.” She spoke as she stood tall. It was clear to see the woman covered from head to toe in blood, both her mother and father’s weapons clutched tightly as the clawed gauntlet rested over her hand. Covering her feet two black greaves could be seen and another gauntlet covered her left hand. Her eyes were completely serious, but the hope remained all the same as she spoke her next words. “Will you stand down and cease this battle?”
“Why would we do something like that after what you’ve done?” Nier questioned his niece whose face became surprisingly different.
There was a stinging pain in their stomachs as they saw her entire face twist into the most agonizing smile they had ever seen. It wasn’t anything that had to do with pleasure, but a pain so intense it was unable to be concealed. Tears flooded her eyes as she looked at the only remaining parts of her family and chose her next words wisely. However, even with all that thinking, it couldn’t contain the parts of her which remained. The only person among them affected the most by this sudden outburst of emotions from Gahbriogyva was Stasia. It wasn’t because of any deep connection, as they both clearly had reasons to dislike one another, rather it was that Gabi’s face when she cried looked almost exactly like her infamous crybaby mother.
It made them remember exactly who Gabi was even through all of this. There may not have been a connection by blood, but this was still their baby sister. It made them question how old she had become, but most importantly how things had ended up like this? This was the sight of their sister begging for help, something Stasia might have never believed would be a sight they’d experience, but it was still not enough. No matter how desperately Gabi would want this to end it never would. In her sibling’s mind she simply had to die. And not only her, for it was the same for everyone else.
“No amount of begging will save you now, Gabi. There is no running away from this fate,” Stasia said as they and DeVian both drew their weapons. “Tell us where Kiran is, or we will force it out of you. Then you will have the luxury of death.”
“Then I suppose you’ve all made your choice.”
Gabi’s smile faded away like storm clouds following a spring downpour. With it, so too did that small vestige of hope bleed from her eyes, leaving nothing more than the black orbs which steadily sparked with red glows. She did not sigh and did not complain. She only raised her wings from the ground slowly as the blood which covered them dripped down to the floor. Her expression had already taken on a different one by now, but it was not the obscene hatred they had all expected to see. Instead, it was a blank nothingness carrying red tinges of frustration as she raised Gahbreal’s axe and Cyva’s blade.
“Don’t do this Gabi. Just surrender quietly, you know you can’t win.” Jillian’s words made the girl turn her attention to her directly.
“I can’t win? Don’t think this is going to be easy. Because of all of you I’ve been forced to fight, to kill without rest for the past year! I am not the claimant I once was. I won’t be giving any more chances to back down.”
“You were always cocky, but you’re dealing with multiple aikekunai. This isn’t a joke Gabi,” Nier responded as he drew his weapons.
“My father was also an aikekunai. You’ll all be no different,” she said as the rest of her armor appeared on her person.
A jet black, the same color as her wings, clinging to her person in a manner that just proved the excellence in Nammay’s craftsmanship. It clung to her body as if made to mimic her ever muscle and become nothing more than a shell over her skin with a design which filled every junction with an edge. Sleek yet entirely deadly if used in the right way. The tattered and bloody red cape which rested between her wings a symbol of her conquest as the wolflike helmet, reminiscent of her father’s, shaped itself over her head with the jaws agape to reveal her face.
“She must be put down,” Harvel said as he drew his sword and raised his shield. “I’ll deal with this myself.”
“I don’t believe that is a good idea-”
“I would suggest attacking me all at once.” Gabi started as she watched Harvel approach her with weapons in hand. “Or I suppose you all need an example before you begin to understand. This will not be an easy fight.”
Gahbriogyva rushed to his position with Gahbreal’s axe raised above her head. Harvel reacted in a way Kikana might have expected, with a technique he often used to draw enemies against his defense and immediately counter with his flames. However, the moment her weapon collided with his shield a wave of fire burst forth from them and engulfed the entire building in a large explosion. It wasn’t until the smoke cleared and the crumbling building revealed rays of the sun that they could see the fruits of Harvel's’ labor. The axe having torn directly through the shield which was also pressed firmly against himself. His defense having crumbled underneath her raw physical power. The fight had only just begun, and she had already slain one of them without mercy.
They could see her looking down on them, as if they were all trash in comparison. Even with everything which had transpired it was impossible to forget that this was still Gahbriogyva. A claimant who enjoys combat more than life itself. Her eyes glowing a red so sharp it was hard to look at, but the glare they emitted became bearable the moment she reached her hand up and lowered the top of her helmet. Shutting the wolf’s maw which now covered her face, red shining between its teeth. Comparing her to Gahbreal, it reminded them of the name he would often call her by... Wolf Pup.
“You seemed confused, DeVian, when I called this the final battle,” the words resonated from within her helmet as she approached.
“I’m not confused at all. This will certainly be your final battle.”
“This is a final battle for all of us... With the few lives that made up this miserable city’s last stand, I’ve ground the numbers down to all that mattered. No humans nor claimants other than us yet live. We are all that remain.”
“You lie,” Stasia started. “How could you even be so sure that you didn’t allow anyone to escape?”
“It’s because of her sense of smell,” Kikana answered them in Gabi’s place. “She’s always had an exceptionally strong sense of smell, so aside from flying above and spotting movement, she can track a scent for miles if need be.”
“If that’s the case then all it would take is someone leaving the slightest trail and she could find them.”
“And I was very thorough in my search, Aunt Jillian. Anyone left unaccounted for could be a danger to Kiran and I could not allow that to persist. However, there’s almost no need to worry any longer. I’ll be leaving this false world with your lives as the price to pay. Then me and Kiran will both be free.”
“Enough!” DeVian’s voice rose as her halberd collided with the flat of the axe in Gabi’s hand. There was a moment of confusion, lurking behind the child of death’s eyes.
“I told you this won’t be easy. Not even for you... I didn’t want things to end this way, but you’re all giving me no choice. I will persist for my goals alone!”
“Then you’ll have to die for those goals as well.”
Stasia was next to attack, using what seemed like a perfectly good opportunity to attack from Gabi’s side and yet the girl intercepted the scissors with the blade of her mother’s sword. It left them wondering if this was still the same girl they knew. The one who was always ready to fight yet had so much to learn. It was difficult to say that was the case now, watching as she effortlessly guarded both of their attacks without even the slightest sign of struggle. It was a combination of physical prowess and skill the likes of which she had never displayed before. The question was simultaneous in both of their minds. Since when had she become so strong?
“As I thought, you’re all cheap imitations. I refuse to believe that this is enough to stop the real you.”
With a strong push DeVian’s axe was moved aside and her attention was now focused entirely on Stasia, multiple thrusts and slashes of her mother’s sword in her sibling’s direction. Stasia held up, but also understood that the reason for that was Gabi’s decision to fight exactly as her mother always had. Her movements were predictable, straightforward, without error and yet so easy to avoid because of that. The only real problem was her tenacity. It was as if the girl had no limits to her stamina and always moved at top speeds. It only managed to slow down once DeVian joined in the fight again, but that only made things seem bleaker than before.
The pair found themselves barely keeping up as she now swung both rapier and axe in their directions. Heavy splitting strikes from her father’s weapons coupled with quick thrusts of her mother’s rapier made it difficult to gauge distance, but not so difficult that a proper fight couldn’t be put up against her. In fact, even with all that was happening, they still held the advantage. That showed itself the moment one of Jillian’s bullets collided with the axe and threw its aim to the side, causing a complete miss that left her wide open. However, when DeVian moved to capitalize on that opening, she found herself on the opposite end of the sword which was now facing her direction.
“Shit!”
“Don’t worry, I’ve got you,” Nier stated as he moved between the two with one of his blades warping into a shield to defend them both.
It was a proper tactic, making a clean opening for a counter on DeVian’s part if things turned out the way Nier had planned. Sadly, that was not the case. The impact of the point of the sword colliding with his shield carried more than enough strength to send him flying back into DeVian and pushing them both away. With that, her attention turned directly back to Stasia as Gabi’s wings lifted her from the ground and closed the distance between the two. However, as the rapier was moved forward to strike, the girl released an audible gasp as the blade was snapped in half from the impact of a bullet.
“Now!” Kikana’s voice called out as Stasia’s foot collided with Gabi’s stomach and knocked her back.
“No more hidin’ aye?”
“Just do your job!”
A swirling torrent of white flames burst in her direction to which she immediately had to act. Her fingers dug into the floor at her feet, lifting the cement to act as a useable form of cover. It wasn’t going to last, at least long enough for her to formulate a plan, but that was quickly found to not be the case when she found herself engulfed in what also looked like white flames from behind. However, it didn’t feel like fire at all and carried an oddly light blue hue to them. She didn’t even realize what was happening until her body stiffened and she found herself frozen solid.
“Good work Shinzo, Haden,” Kikana said as the two finally showed themselves.
“Well, you all did the setup. Luckily, she didn’t know a damn thing about the two of us.”
“We owe that to Cyva and Gahbreal,” Shinzo stated with his approach. “If they hadn’t gone so far to keep her away from us then she’d have known about us beforehand and been prepared to some degree.”
“That doesn’t matter now. What matters is that we caught her, and with her captured I'll be taking the information we need.”
“Once we have that information, put her down. We can’t risk her retaliating against us after this,” Kikana spoke as she retrieved Cyva and Gahbreal’s weapons from the frozen girl. “Be quick about it. The longer we take the more this all worries me.”
Gabi was not unconscious, although she certainly felt as if it would slip away at any moment. She looked at her grandmother as she pried the weapons from her frozen fingers, then at her sibling as Stasia approached to do as they were known for. Forcibly sifting through her memories and thoughts so they could find where Kiran was hiding away. However, her mind was not racing. She could see what was happening clearly, but her body relaxed more with each passing second. Almost as if she were in a deep and sudden sleep.
‘Maybe this isn’t so bad. Maybe this is the answer I was looking for this whole time. My mind feels as if it has been unraveling for a while now, but will I find calm after this? Perhaps Elysian or the Void? I wonder what mother and father would say when they see me. Or what Kiran would do when he realizes I’m not coming back...’
The very thought dragged her eyes open. She hadn’t even realized they had shut themselves, but the soft shades of red which reflected on the inside of her armor shaped an image she could not ignore.
‘Maybe it’s because I’ve gone so soft, or because I feel so unfulfilled, but I won’t allow things to end so easily. Not while I still breathe. For now, I know that I’ve come to forget who I really am. I’ve changed for the sake of that boy who needs me to remain strong... stronger than I've ever been for his protection. I won’t turn my back on that. I must accept what makes me the me I’m meant to be. Accept it and force it out. And perhaps this is the best way to do it. I don’t see any other path, so this is the one I will take... for now.’
As Stasia reached her hand forward, their eyes shifted up to Gabi’s face as the ice snapped ever so slightly. It was difficult to understand why she had chosen to take her next actions; however, it didn’t matter why so long as things ended up on the path they needed. That was why everyone outside of both Stasia and Gabi questioned the reason as to why when the ice shattered, and Gabi moved forward to her sibling, the armor disappeared from her person and Gabi willingly clasped Stasia’s hand of her own free will. There was no mutual understanding, there was no second guessing, just an uncompromising sense of this having to be done.
However, that very armor is what worked to retain her madness.
“My precious child,” the familiar voice caused Stasia to look around frantically. “So many things may be expected of you. You are the daughter of an aikekunai, you are meant to be strong and capable beyond your peers. No matter who you might encounter that will always remain a fact.”
“Cyva?” Stasia called out as the surrounding darkness cleared ever so slightly. It was as if they were incapable of sight, incapable of perceiving anything outside of those words. But then, as if by the sound of the woman’s voice alone, Stasia found themself unable to see anything but Cyva’s face. “What is this?”
“You will become whatever your heart desires, because you are you. No one else will be able to replace you. No one else will be capable of moving your heart unless you choose to let them. Your will is a will that goes beyond the bounds of others, so you must always be ready to move as the daughter you are. Gahbriogyva, my beautiful little angel. Never forget who you are.”
It was at this moment they realized what was happening, but this didn’t make any sense. From what Stasia could see this was the very first memory Gabi held onto, but it wasn’t right. Had both Verin and them not been present? Had they not been at Cyva’s side on that day? And where was Gahbreal? From what could now be seen the room itself was completely empty, devoid of all other life aside from the two of them, but this didn’t display the memories they knew.
“None of this matters. I must keep going until I find Kiran.”
It was a sudden rush, moving quickly through Gabi’s memories, her mind. At first it felt like a small itch, but with each passing memory it grew into a stinging, lingering tingle on the back of her mind. The black which once seemed to shadow most of her interactions was now visibly redder than it had been, but even with the speed at which things flew by there were certain words and phrases which almost seemed to sink into their skin. As if attempting to corrupt Stasia from the inside.
I can’t back down. I must remain strong...
There’s no time to waste. I need more power...
I’m too weak...
I’m too slow...
There isn’t anything I can do...
I need more. Without it I’m nothing...
I don’t compare to him at all...
Why can’t I catch up...
Why won’t he stop holding back...
Why do things keep ending up like this...
I need more power, more than ever before...
None of this will matter if I can’t get more power...
This still isn’t enough...
If I expect him to acknowledge me then I need more power...
He promised...
None of it made any sense, or perhaps that was how it seemed. With each passing memory Stasia experienced, the more fragmented Gabi’s mind seemed. It was almost as if she stored every single important memory into a file and everything else was left to be forgotten, but those small snippets which rested on the side were the parts where she seemed to smile and laugh the most. It was almost as if she found her own joy to be unnecessary compared to power. As if power itself was the overall goal and what she would need to claim a place next to her father. It was almost as if she had forgotten her mother’s words entirely-
Never forget who you are...
Stasia found their sight to once again be impaired. Shrouded in darkness yet again, but only for a moment. There was silence, but then a piercing red haze floated over everything around them as every part of the girl’s mind unraveled.
I will go beyond what once was and rise to something far greater.
There will be no more weakness!
No more second guessing!
You’d dare speak to me as if you’re worth the air you breathe?
I’ll snuff you out like the insects you are.
Feed your strength to me! Make me fight for it!
Don’t die yet or this will have all been for nothing!
I will be the most powerful, above everyone and everything else!
Such a drastic change had taken place, it was difficult to believe these were the memories of the same person. However, there was no time to investigate it. Stasia had been searching for any mentions of Kiran at all in her mind, but against all proper sense there had not been anything! Had Gabi not spent years with the boy? Were the two of them not as close as can be? From what they knew Gabi took on the role of older sister well for her nephew, but there wasn’t a single memory of him in her mind.
“Did she not even find him important enough to remember?”
What is this? Gabi’s voice was so calm it made Stasia stumble slightly. This doesn’t make any sense. How did I get here?
This was the first moment in which Stasia slowed down, the drastic change in the environment catching them off guard for a moment. It had immediately gone from being inside an expensive building to the calm beginning of a sunset. The wind felt so peacefully soft, the grass brushing against them as if they had entered some sort of dream, and yet it wasn’t until Cyva and Gahbreal started speaking that Stasia realized something was wrong. The red steadily vanished, the ever-present madness which made it difficult to think pushed into some unseen corner. Gabi was so ready to accept this moment that she didn’t even put up an offense or oppose the situation. She took it as it was and just lived as if nothing had changed, but it all felt so much like a dream.
Kiran was finally brought up in conversation not long after that, but not only did Gabi seem confused; she seemed as if she hadn’t even known the boy existed. A part of her was clearly pissed off and yet she chose to shrug it off. However, it wasn’t until she finally saw the boy that Stasia began to feel as if nothing made sense here. She did not vocalize the words for anyone to hear, but her thoughts were as clear as water.
My nephew. My precious nephew, perfect in every way. How could I have not known you existed?
“She didn’t know...”
I’ll protect you from anything, everything, no matter what it might be. That is my promise to you, little angel.
“What the hell is wrong with you?” Verin’s voice dragged Stasia’s attention to their sister who was clearly visible off to the side. “Are you crying? What the fuck?”
“Shut up! I’m not... as if I’d have a reason to ever do that...”
“A terrible liar,” Stasia said as they watched the girl hold the boy as close as possible. She attempted to hide it away with her wings, but it wasn’t nearly as effective as she thought it was.
I’ll make sure I find you when I return to my real home. Whenever this trial ends, I will find you.
The words themselves didn’t make sense. What did she mean by her real home? It was clear that something wasn’t adding up here, but what was important was that they had finally found the point in which Kiran had begun to be brought up in Gabi’s mind. What was bad, however, was how she rarely thought of anything else. It was hard to find a certain spot in her memories where things had begun to transpire, but then there was a sudden shift in everything.
“W-what are you doing? What is the meaning of this, dad?”
“What is this?” Stasia found themself watching from a front row seat. All this time it had been believed that Gabi was the aggressor from the start, but now they watched as not only Gahbreal, but Cyva also attacked her along with the maid she had hired. While it had been difficult before, when the red once again showed itself, it was like fire had begun to sear the back of their eyes.
That was when it happened, when Stasia saw that it was no attack, but rather Gabi attempting to run to their sister for help. It was then that Stasia also saw that it was Verin who attacked first. None of it made sense, not to them and from what could be seen not from Gabi’s perspective either. However, it wasn’t until Gabi had managed to win the fight that things seemed to reach their breaking point. The very action alone made the girl’s mind almost impossible to survive in. It was as if the girl were in constant pain, constantly screaming, constantly clawing at her own sanity and on the verge of falling apart... but then the crying could be heard, and all the madness seemed to make a path for it.
“Hey! It’s me, it’s me. Don’t worry. Everything is okay now. I’ve got you. Looks like it’s just me and you for now, huh? You don’t want to kill me, right? Right?”
There was nothing more than relief the moment Kiran was in sight. Gabi truthfully believed she was protecting him from everyone else, but it still didn’t make any sense. His whereabouts were yet unknown, but what Stasia had certainly come to understand were a few certain details. Gabi had been retaining her sanity entirely through her armor which was absorbing the excess madness, but it could barely do its job in her current condition. There was a time when Gabi thought it would be best to keep Kiran at her side, but no matter where she went everyone always found her and forced her to kill them all, and that was when she chose to settle him down somewhere.
“Of course, it would be that obvious,” Stasia found it to be the exact type of thing that Gabi would do. Holding up in her mother and father’s home after all of this. She continued through her memories for a while longer, watching as Gabi fortified the building to protect Kiran, but things only started to get dire when she realized what had taken place next.
As soon as the building’s defenses were set up, she left. She left the boy alone and only ever returned to feed him and care for his needs. She would bring food, water, toys, everything a child would want... but when she wasn’t doing that, she culled every single life she came across. It wasn’t always like that, but after she realized they would always attack her without caring for what she had to say Gabi found there was no other choice. With every battle she grew more powerful, with every new location a new level of destruction and violence, and with each life taken her madness only managed to grow more unbearable. It was as if every word she spoke had another voice which had its own interpretation. Then, she had reached that final day. That day on which Stasia came to realize Gabi had hunted everyone else down one by one aside from them, actively avoiding them out of fear before resting one more time in the same home as Kiran. Then they began to speak, but the madness was so strong her lips moved and yet her mind spoke entirely different words.
“Are you leaving?”
“Yes. Everyone is almost dead, then you will be safe. We can return to my true home when this is all over.”
“Do you think we’ll be able to go back to the world you spoke of? Where everything is normal?
“I don’t know, but I will do whatever it takes to get us there. To take you away from this nightmare.”
“Auntie?”
“Don’t worry, little angel. This is the last battle. My last battle.”
“Can’t you rest for a bit more? You rarely ever sleep.”
“I can’t rest. I will fight until this is over, then we can leave and go back home. I may have killed your mother here, living as a false protector, but I will return you to your real mother.”
“Okay auntie.”
“Kiran? Do you remember what I always tell you?”
“Yeah. Try to stay inside, and if I must go out then stay near the home.”
“You’re such a good kid. Now don’t worry, the battle will be over shortly.”
“Take care, auntie.”
The moment Stasia realized that Gabi had left Kiran at her parents’ home was the moment they were capable of relaxing. However, that relaxation was the greatest mistake she could have possibly made. As soon as the memory moved forward the slightest margin, with Kiran closing the door to the home, and Gabi rising into the air to see the world as it now was around her... there was nothing but madness. A madness so thick and viscous that it coated their every thought like a layer of bloodred slime. It was too sudden, too much, and the very thing that caused Stasia to release the girl’s hand.
“I know where Kiran is!” Stasia called out as they fell back. It was difficult to even remain focused after the experience.
“I knew you were weak.”
DeVian’s mind raced, moving faster than her actions could keep up with as she watched Gabi reach forward and grab Stasia’s arm as if not prepared to allow her to escape. It didn’t make any sense. Why would she willingly do something like that? No, why would she willingly do something like that again? She moved forward to meet Stasia halfway the first time, but now it seemed as if things were entirely out of control. Or at least that was how it seemed until a flash of red flooded half of the area.
“Gabi!” DeVian called out as she closed the distance.
“Wait your turn patiently. My sibling woke me up a bit, but that doesn’t mean you can tell me what to fucking do!”
She could smell it, hear it all so clearly. How long had it been since her heart raced like this? A smile spread across her face as the sound of a gunshot rang out just as she dragged Stasia into the path of Jillian’s bullet. It wasn’t a bullet meant to kill, and that was why it didn’t, but that didn’t matter anyway. It was only a moment in which they hadn’t attacked her, but that was more than enough for her to carry Stasia up into the air and out of sight entirely.
“Where did she go?” DeVian demanded.
“I don’t know,” Nier responded. “I would have tracked the position of Stasia’s weapon, but I was caught in Gabi’s gaze and can’t sense it right now.”
“Shit! How are we supposed to-”
DeVian found her words cut off by the distant sound of screaming from above. While Gabi was nowhere to be seen, Stasia could be spotted clear as day falling from extreme heights. Was this her plan of escape? To distract them by having to keep Stasia from hitting the ground while she moved Kiran somewhere else? Either way it meant nothing. So long as Stasia lived, they could find where Gabi had been and track them down from there. That was why nothing else rested on the woman’s mind outside of saving the one they loved, leaping into the air to catch her as Mayray formed a net of dark threads to slow their descent enough to keep it from being fatal.
“Are you unharmed? Safe?” DeVian questioned Stasia, but they did not respond to her at all.
“Where is she?!”
“What?”
“Gabi! She didn’t move when she dropped me! She’s still up there-”
There was a sound that couldn’t be called familiar to anyone outside of Kikana, the sound of Gabi pushing herself to speeds that no one ever believed she needed. The echoing boom of the sound barrier shattering before she swooped back into the fight with nothing but death on her mind. DeVian had placed Stasia back on their feet only seconds before Gabi landed directly on the woman at their side. It was sudden, difficult to follow as they dragged across the ground, but what had transpired became clear when the dust settled, her wings lifting her from the trail of blood which filled the trail of broken concrete and mortar.
“I knew you were weaker than the real ones, but to think you’d drop your weapon to save a life. You might have been able to defend yourself if you held onto that halberd... dear sister-in-law.”
Stasia was mortified at the sight of DeVian in shambles, body ground away between Gabi’s feet and the floor. This girl had taken everything away from her, and even though it was clear that some details were missing after going through her mind she could not forgive her for any of this. However, what do wants and desires mean when faced with power? What does any of it mean when a wall is placed in front of you that you can’t hope to scale?
“Gahbriogyva... I promise you, that I will kill you with my own hands! You will not get away with this!”
“Is that right?” Gabi’s voice sounded almost as if it enjoyed hearing her words. “Then by all means, make it happen. Beat it into me, the very essence of your power! Make me understand it! Ah! Give me the fight that only a false aikekunai can give!”
It was quiet, all but the sound of retching which echoed throughout the halls of the building... or what was once a building and now a pile of scattered rubble with lone-standing corridors. Gahbriogyva rested on her hands and knees as her fingers dug into the ground beneath her. While she was successful in forcing out her most violent urges, albeit through luck in assuming that this Stasia would also be weaker like everyone else had been, it did not do well for her mind. Everything seemed as if it were swirling around her as the bile poured from her mouth, surrounded by the corpses of those she called friends and family. She attempted to force herself up to her feet but fell onto her back before she could even gain her footing.
“It’s done. It’s finally done,” she said with a less than enthusiastic chuckle.
She finally found herself on her feet, wobbling slightly before her head surveyed her surroundings once more. Even with them all weaker than their real counterparts it was a fight more difficult than she had anticipated. She had no doubt overexerted herself to the point of exhaustion, and with each glimpse of their bodies her vision blurred, and she had to catch herself before falling over.
“It’s fine. This is all fine. None of it is real. None of it but Kiran,” she reassured herself as she looked up at the night sky.
Had she been fighting all day? No, the fight had ended while the sun was still up. Had she just been there struggling to gain her footing this entire time? That didn’t make any sense. The test was over. The trial was complete! She killed all her enemies, slayed every single person who dared to stand against her, what else was there to do? Had she been wrong? Did she do all of this for nothing?
She looked around again, this time with a panicked expression as she realized that this was all for nothing. The countless dead, the humans and claimants who were culled for what had apparently been no reason at all! She looked at the dilapidated corpses of her loved ones. Kikana, Harvel, Nier, Hellfire, Jillian, DeVian... Stasia. Then her mind strayed to Verin just before reminding her of her mother and father. She didn’t know what any of this was supposed to mean and it only made her question why everyone started attacking her. Confusion became questions, and questions soon became anger. Her wings folded so they could swing outward, blowing away all the bodies which surrounded her and yet the pool of blood at her feet remained.
“What was it all for? I’ve amassed so much power here, and for what? So much blood that it covers entire towns, fields of green now fields of red. Even I,” she paused as she looked down at her own body. Both armor and skin tinted with the deep red she had become so accustomed to. “Stained with this symbol of violence. Is this the realm I desired? Is this what it takes to craft it?”
She looked around again, the air now carrying a soft haze of red dust produced by her wings and the dried blood. She grabbed her helmet and tossed it to the ground before it disappeared. Her red eyes were the only source of light which could be seen other than the moon. She had come to hate the moon so much. A part of her felt as if it were nothing more than Lunia laughing at her with every step she took. It wasn’t anyone’s fault; Gabi had just come to view all the ancients this way. Every shadow, every ray of light, every life, every death, every droplet of water, every gust of wind, every flickering flame, every particle of ice, every form of nature creature and all, every law and every law broken, the very earth beneath her feet, the sun glowing in the sky and even time and space itself. After this long year she had come to hate it all with equal measure.
Her wings wrapped around herself, coiling her in a deep darkness which carried her away from that place she so desperately wanted to escape from. Only opening for her feet to touch the ground outside of her mother and father’s home. Her eyes looked at the horizon, the sky filled with plumes of smoke and red smog, as if the very earth itself outside of this little area had been subdued by the apocalypse. Then again, that could certainly be stated as truth. In her mind she wanted to face the boy, to tell Kiran that she was finally done and would no longer have to leave, but then what? How would he react when he came to learn that this was it? That they would now have to live in this desolate place with all other life snuffed out by her hands?
“Aunt Gabi?” her head turned to spot him standing in the doorway to the house. “I knew I heard you out here!”
“Yeah... it’s me.”
Even seeing him now she couldn’t keep from smiling. This was the only family she had left and that meant everything to her. A slight vestige of peace in her mind to ease her sorrows. The boy rushed to her position, not caring about the armor of the layer of blood that covered her entirely. He didn’t question anything, didn’t care about the details. He was simply glad that she had returned home, and she knew it.
“You’re such a good kid. I don’t deserve this.”
“What do you mean?”
“I failed. I tried to find us a way to get back to peace, but I failed. I failed and now we’re the only ones left,” she spoke as she held the boy close. It was an odd feeling. Something about him made her feel so relaxed, before she knew it the tears had already begun to pour down her face.
“It’s okay. All that matters is that you tried.” It was pathetic, having to rely on the boy for comfort, but then he spoke a phrase which made everything go quiet. “You always said this was a trial. Maybe there’s something you missed.”
“Something I...”
‘This trial isn’t about fighting, it’s about murder. Kill to your heart’s content, kill until you become sick of it, disgusted by it, turned off from it, and then kill some more. You must kill. Get it out of your system, understand it. Only then, will you be capable of passing this trial.’
“No,” she spoke under her breath as Kiran released her and began making his way back to the building.
“Come on! Let’s go inside and then you can sleep!”
She followed behind him slowly, each step seeming slower than the last. It felt as if time weren’t allowing her to proceed any further. In her mind she knew the answer, but in her heart, she was unprepared to accept it. However, she knew that this would never end if she were not prepared to make this choice. If she did not raise her hand above her head and clench her teeth. If she did not cast aside her cares and worries. If she weren’t prepared to make a sacrifice beyond what she had made up to this point.
“It’s okay,” Kiran’s words caused her to stop in her tracks. He did not move, did not turn around, only spoke. “I know what needs to be done and so do you. You’ve taught me so much, so I’m not stupid. This time with you has been priceless, but you’ve been fighting a war for this time to persist. Now, it’s time to let it go.”
“Kiran-”
“This is my world and there’s nothing left in it for me. I’ve seen it with my own eyes, even if you wanted to keep it from me. I know.”
“I didn’t mean to lie, little angel. I didn’t-”
“That doesn’t matter now. What matters is that you don’t belong here, but I do... and there’s only one way for me to be a true part of this world with everyone else. So do it, please. Send me to my mother.”
Her hand shook as it rose high above them both, her teeth clenching as her eyes grew wider. Her heart raced, feeling as if it were going to explode in her chest. Every passing moment felt like utter agony, unbearable pain as her face twisted in disgust and turmoil. All she could bring herself to do was let loose a tragic howl as her eyes remained on the boy’s back and her hand descended with enough force to split the earth beneath her feet.
The box rested on her desk, a silence that quickly disappeared as it began to shake in its position. It did not open as the top had sealed itself shut, but as the frame began to crack and shatter it soon burst open. It wasn’t a grandiose entrance fit for royalty... no... It exploded into a shower of blood which splashed against the walls and poured onto the floor. Red coating everything that could be seen and dripping from the very ceiling, with Gahbriogyva now standing amid it. She lifted her right hand to her face, the gauntlet dripping with fresh blood as she quickly wrestled it from her wrist and tossed it to the ground. The rest of her armor soon disappeared with it, leaving only her naked frame covered from head to toe in deep crimson.
Her breathing was still hurried and rushed, as if she were struggling to remain alive and yet in the next few moments it would slow down to a crawl. Her eyes, which were once red beyond red, now only a subtle and deep black. She looked at her hand which was still covered in blood even without the gauntlet on and her lips parted before pressing together tightly. She led it to her chest as if attempting to fuse the life essence with her person, but she knew that it wasn’t something she could do.
“You truly were the smarted little angel...”
The words slipped from her lips as she exited the room and made her way down the hall.
She rose from the calming waters of her bath and hunched over the side of the porcelain; a red bile expelled from her lips as she gasped for air. Mist attempted to rush to help her, but a quickly raised hand told her to leave the girl alone. Gabi looked as defeated as she made herself sound. The story sounded absolutely crazy, but seeing her now it made so much sense. There weren’t many things in all the realms that could make the girl fold or become as depressed as she now looked to be. If everything she spoke of had truly transpired, then it would all make sense. And nothing made it clear how true her words were as much as her right hand which looked as if electricity had been coursing directly through it.
“Gabi is that?” the woman spoke as she pointed at her hand.
“Oh, this? This is the hand I grabbed that fake Stasia’s hand with. The entire time it felt as if I were dying. Like they were pulling everything out of me, and yet they weren’t as strong as the real one,” she said as she looked at her fingers. “My father made it very clear that I wouldn’t survive an encounter like that with my sibling.”
“Then why did you take such a risk there? You could have died!” It was clear to Gabi that Mist had become upset, and she knew why. However, there was only one proper answer she could give.
“It was a risk I had to take... I thought it would save the boy.”
There was a moment of silence between the two of them. But that silence was soon broken when the water began surging around in the bath. Mist watched as Gabi stood tall and her wings fanned outward and lifted themselves to her shoulders. Her steps were slow and yet she did not look at all as if she even registered her presence in the room any longer.
“Gabi, where are you going? I just finished washing your hair. It needs to be cut.”
“Another time. I’ll be back, I've waited long enough... I need to find him.”
“What? You need to rest. You can do that after-”
“I cannot rest until I know he is alive and safe!” She could see herself clearly in the woman’s eyes. How long had it been since she’d looked at herself? “Do you intend to try stopping me?”
“No, miss Gabi. I shall await your return.”
“Good,” she spoke as she grabbed her bath robe from near the door. “I’m sorry, but I can’t wait any more than I already have.”
She didn’t bother using the door or acting as if her mind were focused on anything else. Her wings pulled her straight up and she plowed directly through the roof without so much as a struggle to do so. Mist could only worry, wondering what exactly was going to happen. Even so, that did not stop her from reaching into her pocket and retrieving her phone.
“What do you mean you think she’s on the way here? Gabi has been missing for almost an entire year and you say she’s coming here?” Verin was clearly flustered, but more importantly she was concerned.
“If the first thing she does after returning is coming here then it can’t be good.”
“Shut up, we need to be prepared,” she responded to Rensai before turning her attention back to the phone. “You said she just left, and you said she was flying, but I’ve also never given her the address to our house. How long do you think it will take her to-”
She stopped speaking as the walls of the building began to creak and shake, the heavy sound of wingbeats echoing outside. At first there was a slight panic, but then she was left instead wondering how the hell Gabi knew exactly where her home was! Verin halfway expected the door to go flying off the hinges but was thoroughly surprised to hear a simple knock at the door. She looked at Rensai who motioned for her to go, but that only pleased her even less as she finally chose to go and open the door.
“Sister...”
“Gabi?” Verin spoke as she looked over the girl’s physique. She was taller, thinner yet with more muscle. Her hair looked as if it hadn’t been cut in years and her eyes... “What happened to you? Where the hell have you been? People have been looking for you.”
“Where is he?”
“What? Did you not hear anything I just said?”
“Where is the boy?!” Verin watched as the sudden rising of her voice caused her to hunch over and cough up what looked like blood on the ground. “Where is he?”
“Gabi, what the hell? Are you injured?” Verin spoke and yet she was clearly worried. However, the red spark in Gabi’s eyes immediately put her on the defensive.
Gabi didn’t hesitate, not even the slightest bit as her fingers grasped the door. The ease with which she ripped it from its hinges and tossed it away with little effort was troubling. What was more troubling than that was how it collided with a car and sent them both careening away.
“I must see him with my own eyes. I know your son is around here somewhere. Where is he.”
“Kiran? How do you know about him?” Verin almost waited for an answer but that seemed like a chance for more property damage that she did not want to deal with. “Fuck it, he’s been with Stasia and DeVian for a while now. If you want to see him then bring it up with them.”
“Noted...”
There wasn’t any farewell with words, but an embrace that almost made Verin feel as if her bones would be crushed under the pressure. It didn’t feel right, as if everything was moving too quickly to properly register or understand. Why did she look so worn out and injured? Why did she seem so passive aggressive as opposed to the normal hyper aggressive way she normally acted? None of it made sense, but she quickly released her and vanished into her black feathers.
“I suppose that means she’s been to Stasia’s place already.”
“And what should we do about this?” Rensai asked her to which she shrugged.
“I doubt Stasia will answer if we call, so I know the next best person to call instead.”
“Ritunen!” DeVian’s voice didn’t do much in terms of alerting him. “Where is Kiran?”
“Kiran? He’s asleep and he’s been asleep for a while now. Why?”
“Gahbreal and Cyva called us, said that Gabi had visited Verin personally,” Stasia spoke as they rushed across the house.
“Verin? Wait, hasn’t Gabi been missing?”
“Exactly, but that’s not important. She went to Verin looking for Kiran and Verin told her that Kiran is here.”
“Why would she do that? From what I’ve heard doesn’t that girl only care about fighting... and killing people?”
“That’s why we were wondering if you checked on him!” DeVian started. “That troublesome brat is Gahbreal’s dick spawn, meaning it’s highly possible that she snuck in here without making a single sound. If you weren’t expecting it, she could have easily gotten in through any window.”
“You mean like that one?” Ritunen asked as they all turned to see the window which was now ajar with black feathers littering the floor around it.
“How did she fit through the smallest fucking window?” DeVian stated as they rushed towards the room Kiran was sleeping in. Stasia, however, was the first to reach the door and quickly opened it.
“Well... looks like you all worried for nothing,” Ritunen spoke as he returned to where he was before being disturbed.
DeVian was entirely confused herself, watching as Stasia approached the girl who was now fast asleep. Stasia had no idea where Gabi had been, but just looking at her it was clear that she had been holding herself together with every ounce of her power. Even as they stopped at her side the girl remained slumped over the side of Kiran’s bed without any sign of waking up. She didn’t snore, didn’t make a sound, only her body moving ever so slightly with each breath. Something about it made them feel uneasy, but it wasn’t out of fear for the boy’s safety.
“Does she always do stuff like this?” DeVian asked her partner.
“No, not at all. This is the first time I’ve ever seen her like this. She looks exhausted, but why did she come here?” they spoke as they examined the bracelets around their wrists. There was a moment in which it seemed foolish, but as Stasia’s fingers pressed against their sibling’s hair it was clear that something had changed. “She would have normally never allowed this to happen. Gabi hates me.”
“I don’t think she really hates you. Well, maybe a part of her does. But if she really did hate you, I doubt she’d be capable of relaxing that much.”
It was hard to explain, possibly impossible to explain. Stasia knew that Gabi didn’t much care for them at all outside of fighting. She had made that entirely clear time and time again. The last time either of the siblings had the opportunity to touch her without starting a fight was when she was still a baby and Cyva would personally strive to build a relationship between them all. However, there was a nostalgic feeling which burned at their fingertips. Nostalgia and comfort knowing that the one who could be called their youngest sister was still capable of relying on them for comfort and crying when she needed to under their careful watch. Perhaps something had managed to change her while she was away.